Saturday, November 21, 2009
Two more papers to go... but it means only6 more days to my Shanghai trip!!! yeah hahah
After paper yesterday, went out to watch '2012', and its a great movie!! would definitely recommend it! the effects were great and it was sure exciting! there's no moment that you'll feel bored though its a 2.5h movie..
okies have got nothing much to blog about, just that recently it seems that a few of my frens lost their loved ones, and got to know that my aunt contracted cancer.. so to everyone out there, lets enjoy every moment of life and cherish everyone around us... life is really unpredictable... for those who're still struggling for exams like me, work hard and play hard after that! ^_^
At Changi Seaview chalet with family again haha, although my exams are next week, but still going to spend 3d2nights here haha... had bbq earlier on, ate alot and had fun bbq-ing... well, i did manage to study a little in the afternoon.. or rather, just made some notes for my language acquisition... i guess i should start studying for amx or chinese history haha but i dunno how to start..
going to have steamboat dinner tmr, so got to drive my mum to bedok market in the morn to get some food... maybe i'll attempt to read up on amx in the afternoon hahah...
shall look forward to my shanghai trip!!
Sunday, November 08, 2009
温柔自古胜刚强，积善之门大吉昌
若是有人占此卦，宛如止渴遇琼浆
Attended Selina's 21st party last night, at Top of the M restaurant.. Its supposed to be a revolving restaurant, but its not revolving, think its due to the renovation works... Anyway, it happened to be the lighting up of Christmas lights at Orchard, so it was crowded... Had a great night with the gals, doing crazy stuff, with xr and gui-low posing and acting cute hahah..
Now i need to do work.... have to finish my essay by tonight den have to start studying!
Last day of school today... But this12days of 'holiday' before the start of exams, is for us to prepare for 5 modules... I think Chinese history alone is enough to kill, plus history of Chinese literature(the teacher even expects us to read additional materials), I wonder how I'm going to study LOL... But here I'm, at the new City Square mall at Farrer park, rotting at Mac's... Dunno why, but just don't feel like going home, don't want to face the stacks of notes LOL...
Back to the new shopping mall, it's rather big, but not all shops are opened yet... That's why it's not as crowded.. Cos I went bugis junction earlier on, and it's very very crowded over there. So I'd prefer it here more, the Mac has plenty of seats for me n not as rowdy, so I can read my papers in peace haha. Anyway, walked from bugis, passing by little India... Hmm to think of it, this is like only the third time I went little India, the previous 2 times were for project purposes... So today is actually the first time I went for leisure.. Eh not exactly so, I just walked past LOL
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Thanks alot Doris for your smses of concerns and also for what you posted on your blog... Really really appreciate it...
Somehow it seems that this sem is really hectic for many ppl, co alot of my frens are very stressed up over project deadlines and assignments, examms etc... for myself, i dun tink i'm tat stressed, but this sem is really a little more busy than before, perhaps cos the assignments and tests are spread thruout the sem... got back SG chinese assignment, though no grades given, but looking at his comments, i roughly know how i fare... I must say he's a great teacher, one of the better ones that i've met in nie.. he's the type who can really inspire ppl, this sort of reminds me of chenjiajun... haha anyway, all i can do now is to spend more time to prepare for exams.. but then again, its not the amount of info we gave, he cares more on our own opinions... so i've got to think of 'unique' views that he has never seen before lol.. hope i can fall back on my other modules to at least maintain my gpa...
Less than 1 month before Shanghai trip, but it seems so far away hahah and i dun wish for it to come so soon either.. cos i haven started studying for my exams yet! haven even finish all my assignmnets hahah.. shall go read up on the books on eunuch that i borrowed....
Jiayou for everyone who's reading this and is also rushing to meet deadlines and prepare for exams!
Sunday, October 25, 2009
well, but i got to cancel all my tuitions on sat, cos am not feeling well.. sorry papa and mama to make you all so worried about my condition.. and also Deary who's been very worried also.. i will take good care, i promise, and keep myself happy and cheerful always.. cos i think being too troubled/stressed/depressed will worsen my condition... and thats why i got a flare, due to the sadness i'm suffering from the week before... too many issues at the same time, i didn handle them well, and caused my own health to suffer, and caused my parents to worry so much... haiz... i really hope they wun have to worry so much for me, although i know its impossible, but the only thing i can do is to keep myself healthy and not having any flares....
after eating more medicine, i tink i'm getting better... not tat tired easily... maybe i really shouldn't worry too much in future.. but its not my choice either, it just so happens tat too many unhappy things happen to me at one go, that makes me so vulnerable, that makes the anti-bodies 有机可乘…………
Well, Lily and David came over for mahjong last night... erm they actually said they would come at 8plus, but in the end they reached at 12plus lol... and was watching so boliao youtube videos with deary while waiting for them.. so we played 1 round, and was 3plus alr, so they went home hahah.. not bad at least i got to win one game of 5tais hehe..
Hmm i guess everything turned out ok? hopefully we made the right decision, and won't regret haha.. Thx deary for everything, and hope u really wun change your mind again =p Welll i really enjoyed myself yesterday, though its only like lazing around doing work toge, playing games, watching videos, jogging and buy stuff hah but i really like the feeling =D
Anyway, went to visit 3rd aunt yesterday afternoon... cos last week no time to go hospital visit her.. quite sad, hopefully her condition will be good... hopefully the diagnosis will say that she's fine after operation.. when we visited her ytd, she was telling us about how she worked hard when she was young, hoping to retire by the age of 50 (cos she calculated and said that by the age of 50 she'd saved enough money to provide for the rest of her life)... however, illness came knocking on her door... all the money she worked hard to save for, became the medical fees.. haiz.. such is life, you'll never know what is upcoming and what it has in store for you... really hoping that she'll be fine...
the first step has been taken, hopefully it'll be a good one ^_^
Friday, October 16, 2009
This isn't a good week.. although am not as busy as last week, but am more troubled cos of 2 issues......
Long weekend ahead since no lessons on mon.. but doesn't have the 'holiday mood' cos i guess there's too much on my mind that everything else became of less importance... for the past 2 days, nothing gets registered in my brain during lessons, things doesn't taste the same as before.. seems that everything isn't the same again.. haiz but the problem isn't something that can be solved easily.... i dunno if i should place others before me or place myself before others.. i really dunno... why can't life be simpler??
也许，是大家都无法放下自己的执着，都想要最理想的。为什么事情就不能有个两全其美的办法？为什么一定要有一方妥协？
也许，是我们都还不够成熟，应该多等几年吧。好痛心，因为善意的举动，换来的却是无穷的烦恼以及他人的误解······是因为我的“多事”所以才会这样，那我岂不是咎由自取的？
Saturday, October 10, 2009
This is my blog's 300th post!
Anyway, it has been a busy week, with the Language acquisition test and SG Chinese report due... well so have 50% of both modules have been submitted, hopefully they helped.. Actually I think the test was rather easy in the sense that the things are all in the notes, and as long as we studied, should be able to do it, but since its this case, being able to do well and score is another matter lol...
Not only is sch work busy, have some other problems too.. haiz.. not my own prob actually, but somehow it affected me, and its quite disturbing... maybe time really will 冲淡感情？usually couples wun be as loving or behave the same way when they're toge for long compared to when they just got toge... or is it becos ppl expect more as the r/s grows and hence will be more disappointed when things dun go the same way they expect? okies i'm confused now cos i dunno whose prob am i really describing.. sometimes i just hope that i can 'ignore' somethings and pretend that i din know about it...
Well, AMX essay due next wed, but i haven really started on it..... waiting for somebody to help me lol
看起来像是美味可口的糕点对吧？其实是用蜡制成的！绿色那块是我做的。 Went for Pink Ribbon Walk this morning at ECP, ya its called a 'walk' so everybody is walking... but well, i sort of forced Deary to run the last half of the journey (2.5km) with me hahah so we did a slow jog... Was nice to run in the morning, cos i feel refreshed after that... Went Singpost for early lunch, since the event ended early around 10.. wanted to eat Suki sushi, but its not opened yet, so we went to the foodcourt... Went for tuition after that, and gave them the piglet biscuits haha hopefully they like it, cos i personally like it very much! Went Costa sands chalet at Sentosa with Deary for our 26th monthsary... Walked around the nature trail, and realised that there's this Megazip thingy there, which is like some obs obstacle course! seems very fun and exciting! shall get more ppl to join us for that hahh there's even a flying fox from the mountain top to the siloso beach island.. Recess week is coming to an end, but i have yet to start studying for Language Acquisition test on coming wed! Luckily the SG chinese essay is more or less done, left only some parts to edit.. Must start studying tomorrow!
看得出以上写的是什么吗？
和家人一起在家里享用晚餐后便到公园吃月饼、喝茶、玩蜡烛。
Received the big dorayaki soft toy and the sand-made doraemon pic from deary.. haha he was wearing the reebok sports shirt that i got him, was a plot to get him to exercise more =p thanks Deary for the big dorayaki!
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Went Minds Cafe with NIE gals on Fri to celebrate Yanxin's 21st! Happy belated 21st birthday Yanxin! So honoured that you left your actual birthday for us to celebrate with you ^_^ Played the usual games like Ticket to Ride, Ugly Dolls, Pictureka (dunno if i spelled correctly) and also the dinosaur bone game.. think we really were engrossed in the bone game lol shall not elaborate here but its real fun! Went Orchard with Mum after that for dinner, as well as to collect my running tee for the Pink Ribbon Run/Walk that i signed up for... tried some mooncakes at Taka also, the traditional yam pastry mooncake taste delicious! my mum loves it too haha..
Had tuition as usual on Sat, Bronson's exams are nearing, so got to increase tuition to twice a week, but am not confident that it'll help much... anyway, gave him Children's day present- Spongebob pencil case and stationary set, glad that he liked it and he doesn't have them yet.. cos he likes spongebob alot, and also have a display cabinet full of spongebob stuff in his room.. hahah.. tuition at TM, as usual, Sherwin bragged about his 'nice' drawing... their exams are also coming, hopefully they'll do well, all the best to them!
After tuition, went Woodlands to meet up with Deary before going JB for Xiaoshan's 21st bday.. we shopped around for awhile at City Square before goign to her house... her house is really big lol, think its like the size of 3 semi-d in Sg lol... and the food was great! and the cakes and chocolates are all handmade.. Xiaoshan looks gorgeous too! haha hope she enjoyed herself...
This week is Recess week, but there seems to be endless things to do.. shall enjoy, as well as work hard! ^_^
It was a hilarious movie, and quite true in some of the things they say, that made people understand more about how the opposite sex thinks... had sushi at nihon mura also, finally satisfied my craving for spicy salmon sushi.. hahah.. went home late evening after movie, and did some manicure before sleeping... Sunday, 20/09/2009 is the big day for my cousin Huizhu and Edwin! went over to her house at 6am, changed into the nice green dress hahah and soon after, the bridegroom arrived with his brothers.. think they got in too easily, cos of time constrain lol... went over to bridegroom's house for tea ceremony and stuff before coming back,.. though busy, was happy for the both of them... went back home around noon, and slept awhile in the afternoon, before preparing to go for the wedding dinner at hotel rendevous.. will not upload photos here since they're all on facebook... Monday is Mum's birthday! treated her for dinner at hiang suar again.. hah wanted to try a new teochew restaurant at bedok 85, but didn't make reservations as we did not expect it to be so crowded.. hahah so in the end, ate at hiang suar again... but food was great, as usual hahha.. glad that mum loves the wallet that we got her ^_^ Happy birthday to my mum!
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Finally finished the History of Chinese literature test.. all the 4 questions that came out for section B are those that i did not really study hard for, as in i did not really go memorise the points.. as for Section A, am quite confident, but i guess everyone will think the same.. haaha so for the 2 questions we hav to do for section B, chose 2 that im more familiar with, managed to crap 1 page each lol.. okies, its only 20% of the module, so still not that bad, just have to work harder for exams lol...
Hmm last fri bro drove parents and me into JB, had Bah Kut Teh, haha very nice! then we shopped around in Giant and bought some food back, later in the evening went jogging with bro to Rivervale Mall... first visit to the Daiso there ever since it opened, was rather big haha..
Huizhu's Hen's party on Sat, so after tuition, I head to Bugis to get a present, then meet my sis and go for the hip-hop class.. its a 2hour lesson, so just learnt the steps for one song.. think its quite difficult considering all of us has no dance backgrounds(other than mass dance in JC)... haha but it was fun and enjoyable! After the dance lesson, we went for steamboat at House of Steamboat at Tan quee lan st... the food is nice, at least fresher than la mei zi.. and i like the man tou with condensed milk that they served also.. so we had our sumptuous dinner before fang suggested going KTV... so we went Party world at Chinatown, was really ulu, din even know that place existed lol, its on top of the big this fashion at chinatown... so we sang from 9-12mn before sharing cab home... was really fun, hopefully huizhu enjoyed herself too! Coming sunday will be her chinese customary wedding as well as wedding dinner, really happy for her, hope she'll lead a blissful life with Edwin!
Suddenly, there seems to be alot of assignments and tests due the week after recess week, which is just 3 weeks from now.. luckily i din plan any holiday trip for the recess week, else will sure have no time for work... Okies i shall go swimming later on, trying to embark on a healthier lifestyle lol..
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
Watched G-Force over the weekend, and the guinea pigs are all so cute!! esp the 2 black ones who has some color as pinkie hahah..
Went down to Chinatown both on fri and sun, and finally, booked the tour for year-end holiday! Will be going for 8 days trip to Shanghai/Suzhou/Hangzhou/Nanjing and Wuxi, looking forward to it ^_^, finally can treat my parents to a trip! too bad my bro not going, else will be even more fun.. well its still a long time away from dec, so ya, back to reality, have to study first.. wait till i finish my exams then can ennjoy...
As usual, having a 4 hour break in sch now... well at least i can spend the time doing some useful stuff like reading up on notes and doing assignments.. cos i think i'll most prob sleep or watch tv or just slack around if i'm back home... there's a test on next wed, and there's like so much to study but i haven even printed out those notes... =p
anyway, am very happpy to have settled the year-end China trip ^_^
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
Going to be hectic weeks ahead, AAJ332's test has so much to study..
AMX tutorial this morning, my tutor made a rather interesting remark, which is an observation that she made about Singaporeans. We were discussing recognition, identity and stuff regarding racial and religious differences in Singapore, with the Tudong incident in 2002 as case study.. She then said: "People(Chinese Christians) are using western lens to view their own native culture." Cos she said she noticed that alot of those who thinks that Taoist beliefs are superstitious are mostly the Chinese Christians, and the other races usually would not say so... Well I think it is quite a good point brought up, cos this is a common phenomenon in SG.. I think this module really is about discussing the racial and religious differences.. My tutor also mentioned that we cannot call ourselves a multi-cultural society if there are no understanding and interactions between people of different cultures.. To a certain extend then, Singapore is not a multi-cultural society! cos people usually don't understand the cultures and practices of other religions and races.. We do know about the existence of such cultures and practices, but more often than not, we do not understand the true rationale behind it, and will think that they are not of equal worth as our own cultures..
Yet another week has passed, seems like my weekdays are really busy, that I don't even have the time to blog... Well, except for thurs and fri, I seems to be reaching home quite late..
I got the white one of cos, think the grey looks too dull, and most importantly, the white one has got green buttons! lol.. well, shall go off to sleep now since i need to wake up early tmr...
I had a great weekend! Except for the little incident on sat evening that made me a little unhappy, but luckily everything was resolved soon ^_^
Well after 2 days of MC which I spent sleeping at home, am back in school.. Just ended Singapore Chinese tutorial, having a 2 hour break before next tutorial.. So bored... Missed AED and AMX lessons, hopefully it won't affect me too much.. Shall start preparing for my presentation next fri...
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Anyway, went to watch Where Got Ghost with parents, Leo, sis & Zan at Tampines this afternoon... It was very funny, only a little bit scary (I don't usually watch ghost movies, yet I think its not very scary), yup so it was rather nice, the cinema is filled with laughter.. I love to watch comedies...
After the movie, went to City Hall with Leo, wanted to spend my $2o Robinsons voucher which will expires at the end of the month, but didn't get anything... Walked around Raffles City, then we went Esplanade.... Had dinner at Ichiban, I really love the lobster salad sushi there haha taste really good! Had a walk around Marina Promenade, discussed about some religious issues, and it really isn't a good topic to touch on... I don't like to, I don't wish to, but sometimes its not a matter of choice... Somethings have to be discussed... The problems will be around, even if we avoided talking about them... I just hope that things will get better... There are no right or wrong answers, only whether we can accept.. Really hope that I willl accept and stick on with my own choice.. I have faith that I made the right decision 2 years ago, and I shall believe in us.... ^_^
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Went out to Bugis after tuition today with Nic, cos I wanted to borrow Coelho Paul's book from the lib.. Read The Alchemist by the him, and the book was inspiring, so I decided to read his other books... Cos the train ride to school every morning is boring... Dun feel like reading my lecture notes also =p Had Starbucks at Compass Point and chatted before going home... it was nice listening to the different 'stories' :p Think I'll have difficulty sleeping cos of the coffee lol, but never mind, my tuition is at 10.30am tmr, so can sleep in late... Will be going to watch Where Got Ghost with family tmr, hopefully its not too scary, cos I dun watch movies with ghosts... The new sem is going to be a busy one, and I really have no confidence in doing well for the pedagogy modules cos I'm not good at writing essays(English ones of cos), they always pull my grades down... anyway, I sense that the Singapore Chinese class is going to be interesting as well as challenging, cos the tutor will be posing a lot of thought-provoking questions which requires critical thinking. Well, many people ask me why I did not choose the translation module, cos most of the Singaporeans in my class chose that, and all the Malaysians did not choose that... I really feel that my English is not up to the standard, I think my English is really below average, so I have no confidence to take the translation module... Am I one of the product of the so called ineffective bilingualism policy? Cos I dun think both my languages are proficient...
And these are what we had for dinner! This special burger, dunno what is it called, but there's bacon and egg inside, taste good!
I had the fried noodles with fish fillet. Though its only like fried instant noodles, but it was great, and very filling too! I especially like the cheese sauce on the fish fillet hahah so sinful... Anyway, we ate these at a coffee shop opp Bugis Junction, the name of the stall is Macau Munch...
Got this Doraemon frame and water bottle from Nic haha they were on sale! The price for these 2 cant even get me 1 if they weren't on sale... and the bottle is in my favourite green!
Week 1 of school has ended... My timetable isn't that fantastic, but since there's no Eng modules in the first week, it made my week better... Well, nothing much to look forward to the weekend also, perhaps goiong to watch Where Got Ghost with family on Sunday..
oh ya, and why havent my aaj331 tutorial group been allocated?? makes me still unable to decide which days to put my tuition on... sometimes, living for oneself will make a person happier... it sounds selfish, haha but i think this is to prevent oneself from getting hurt... maybe should think more for myself than for others? =p
Just went to Orchard Ion and shopped around, nothing much to buy cos it's all the branded stuff.. Finally satisfied my Subway craving earlier on haha too bad they didn't have peanut butter cookie.. Will be watching G.I Joe at 6pm at Lido later, so am rotting now at Starbucks. Tried looking for my Nekermann sandals at Robinsons but cant find... Cant use my 20 dollars voucher le... think will be going to Orchard Central later cos there's a photo exhibition...
School will be starting tomorrow, and my lesson will end at 7.30! Got 8.30 lesson on wed also, sianz,... Hopefully the new sem will be a great one! Just hope to maintain my GPA at least..
Happy 44th Birthday Singapore!
Wednesday, August 05, 2009
Had a game of mahjong with lily they all last night... quite fun actually but poor deary's leg still hurts, so sad cant even walk properly now... hmm tonight will be having bbq, gonna eat loads of food again hahah... and most prob we'll be having steamboat tmr! yeah at least its something healthy hahah...
At SAF Changi Seaview Chalet now... it has got nice seaview, haha so nice and relaxing... just came back from dinner at Changi Village hawker, had the famous nasi lemak, and it was good! taste much better than what i ate years ago lol... there's a nice stretch of road/trail just outside the chalet, hope to be able to go and waalk, but deary's leg hurts, so dunno if we can still go walk=( nvm maybe tmr morn go walk with my mum... sadz, the cycling trip to ubin got to be cancelled also... dunno when can hav a chance to go again.......
lily they all are coming over for mahjong later! hopefully they'll come on time haha cos i'm bored now hahah...
Sunday, August 02, 2009
Happy 2 Years Anniversary Dear Leonard!
these are the tickets to the places we went to in Sentosa..
Its been 2 years, many many happy memories we had together... Of cos there are also unhappy memories, but its ok, we all learn and grow through mistakes =)
Had a great day today at Vivo+Sentosa! Meet up with Deary and we went crabbing at Nosignboard restaurant at Vivo city! Had chilli crab, sambal kangkong and a few other dim sum... The crab was great! haha really enjoyed ourselves feasting the crabbie...
After the sumptuous lunch, we proceed to Sentosa... we decided to go Underwater World, where there was a large crowd.. haha its nice to see all the fishes, now we can even touch the fishes in the tanks! and walking in the tunnel looking at the fishes is fun too! dunno why, but i love to see the stingrays swimming pass, esp if they swam at the top of the tunnel, then we can see their white body hahah.. well after that we went to dolphin lagoon to watch the nice dolphins perform.. the performance was great, but again, there was a huge crowd, mostly tourists, so it was very hot...
We then went for the Sky Luge + Sky ride! Deary was rather reluctant to try out the skyluge initially cos he's afraid that it'll be very fast and scary.. haha but luckily i said we should try, cos we got $3 off if we purchased both rides... yup so we tried, and it was fun! He even said he wan to try again! haha next time we'll go and play more times...
After that we went for a walk along the beach before waiting to watch Songs of the Seas.... took this at the beach, nearing sunset... its so nice...
i took few pics during Songs of the Seas with my phone, but i think this is the nicest.... the effects are really nice ^_^
so after the show, we take the skyride up to the Imbiah station to take the sentosa express... luckily we did that, hhaha cos the queue at the beach station(where the Songs of the Seas is at) is so long that think we need to wait for at least 3-4 trains lol... yup the skyride was fun too, but we still think the luge is more fun hahah...
yup then its back home! took some pics of our presents.. hahah so happy to receive the flowers+bear&choco from deary this morn... lol so much for the surprise haa its quite funny... and of cos, am delighted to receive this nice musical ferries wheel too! 
yup and deary was holding his card and the glass personalised gift i made for him... 
this was taken 2 days ago when i bought the guitar and brought to his house and gave him a surprise.. yup he just woke up hahha thats why he looks so seh... or is he too engrossed in his new toy? hahah he din even know that i took this pic of him..
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Punggol North had this Racial Harmony day celebration on Sunday evening.. There's a street parade, plus a cultural food fair, with many religious organisations providing free food... So after the game of badminton with Deary at Greendale, I went to the celebration with my mum, ate quite alot of food, like Kueh Tutu, mee goreng, mee siam, peking duck, carrot cake etc.. It was very crowded, and this is a rather rare scene to see in Punggol new town haha except on peak hours on trains lol.. after the feast, went back home and touch up on my ppt slides for next day's lessons...
Monday is the first day i tried teaching... used the Iflashbook to teach the P2s, and the ppt slides to teach the P4s... well few points to take note from my CT is that i need to raise my voice abit for the P2s else they wun be scared... as for the P4s, she said that i need to slow down abit and ask them more questions.. haha well i guess everything went on quite smoothly, and she commented that my slides are nice hahah... yeah!
today went thru a compre with the p4s, then ask them about the chap i taught yesterday... glad that they're able to grasp the meaning behind the story... Went home to sleep awhile, and prepare new ppt lesson for P2s, and then went out to Vivo city to meet up with my sis and cousins+her frens, to discuss bout her wedding stuff... first time being a jie-mei for a wedding, seems like there're lots of stuff to prepare and take note of... but i think its goign to be fun! haha
oh ya, and its racial harmony celebration in our sch today, so we hav to wear ethnic costumes, and they only informed us ytd... luckily i can still fit into the blouse i bought during sec sch hahah... but looks like a red ang-bao.. well its ok, most of the kids are wearing red/pink also, so it kind of feels like CNY...
Friday, July 17, 2009
Last sun, went to the Hokkaido food fair at TM.. it was so crowded... the food was rather ex over there, but there are still so many ppl lol.. din really see anything special or nice, so we din get much except for the 1-for-1 strawberry mousse that they're having promotion lol...
This was the strawberry mousse we got, it looks like some strawberry icecream.. and tastes really nice...
Halfway through eating, got a surprise! As there's a layer of cheesecake beneath the strawberry mousse! it was great! hahah a nice dessert after lunch ^_^
On Wed evening, went Hougang for badminton with deary from 4-6, then we go to Hougang Ave.8, there's is restaurant style western food in a coffeeshop... the price is ok just typical western food prices in coffeeshop, but the they serve like a restaurant! there's even a menu! haha so we ordered our food and enjoyed them..
I had this Hotplate Black pepper chicken, though a little too salty, but its nice! the chicken is tender and not too oily!
this is the Sirloin steak deary had...
there's also a soup with garlic bread, and a small choco fondue as dessert, so we were really full after the meal.. so we walked a few bus stops down to take a bus home..
there'll be more badminton sessions to come next week, its a good way of relaxing, so i should engage in this kind of activity more often.. ^_^ shall try to prepare for my lessons next week, yeah I'll be teaching! hahah hopefully it'll be a good experience...
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Went for a game of badminton at Tampines before going for Dim Sum buffet at Excelsior hotel on Youth day holiday... The food was great! We tasted almost all the dim sum items except for a few fried ones... It cost only $12.90++ per adult on weekdays for lunch, so i think its quite worth it ^_^
For the rest of the week, was just bored in school, observing lessons and assisted my CT in controlling the class abit.. Walked around and check that they did their work etc.. Luckily got to walk around, else I'll sure fall asleep in class lol..
Thurs went to PS to meet deary after school before goin for Peiwen's 21st birthday party.. walked around in PS, wanted to watch movie, but seems that there isn't any nice ones, or rather, we've watched all those that's nice now... so we went to Secret recipe and had their tea-time cake special, had this Apple Crumble cheesecake, it was delicious! hhah then afterthat went Kovan Melody for PW's bday party at evening... played Wii overthere, played mario-kart, it was fun and funny hahah, also played bowling and tennis...
Just came back from tuitions, later going to play table-tennis! hahah den lily they all will be coming over for mahjong, yes mahjong again lol... since they drive and i dun hav to leave my house, i dun mind lol...
Sunday, July 05, 2009
After 2 sessions of tutions ytd, went home to change before going for a last min decided badminton session with deary at Greendale Pri... had difficulty finding the entrance to the sch, cos i tot we can get in thru the main gate.. it turns out that only one door at the other end(near punggol plaza) is open, so by the time we got into the hall, we're late for almost half the session hahah but luckily the person in charge is nice enough to allow us to play for a longer time...
after the game, went punggol plaza and get bubble tea before heading home... went to Samartha's bday party at Downtown east chalet after that.. Left the chalet around 10.45, as Lily and David are coming over for mahjong at 11.30.. had a fun game...
Went out to meet Sherwin and Nicholas at City Hall this afternoon for a chocolate session. Went to Esplanade's Chocz, and we ordered a Madagascar dark chocolate fondue, plus a drink each, and Sherwin ordered another apple crumble... i ordered a hot choco drink called Chococcina, and it was nice! The thick choco that has a tinge of bitterness is definatly my cup of tea! haha so we really enjoyed the choco session, with Sherwin entertaining us with his singing: 'Lonely is the night'...
After the fulfilling choco session, Sherwin has to head home for his 4 hours of revision as required by his mum.. So we accompanied him back to MRT station before going to Raffles City to shop around... walked around looking for clothes, cos nic says he wants to change his image and dress younger.. but first he say he needs to slim down first hahha but with all the nice foods around, not tat easy lol... had late dinner at MOS burger before sending me home... it was a nice and funny day out, really enjoyed myself.. ^_^
Friday, July 03, 2009
First week of TA has ended, got a nice CT, and fun trainees to hang out with.. so generally, i enjoy my time... The first week of school was quite hectic, teachers busying with h1n1 stuff, and first lesson of the day is suspended... so teachers are all stressed as they have to rush their lessons... well, the 2 classes i observed are the below average standard classes, so their progress is slower... and, Donghan, my cousin is in 1 of the class i observed! haha and i heard him telling his classmates that i'm his cousin but it seems that nobody believes him lol... cos he's those very noisy type, so i supposed his frens will just think that he's lying haha..
Went to watch Ice Age 3 yesterday at Cineleisure yesterday, it was nice and funny! Had Suki buffet before that and the sashimi are great! slurps...
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Just came back from a mahjong session at Lily's house... we went her house around evening, and played till 11.15, and i left to catch last bus home... it was quite fun, but think i'm a little too tired...
The 5d4n Kuching trip was great! Especially the trip to Bako National Park.. though tiring, it was a nice and great experience, being so close to the nature and stuff.. of cos its rewarding to be able to see the nice beach at the end of the trail, and not forgetting the famous sea-stack that we saw... the stay at tree-house was okay, as in it was a great experience, but abit scary at night as it's just all trees around and its like we're alone in the forest... somemore deary fall asleep so fast, i feel so scared being alone (with him asleep) in the night in the forest lol.. Overall, the trip was great, but i guess i din get enough sleep, so am still a little tired... perhaps i expect too much, but sometimes i really do wish that things are a little more perfect, a little more closer to my expectations... but i guess, there isn't such a thing called 'perfect match', its only how much you can accept, and how much you want to accept......
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Went to Guihao's 21st bday party at her house last night, with the theme hip-hop... haha was quite fun and enjoyable, chatting with sec sch frens... the mango cake is also nice! hopefully she likes the oven ^_^ next time can go her house bake cakes/cookies plus play her Wii heheh..
later on after the party, Lily, David and Deary came over my house for mahjong... it was fun, and i won a little haha but its funny, that David's wins happens to cover for Lily's loss, and my wins covers deary's loss.. it was fun playing wiht them, and i think Lily is getting a hang of it and she wants to play again too! hahah okies anyway, played till around 4.30am and they went off, and deary stayed over at my house... slept till 10am, then went to eat KFC breakfast! haha nice Twister heheh... 2 more weeks of holiday left before sch attachment, and 1 more week to Kuching trip!!!
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
Went JB with Lily, David and Deary last thurs... deary and i went in earlier to sing ktv, cos the both of them can only make it in the afternoon... so we went to their k-lunch and sing for around 2 hours... was having a little of sore throat haha but still enjoyed ourselves... and its very cheap! it cost only RM22 for both of us, and its inclusive of lunch! hahah shall go there again someday... after singing, both of us walked around, and we went Padini where there was sale, and i bought a pair of pants while deary bought a shirt... then we meet up the lily and david, and took a cab to Taman Sentosa to eat the Bah Kut Teh... it was nice although i just went with my family 2 weeks ago lol...
after the late lunch, we went shopping at The Store before going back to City Square.. we decided to watch Terminator Salvation, and i was so confused in the show, cos i din watch the previous Terminator movies.. even fell asleep for awhile lol cos was tired, maybe cos of sore throat also... and after the show, we went to eat Kim Gary's... food was nice, too bad i cant eat the hot plate they ate, it was so nice... due to sore throat i only had dumplings noodles.. shall go and eat the hotplate another day lol...
Friday morn went the airport and send wanying off, she'll be away along in taiwan for 15days haha.. hopefully she's enjoying herself there! went Tampines in the afternoon and shop around before goign bedok for dinner with family to celebrate Papa's birthday.. Sat was papa's bday...
Sunday night went 4th aunt's house for bbq... it was fun, all the bbq-ing and eating.. big aunt even cooked laksa! it was a nice and heart-warming relatives gathering... ^_^
Had almost 3 hours of badminton yesterday and lily david and deary... it was a nice workout, luckily i still decide to go even though im still having a cough... was quite a last min decision lol was contemplating not to go hehe but well, it was fun!
wanted to go kite flying at marina barrage today, but am too tired, with the persisting cough... hopefully will get weell soon...
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
Went to watch Angels and Demons at GV Gold Class Vivocity just now(cos got free tix as a bday gift)... it was a nice movie, and the seats in the cinema was great and very comfy hhaha its those recliner kind of chair and can really lie down and sleep, they provide blanket too! haha so it was really a nice relaxation throughout the show... however i think that $36/tix is too expensive, and i dun tink i'll go if i have to pay for it hahha...
Anyway, had international buffet at AquaMarine resturant at Marina Mandrian Hotel for dinner... the ambience was great, rather high class... hhaha thx dear for the nice month-sary celebration ^_^
Went Leisure world with mum yesterday, quite fun cos i havent been onboard for quite long... it was very crowded, as usual my mum said... played a little hahha den walked around the deck and enjoy the sea breeze, it was nice and cooling.. love the feeling... went food fair at expo at night, it was also very crowded.. tasted some food, and bought some meat balls, sausages and chocolates...
anyway, results are out yesterday! am overjoyed to hear that my CGPA increased by 0.2! was really unexpected, cos alot of dip edu crossovers for the sem, and alot of them are prcs, so i tot my results will be bad.. but luckily, i did well! am really happy to get my first A in NIE.. hahha hopefully in the next 2 years, my results wun be dragged down by the English modules....
Friday, May 29, 2009
Watched Night at the Museum 2 last weeekend, its funny but i still think part 1 is nicer and funnier... badminton with deary and lily they all on mon, and poor deary injured his knee again, hopefully he'll get well soon...
its 端午节yesterday, had eaten quite alot of 粽子 for the past few days.. i just finished 1, hahah love the 粽子 made by my aunts... my mum used to make also, but its very troublesome haha so now we only make ki zhang, which is easier to make and not as oily lol...
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Back from Vietnam-Hanoi! it was a wonderful trip! Especially love the nice scenery at Halong Bay, and the great swimming and kayaking experience... Back in Hanoi city, it was fun walking around exploring the old quarters and trying out their street food... and all the bargaining.. the water puppet show was interesting also... in all, i would say that its a great and fun trip! there wasn't much things to buy, it was more of a cultural experience..
didn't get enough sleep for the 5 days, so slept alot after i came back...went sgh yesterday, test results wasnt exactly good.. hopefully will turn better...
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Its only a few more hours before boarding the plane to Vietnam-Hanoi! Hopefully its going to be a fun trip!
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Good and fun time really flies, lol its been 3 weeks since the end of my exams... have been getting lots of fun recently, mostly through exercising lol.. played badminton and table tennis, and also went to gym quite often for past 2 weeks.. hopefully this kind of healthy lifestyle will continue even after coming back from Vietnam..
Monday went to buy air-con with bro, and yeah! they'll be coming to install it tmr! dun hav to endure the hot and humid weather anymore hahah.. went to help out at Mercy Relief raising awareness campaign on Mon evening at Tampines with Doris... our jobs are just to give out balloons and getting some donations... overall its quite nice and fun cos the ppl from MR are really nice and friendly... alr got this impression of them prior to my last volunteer experience with them.. hopefully there'll be more chances like this...
For those who're living in the East or near Tampines, do drop by the field tentage beside Tampines MRT station (the white tent with photo exhibitions), its a showcase of photos of the MR team offering our help in Sichuan Earthquake, Tsunami 2004, Gaza strip victims as well as the civilians in Sri Lanka... the main aim of the exhibition is more of raising awareness.. soliciting donation is another aim but not the main one, so feel free to go downn and take a look at the photos, and get to know about this organisation called Mercy Relief =)
Saturday, May 09, 2009
Went Delta gym with Deary yesterday morning, before goin his house and went for lunch at Marina Square with his parents... its an early celebration of Mother's Day, had Pariss International buffet... the food there are fresh esp the seafood like oysters and mussels, scallops etc... very nice display also, though the food does not taste fantastic, but still quite nice and we had a very filling lunch lol... after that i went for tuition while deary went sk lib until my tuition ends then we went Bedok Hiang Suar restaurant for dinner with my family... we had Mother's Day celebration dinner yesterday also, lol we were still so full during dinner time that both of us shared a bowl of rice lol...
will be going play table tennis next tue, havent played since secondary school lol... and i'm looking forward to Halong Bay trip! ^_^
Happy Vesak Day to all!!
Thursday, May 07, 2009
Caught 17again with Deary, Lily and David yesterday after the Vietnam trip debrief at NUS... went Causeway point to catch the show, it was a nice movie, i think the plot was great, with touching moments as well as laughable moments in the show... managed to catch the last bus home from woodlands after the movie... looking forward to the Hanoi trip!! hopefuly the swine flu will not get any more serious.. going off to have my lunch!
Monday, May 04, 2009
It was all fun after the exams haha.. went for 3d2n chalet at Downtown East with deary from tue to thu... played bowling, tried ice-skating, played the arcade basketball, went swimming, went jogging to pasir ris park and climbed the net till the top... plus all the cookinng in the room using the multi purpose steamboat thingy hahah so much fun!
of cos not forgetting, the surprise Deary had for me hahah lighting up so many candles in the room lol...
Friday went to Wan Ying's special birthday party at Kranji D'Farm.. though the weather was hot, but it was a great experience! it was fun walking around and catching up with 13/05 ppl... received a nice big stalk of sunflower from wanying too!
Sat had tuition as usual, but after class, stayed at tuition centre for awhile and played with Nic's hamster - Momo... haha he was cute but a bit shy dun really like ppl to touch lol... after that, went Shaw to have pasta and pizza at Roma's Deli... introduced Nic and Sherwin to the place and it was funny to watch Sherwin's expressions when he was eating lol cos he hate veges lol... after that we had ice-cream while walking to Suntec, where Sherwin got his hamster cage and i got the strawberry biscuit that Pinkie loves!
Walked towards the MRT and meet my mum and aunt, cos we were going to watch the 妈妈意难忘演唱会， 王识贤、谢承均as well as other actors and actresses of 意难忘 were present... haha it was a concert with alot alot of aunties watching lol but nevermind, i do enjoyed myself watching and listening to the hokkkien songs =)
Went Golden Mile to try out the well-known Belgium waffle with choco dip last evening... was ratehr nice, considerign its at a hawker centre... after that, walked to suntec and shop aroudn... basically was just walking around then back to bugis hahah.. like walked a big round...
shall be looking forward to roller blading at ECP later on in late afternoon!
Monday, April 27, 2009
yeah finally finished my exams!
went KTV with NIEgals at Chinatown 10dollar KTV its really cheap haha we sang from 3-7, until all of us tired... hahah... but after that still went Vivo to shop around and have dinner with Deary... just reached home and changed Pinkie's cage, she is still as cute as ever hahah...
anyway, got posted back to Rivervale again, and still waiting for my supervisor to call... hmm just realised that most of my classmates got part-time tutors as supervisor too... pity chihui cos her supervisor is Mr.Shake lol and he is known to be biased against M'sians... hopefully my supervisor will be good hahaha...
Most importantly, HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY WAN YING!
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Haven update for quite some time... finished the 3 tests, and am supposed to be preparing for exams now.. hahah but not really in the mood to study, cos of the flu and sore throat, have been sleeping all day lol... doubt there'll be much to prepare for xiao ming's paper this fri cos its more of analysing...
btw, watched Shijuku Incident and I think its really nice... though its a sad ending.. i think i still prefer shows with happy endings lol
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
Thanks to all those who turned up for my 21st birthday celebration! It was filled with fun, with so many frens and relatives celebrating for me, thanks a great deal! I'm very very happy! though got sabotaged by my cousins hahah but it was fun ^_^ really have to thank my family and deary for all the preparation work..
tests these 2 days, an opened-book one yesterday, was quite rush for time... luckily eeveryone said its not very easy hahah so still ok... today's paper was qutie ok... guessed tmr's paper will not be difficult also hahha since its another open book test...
anyway, watched Confessions of Shopaholic on sun, which is my bday with Deary at Vivo... was a nice and funny movie :)
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Went tomb sweeping with family early this morning... its the first weekend for ppl to go sao mu, so it was reallyy crowded at the cemetry.. went for breakfast after that and sent my mum and bro to customs before coming home and slept till now lol...
the textbook assignment deadline extended till tmr, which means that i'll still need to edit the essay today... its still over the word limit of 3000... sianz...
well anyway, went ACM yesterday and view the KangXi exhibition.. it was only a small gallery with some exhibits, luckily it was free entry lol.. but quite ok as we got to walk around and view other exhibits also like SE Asia and stuff... afterthat went to ate Just Asia at Dhoby exchange.. din expect it to be so crowded haha cos usually when i went there its always like not mcuh ppl..
hmmm shall go back to editing and do my ppt slides for wed presentation...
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Watched Race to Witch Mountain on Tuesday, it was a nice adventure show... been wanting to watch the show cos the 'aliens' are not like the usual aliens that we assume, like little green creatures with antenna...
spent whole of Friday doing ACC202.2 project plus alittle of xufeng's assignmnet, though tiring, it was quite fun with some jokes and gosssips here and there...
Sat was great! Went Marina Barrage with Deary, cos got the 'Real love works' event, and it was fun.. the scenery was nice, weather was cooling, and it was fun getting the hold helium balloon! cant really remember when was the last time i got one, it was only when i was a little gal then i got this privilege lol.. mummy will always tie it around my hand, for fear the i'll lose grip and let the balloon fly off.. i think thats really very long ago, cos most of the balloons nowadays are those normal balloons with a stick.... still prefer those helium-filled balloons ^_^
it was a happy day!
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Watched Departures on Thursday after lesson... It was much better than what I expected, cos usually I'm not that into Jap movies.. it was a show with unique settings and there's this tinge of sadness halfway thru the show till the end... the show was filled with solemness, and it portrayed the professionalism of the Japanese, which is something that we really have to salute them... 
The Tale of Despereaux.. A nice and cute movie about the world of Mouse and Rats. It is also meaningful..really loved the 2 movies... went for swimming, jogging and badminton in the past week hahah but dun think i will continue doing this every weeek lol...
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Finally, the assignments and test are over.. hah but i'm not that stressed up about it compared to my classmates(they slept at 3am everyday for the past week!) haha to think that i still went cycling and playing with water and East coast park last fri while they're all slogging their way thru the assignments and studying test... hahah i'm just so slack...
anyway, have sent out invitations for my 21st birthday,.. if u did not receive my email invitation, then it must be on the way thru the snail mail lol... hopefully the turnout will be good, cos its nearing exam period and alot of tests and assignments due then...
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
After enjoying the recess week, its time to work again.. with 2 assignments due and a test next week... but it'll be over soon!^_^
on a brighter note, my sis won a 32in lcd sharp tv in her company D&D! haha its the 2nd prize, and it'll be placed in our room hahaha... so happy, luckily i din buy the 19in the other time... also, deary cooked my breakfast this morning, omu rice with gyoza.. so nice lo hahaha...
okies, am goin to catch a nap now....
Am back from the Cruise trip with Deary! It was a great trip, with lots of fun, lots of good food, lots of photos and most importantly, loads and loads of beautiful memories ^_^
Disembarked at Malacca, visited the ruins of St. Pauls church, 2 chinese temples, a Peranakan museum and the significant red church... after that, took bus to KL where we viewed the twin towers from afar and took pictures, and then proceed to their Chinatown... though the stay in KL was short, but overall, the land excursion is still great...
Onboard the cruise, we ate and ate, went swimming and jacuzzi, watched shows, took lots of photos along the deck, visited the casino... truly enjoy the walks along the deck, viewing the sea, 那种眼前一望无际，望着辽阔无边的大海的感觉，让我体会世界之大。也让我深切地感受到，在茫茫人海中，两人能相遇并走在一起，是多么地奇妙。这一切冥冥中早已有了安排，既然已是缘定一生，又何须在乎生命中那些许的缺陷呢？无论如何，这是一个美丽的回忆。
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Its recess week!!! hahah am in the process of giving my room a make-over... threw away the old wardrobe and the new one will be coming in on sat! so will be packing my stuff these few days...
though alot of stuff to do for recess week, but am still looking forward to it, cos am going to Starvirgo!
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Mid-week now... but only 1 more day of lesson tmr before recess week! hahah... however, there's an assignment due on fri... luckily i've finished almost 80% of it, just adding in some more information and i can submit it tmr! yeah then i can enjoy my recess week!!
anyway, cooked curry udon and made a chicken burger for breakfast yest and had it with Deary.. but the udon a bit sour not very nice... maybe shall try another brand of udon next time... hmm suddenly craving for mac breakfast and jap buffet (suki/sakae)! hahah
Since its before 12, here's wishing everyone a Happy Valentine's Day!
Had a great day today with Deary, went Vivo to catch the show by Andy Lau... it was a great show, Andy Lau is still as charming despite his age haha no wonder he's my sis's idol since young... went rooftop after movie, and exchange our presents.. haha deary is so sweet to have made the hearts for me... of cos not forgetting the cute cute doraemon and the bouquet of flowers...
made a bouquet of dark choco rocher with his favourite tigger for him 
and got him a waist pouch... din take the pic of that though... hhaah should have another present for him but cant finish it in time lol due to my mc for 2 days keep sleeping nvr do anything... but anyway, i can always give it to him later hahah..
Dinner at Swensens:
My grilled seafood combo...
Deary's T-bone steak...
this is the mango and peach ice-cream cake we had.. quite nice though it was a little hard cos its taken out from freezer.. hahah but overall the dining ambience was great ^_^
Really enjoyed myself today, and really thank Deary for the planning and making of gifts and flowers for me.. though i alr guessed what he'll be getting for me, but at least he tried to make it a surprise for me this time round.. am touched by the gesture ^_^
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
Nine days of relatives gathering in a row, other than chu ba, cos we have to prepare to 拜天公。happily enjoyed my one week of holidays haha... but am suffering from a lack of sleep, cos always reach home after midnight... so am very tired these few days, perhaps there're other factors that contribute to the fatigue also.. well, skipped a morning tutorial on wen yan wen this morn cos woke up late, or rather, i actually woke up on time but am really too tired le so slept more...
today lin laoshi said 健康是最重要的，没有健康，什么财富也没有用。its so so true... am just wondering, this kind of words are often heard, but do ppl really mean it? i mean, if one never face with a crisis, one will never know the importance of some minute things... am just so tired with all the ups and downs.......
当伤已痛得太深，
当泪已流得太多，
将不再懂得痛，
将不再懂得哭。
当希望之火再次燃起，
当星辰之光再次闪烁，
将带来无穷希望，
将带来些许安慰。
当噩耗再次传来，
当情况反复无常，
将不能重拾信心，
将无法充满憧憬。
当一切已成为定局，
当一切已失去希望，
将无法改变，
将无法挽回。
无言任何奇迹！
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Happy 牛 Year to all!
its chu san already, and i'm blogging here so late in the night cos i only got home around 3am... welll its funny that i reached home earlier on chu yi than on chu er, considering the fact that tmr will be a working day... anyway, went 2nd uncle's house as usual yesterday, reached there quite late, but left rather early around 11+, probably cos there's no gambling lol...
visited a few houses today with deary, and ate alot lol, then stayed at 4th aunt's house till 3am hhaha.. gambled a little (that's why we're able to stay till so late lol) still in cny mood, luckily its e-learning week for me, so i have got a whole week's break... gonna enjoy myself this week...
Sunday, January 25, 2009
这两天都在忙着家务事，准备薄饼的菜、炒薄饼的馅料等，都帮妈妈分担。这薄饼可算是我们的家传菜，因为是由我婆婆传给我妈妈的。爸爸从小到大都吃着婆婆做的薄饼，而我们三兄妹也是从小就吃着妈妈做的薄饼长大。每一年，吃团圆饭前的两三天，我们一家就会齐聚一堂，一起切菜（虽然我不记得是从几岁开始这么做）。总之，从我有记忆开始，就记得我们年年都会制作薄饼。我喜欢这种其乐融融的感觉、这种一家人齐聚一堂欢乐度年的感觉。明天（其实是今天）是年除夕，要和家人吃团圆饭。每年都视这为理所当然，却没想过，其实有很多人都无法高高兴兴地坐下来吃一顿团圆饭。对那些丧失亲人/无法回家团圆的人来说，我们是幸福的。能够一家合乐地在一起，是幸福的！
如果你身边有家人陪伴着你，你也是幸福的！所以，无论你有多郁闷、多惆怅，应该想想，你比很多人都来得幸福。这一切并不是永久的，所以一定要好好珍惜，好好把握与家人共处的时光。
刚到俊凯的家吃团圆饭，然后便和爸爸妈妈到勿洛和义顺逛，感受浓烈的新年气氛。才发现，虽然到处都有人朝，但却不如往年多，可说是一年不如一年了。总觉得很奇怪，为什么有人对农历新年那么不重视、不在意，甚至是厌恶农历新年？这是华族唯一一个被保存下来，并且大肆庆祝的传统节日。身为华人，不是应该继续秉承这种传统吗？难道现今社会人人都崇洋媚外，希望舍弃这种传统吗？
不管怎样，我仍然喜爱农历新年的一切——歌曲、装饰、食品、习俗等。希望这种传统不会逝去，能够悠久无疆！
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Found a shop at Chinatown Point selling doraemon stuff!!! they sell clothes, towels, soft toys and alot of other doraemon stuff!
went to amk with parents this morn, and walk around buying some decoration stuff and i got a small pot of flower... ^_^
going out to buy nian huo soon lol
Sunday, January 11, 2009
First week of school was rather ok, most courses alr start lessons and there's even a 25% test lol!
nothing much to update bout school life... it's deary's bday on thurs, so we had dinner toge with his family at Ah Yat Abalone restaurant... the food was delicious! haha after the dinner we head back to costa sands resort at Sentosa... spent a night there as there was no lessons for both of us on fri... it was a cosy little room facing the swimming pool hhaha.. gave deary a bday surprise with the gift and the room decoration...all photos on facebook alr hhah.. drank abit of champange and chatted before sleeping.. i succeed in being the first and last person to wish him happy birthday lol... it was a nice and enjoyable day... hopefully deary enjoyed the day too and hope its memorable for him... but he seems to be very tired..
just came back from a steamboat gathering at my cousin's house at Fernvale... nice to have such gathering once in a while ^_^
Sunday, January 04, 2009
Since its the start of a new year, let me recap on my 2008 new year resolutions:
1. Stop Predniselone-steroids (I believe this will be achieved since my dosage is very low now)
2. Better health for me and family
3. Organise a chalet with my deary
4. GPA of 3.8 and above
5. Treat my parents on overseas trip: China-Kunming,Dali
6. More exercise and lose some weight
7. Make a decision after careful consideration about religious issue
not too bad i'd say, cos i completed 6 & 7, and i did went on Kunming trip just that its my sis who treated my parents lol... chalet will be coming soon in a few days time so i can consider that as completed also lol... as for gpa, i guess there's still quite some way to go... health wise, not so good for the year, with several flares.. hopefully in the coming year it'll be better :)
As for my 2009 resolutions:
1. Treat parents to China trip
2. Stop steroids
3. Exercise at least twice a week
4. GPA to increase to 3.75
5. Learn to cook more dishes
6. Learn a little conversational cantonese
7. Participate in more volutary work
8. Spend more time with my loved ones
Well, started tuition at The Mentor for the sec 2s yesterday... was quite ok, maybe cos Sherwin's around so there's quite alot of jokes and laughter... was quite enjoyable anyway... went down to TM to meet up with xr, by and oer... cos its oer's 21st bday.. he smsed me early morn ytd and ask if we free to meet for lunch haha such short notice but we manage to make it(gave him face cos its his bday lol).. din get any presents for him so just treated him to Swensens choco fondue.. nice one cos i also got to eat hahaha..
spent today packing my stuff at home, but havent packed my wardrobe yet lol... watched last fri's xiao niang re, and also watched tomorrow's last 2 episodes haha cos i wun be home to watch tmr...
hopefully i can achieve all my New year resolutions this year! ^_^
Friday, January 02, 2009
First of all, Happy New Year to all my blog readers! May everything be smooth sailing for you and your family in the year 2009!
New Year's eve was a memorable one... started the day off by having tuition for my nephew, then met up with Deary for lunch at Compass Point, got myself a pair of Levi's Jeans also, haha first time I spent so much on clothing lol. had lunch at Curry-san, the food was nice slurps... went off to tiong bahru plaza to get ingredients to prepare dinner at deary's house... i cooked gong bao ji ding and croquette, while he cooked a soup and a vege... think the chicken is a little too spicy for him and his dad, but luckily his mum and god-sis say its quite nice... haha the apple-tomato-tofu-fish soup he cooked was nice too also its a little weird combi...
we walked to lib to return books after dinner then jogged back to his house.... then i look thru his photos when he was young, and watched fireworks at his house before heading home.. it was a great day ^_^
watched Ip Man today after KBOX at downtown east... the show was great! highly recommended haha really a nice show...
school holidays coming to an end alr.. although its only been a short month break, i'm glad that i spent it happily with my loved ones... China trip with family, gatherings and x'mas celebrations with long time no see friends, and days spent with Deary... hopefully everything will go on well in the new semester!
In the coming new year, just hoped that everyone around me will be blessed with good health and happiness!
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Christmas has come and go... it was not a merry christmas for my deary and his family this year.. dun be sad k dear...
Yuying invite wanying and me to go her house for a party.. it was at Grandeur, the condo near AMK hub... so met up with wanying this morn at amk hub and shopped awhile before going over to the condo... the condo has really nice environment and amenities was great... but the maintenance fees must be high also lol... chatted a little with yuying and we go off after staying 1 hour plus and we went amk to shop again haha... my bro came to pick me and we went Serangoon north to shop for Pinkie's food, too bad the strawberry snack that pinkie loves most is no longer available... so sad cos Pinkie really loves that...
Chinese New Year is coming, and everywhere is playing CNY songs.. seems like alot of ppl dun like CNY songs, but i'm the opposite.. i love the atmosphere of CNY, with the playing of CNY songs and the hanging of decorations... it is usually the month before CNY that is most re nao, everywhere you go, you can feel the CNY atmosphere... haha thats why i love this period the most...
Sunday, December 14, 2008
went shopping with Doris today, long time never meet up with her alr it was nice catching up and shopping around... Had cousins dinner cum gift exchange at Hanabi.. Had alot of salmon and yellow tail sashimi slurps... Nice food with nice company:) Xmas is coming and more of such gifts exchange are going to take place... Am the main organiser for most of the coming gatherings.. Haha shall think of nice places to go to...
Going to sleep soon, am a happy gal with FION bag from deary(his Xmas exchange gift is for me lol) and new pair of flats and the fish bone necklace that my sis broke last time... Happy~~~
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
Seems like i haven't been updating ever since i'm back... well, have been having a cough since i'm back, or rather, it started when i'm in china... even vomitted after i'm back...
luckily its fine now... hmm went to watched Dancescape at NAFA, and Sam really did a great job! well done gal, you manage to curb your fears and did a great performance, be proud of yourself! ^_^
went orchard shopping with deary today, and ate Sakae Teppanyaki, the first time i tried teppanyaki haha always seen it before and found it interesting but never really got a chance to try... chanced upon it today(am intending to eat Yuki Yaki but to realise that the outlet in Cineleisure has shut down) so decided to eat it... quite a nice experience... maybe its the company i'm with haha thats why eat anything also nice lol =) watched BOLT, the hamster 'Rhino' inside is soo cute! and the fat cat that's always on the Green-eye-man's shoulder... nice and cute show... shopped around orchard and got a few christmas presents...
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Am back in Kunming now.. today is the last day of our tour with the tour guide le, so we'll be having free and easy walk around...
well, over the last 8 days of tour, learnt quite alot of stuff regarding the minority groups in Yunnan... 这里有很多“云南十八怪”：火车不通国内通国外、乳酪片片卖……除此之外，还得知有些少数民族一生只洗三次澡：出生、结婚、去世……真是难以想象。还有，学会了什么叫做“走婚”。那天听见开车的师傅说我们的导游前一晚走婚去了，还懵懵懂懂地不太晓得他在说什么。后来，才听导游微微说起，原来白族每年有一个节日（忘了叫什么），是让已婚的人和自己的旧情人约会，为期三天，而在这三天内，他们去了哪儿、做了什么，都不需要向伴侣交待。真是奇怪的习俗！开车的姜师傅还说，正是因为这样，大理（大理住的大多数是白族）的离婚率才会那么低。还有很多少数民族的风俗习惯都非常奇特，令人听了不禁大吃一惊。
再过两天就回去了，有点舍不得，因为这里的天气很好，风景也很迷人。不过，当然也很想念新加坡，想家、想食物、当然也会想我的宝贝“小叮当”^_^
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
I'm in Yunnan-Dali now, haha not bad the 5 star hotel got free broadband internet..
Let me recall the places that i visited during the past few days:
Day 1- Sat
reached Kunming airport around 7am, then proceed to Huazhou hotel to rest and before starting our tours at 2pm... the hotel was quite good, as in there are alot of shops and supermarts like Carrefour beside the hotel... so after we checked in and wash up, we went for a walk ard the hotel and have breakfast... food was ok, not especially nice or not nice lol...
in the afternoon, we started our tour by visiting 圆通寺, 之后到翠湖公园。在那里见到很多海鸥，不过看起来和鸽子没什么两样。游完公园，就带我们去参观茶楼 -- 典型的旅游行程之一，带我们到那里，然后一直要我们买东西。过后，我们就享用晚餐，然后就回酒店了。回酒店后，才不到8点钟，我们就自行到处逛逛再回去。
圆通寺
翠湖公园
第二天 -- 昆明-〉宜良
一早享用早点后，就启程到宜良去。路上参观了一家水晶工厂，再吃了著名的宜良烤鸭（没北京烤鸭好吃，但是还挺不错的）。之后，就到九乡去。那里好漂亮啊！是天然的溶洞形成的。我们有乘小船，有步行，也有乘搭空中缆车（类似圣陶沙的sky luge）。这就圆了我想乘搭sky luge 的愿望。
晚上，也是很早就回酒店了。不习惯早睡的我们，决定到ktv去。
第三天 -- 宜良->昆明
早上就出发返回昆明市，先到“七彩云南”，那里有孔雀园、药厂、水晶厂等。午餐享用了著名的过桥米线，虽然没有想象中好吃，但还算不错了。之后，就到“民族村”了解了不同民族的一些习俗及参观他们的房子。晚上回到第一天居住的华州酒店。
七彩云南
民族村
第四天 -- 昆明-〉大理
今天早上9点出发，到达大理就已经是下午3.30了。到了明珠广场，
再到大理古城逛一逛，就已是傍晚时分了。
现在也是刚回到酒店，因为晚饭后我们乘搭酒店的短程巴士到大理古城继续买东西。
明天将会动身到丽江去。不过离开大理前，会先参观天龙八部的拍摄地。现在要去泡浴缸了！
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Finally finished all papers!! Went out for lunch with my classmates after paper yesterday... Also went to food fair at Expo with mum last night, but there aren't any special stuff...
Today is a fun filled day! Went JB with classmates for KTV and shopping, then came back for family dinner... Cos my aunt strike 4d so she gave my whole extended family a treat at Owen restaurant at Turf City... The food was great, as there are alot of seafood LOL... The most interesting part is that there is also a ktv in the restaurant VIP room... At first I only helped to choose songs for my uncles and aunties.. Who knows when the song xin yuan yang hu die meng by Huang An is played, they forced me and my cousin to sing it together lol.. Cos last time when we were young, my cousin and I always sing this song together, and our relatives always make fun of us(cos we're only 1 year different in age)... Yup so just now when singing, they also keep saying that we sang this together since young, made us so paiseh haha,..
3 more days to Yunnan!^_^
Finished 2 papers in the midst of a cough and flu.. luckily the papers are not too difficult, have done well based on my own standards.. whether or not i can get good grades, its another matter lol... i've tried my best and i'm glad about that ^_^ 
These Penguins are so so so cute!! Just found out that there'll be a cartoon featuring them(yes the 4 penguins as the main cast! yeah!) which will be aired in march 2009: The Penguins of Madagascar.... looking forward to that cos the penguins are so cute... or rather, i've always had a liking for penguins hahah..
am so looking forward to friday haha.. hopefully my cough will be well by then...
Monday, November 03, 2008
Went to watch Sing to the Dawn today, quite nice, brings back memories of my sec 1 literature days lol.. though i cant really remember the whole story that i read last time, found some parts familiar and have some impression...
Tried a new Jap restaurant at Vivo with Deary today, as our 15mth-sary celebration.. its like a combination of ajisen ramen, and jap curry, and some special fried sob... think the food is nice ^_^
dunno why, but it seems to me that sec sch days were the most unforgetable ones, and will think of it now and often.. of the frens, the teachers, the environment, the things that happened, both happy and unhappy ones... i think a school is a place where all kinds of people came together.. knowing and interacting each other, let us gain insights on life..
快要考试了，却无法静下心来好好读书。也许是因为我没有什么很伟大的理想、没有要考取第一荣誉学位的目标吧。我只觉得，人生只要尽力而为，就不会枉此一生了！有些人忙忙碌碌，也不知道他们在追求什么，或许他们知道，或许连他们自己也不晓得。我知道，学业/事业并不是全部。亲情、爱情和友情以及健康才是至关重要的。听起来像是在为自己找借口不读书，但我不是。我清楚，也了解，一切都会在我掌控之中。
“祈祷今夜天空星星不熄灭，我心里约定陪你到永远。”
Friday, October 24, 2008
Watched Tropics Thunder last night, quite a crappy show lol.. 
Watched Nights in Rodanthe last week, was a nice show though it has a sad ending.. but really love the show... ^_^
WY told me yet another 'joke-of-the-day' yesterday during lesson... it was so funny we kept laughing lol... hmm finally settled down to do work today and finished the wenzi xue presentation... now left with another research paper... shall start doing that soon too....
anyway, Happy Birthday to my Brother and Doris!
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Reading TWY's blog of so-many-unread-entries makes me feels like updating my blog... hahah..
I shall start with the Sunday NTU drama performance at Raffles Hotel... It was nice, though I think the audience laughed at places where the script-writer doesn't meant to make it laughable... lol but it was nice and i think the person who acted as Weilun really has good acting skills.. he was very emotional and very into the show... bro fetched me there as he was going to Odeon towers for dinner, on the way, we went to pasir ris and marine parade, my aunt's condo-Seaview.. it was really nice and there are many swimming pools.. shall find a day to go there and swim haha.. well, luckily after the show, bro still there so i met him at bras brasah Mac, where I ate Sundae.. accidentally J-walked hahah was following Prof Tan KC and he actually also parked his car at NLB, which has the cheapest parking rate at bugis/city hall area on Sun(according to my bro)... It was a long day cos i reached home at 11+...
Woke up early morning on Monday for Prof Chew's yu fa lessons... lessons are fine at least i can understand what he says lol... went to Singapore Soka Association for a Mercy Relief Stakeholders' Night volunteery stuff.. helped in the packing of goodie bags and some misc stuffs... was quite free from 5-6, so chatted with a fellow MR volunteer, and i was amazed that he made a somewhat-racist comment... cos he was a working adult and doesn't look like someone who's against the other races.. haha but i guess its just a casual comment from him... he's from Soka and i'm also surprised that Soka has been around for so long haha cos i always tot that it just came within the last 10 years... was in charge at the registration booth so for the evening of 1 hour plus, was repeating the same words lol... "Good evening Sir/Mdm, may I have your name. You will be sitting at table no. XXX, have a great evening" hahah was interesting to see those 'big shots' ppl mainly the CEO/Vice-president of many companies and religious organisations...
In short, its a wonderful experience, getting to know more friends, getting to see how these big events are organised(esp when big shot such as PM will be attending), and most importantly, getting a chance to participate in MR's future activities...
had Small Cloud's lesson on tues morn, am tired cos only slept a few hours, plus his boring lesson makes me almost fall asleep... thx to CP sweets that i'm able to keep myself awake... prof chew's make up lesson in the afternn is great, like a small picnic session, with jm's m&ms,fruitips sweets... on the way home, told TWY some 'jokes' which she named as Joke of the Day lol...went for 2 sessions of tuition, doing the usual stuff...
nothing really interesting today, only 2 hours of lecture then i came home... i'd wanted to start doign some work, but here I am, spending so much time to blog... hahh
I am going to make my life more meaningful! ^_^
Thursday, October 09, 2008
Finally, test is over, assignment submitted... which means that 50% of 2 of my chinese modules are over... what a tiring week, although i've completed 90% of my assignment last week...
deary got me 天地豪情vcd set today， 罗嘉良！hahah so happy.... but dun really think i have the time to watch now... still have another research paper, and another presentation, before the exams next month.... well, that also means that i'll be flying off soon! ^_^
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
forgot to mention that i got a free 4gb thumbdrive from SCTU, haha now i can back up all my photos there... but think i shall get a external hard disk soon, to back up all my photos and stuff.. actually only photos, cos the other stuff are not that important lol...
now channel 8 is showing a travel variety show, where they travelled to Mongolia... looks nice, quite alot of stuff to see... looking forward to Yunnan trip in Nov ^_^ hopefully it'll be as fun as the Beijing trip last year =)
now i know, travelling and gaining more insights is a great way of enjoying life, i shall work towards the goal of travelling at least once per year =)
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Am back from Genting trip! I love the weather there, always so cooling... Slept quite alot, its more of a trip for me to relax and enjoy...went to visit the 蓬莱仙境，which is a temple of 清水祖师。Chin Swee Caves Temple:
this is taken on bus, reaching the temple..
this is the pagoda.. 
this is actually a very big wall with water, but it can't be seen clearly...
there's a part of the place that reminds me of Haw Par Villa, as they also showcase the 'torturing' methods in hell, but there's only 10, and not 十八层地狱 as we usually said... i think it may be a good way to teach children of moral ethics.. i din take any pictures of that cos the sky seems dark so we walked very quickly thru that...
Its really a nice place, with beautiful scenery and nice sights to see... something of vast difference from Genting highlands, where everything is commercialised and looks just like any other shopping centres...
Back from the holiday, its time for me to start working on my assignments and study for the upcoming test...
《门徒》中的一句对白：“是毒品恐怖，还是空虚恐怖？”
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Got this candy in rooster shape at Chinese Garden on Wed... So nice the person does it on the spot... Anyway, have not been to Chinese Garden for like so many years, I think its 10 years ago since I last went there... This year is Sanrio theme, so got all the Hello Kitty and Friends, My Melody and stuff... what i like most is the Kerokeropi! hahah took quite alot of photos, but too lazy to post them up...
Am supposed to go watch Crosstalk last night, but fall sick :(
Shall go and do my work now, an essay due on fri and a presentation on thur... Not much mood to do though.. just hope that everything goes fine tmr...
Sunday, September 07, 2008
Had a great CME trip yesterday with my class! and the free Sg flyer ride makes us all 'high'.. lol.. Come to think of it, it has been long since my last 'learning journey' that i had... its nice to have classmates who are all bonded, had lots of fun...
直上重楼去藏身
四围荆棘绕为林
天高君命长和短
得一分成失二人
解曰：“如醉饮酒，只宜守旧。直待时来，无灾无咎。”
I think alot of things is defined by the way we see it, or rather, how we perceived things.. you'll enjoy the event if you think you will.. on the other hand, if you alr think that its going to be a boring event and dread going to it, it sure will be boring... so we should always look on the brighter side, and see everything as a great learning opportunity, be it from events or from the people around you..
so, learn to appreciate everything that is happening, because it all happens with a reason...
saw this quote on NEL screen "Sometimes your joy is your source of smile, sometimes your smile can be your source of joy."
Friday, September 05, 2008
am supposed to promote 一则《论语》today, but cos i hav to miss my tutorial, i miss the chance of presenting.. dunno why but feel kind of disappointed, cos i'm quite looking forward to it as i thought its going to be interesting... i even prepared the ppt slides and thought of my speech... tot i'll feel happy to be able to skip the presentation, but i'm not really feeling so..
or perhaps, its just that today is not a good day to start with... :( maybe its not that bad, maybe its just me thinking too much.. but no, what i foresee will happen really happened.. but it came just a bit too fast isn't it? well anyway, 船到桥头自然直，相信一切都会过去。一切问题总有解决方法，一定会有的。i'm looking forward to acz excursion tomorrow, i'm sure i'll be able to embrace it with happiness, with all the nice classmates around, it'll sure be a happy and enjoyable event...
每逢星期五的道德与教育教学法课总是让我获益良多。许多似懂非懂的道理顿时变得更为清晰，令我恍然大悟，偶尔也为自己的某些行为感到愧疚。同时也让我觉得，生命的可贵在于你如何生活，如何处事待人。如果生命不会使他人获益，那活着又有何意义？真诚待人，善待他人，使他人的生命更丰富多彩，这样生命才有意义。
宿命既是如此，能够更改吗？
Thursday, September 04, 2008
Finally, my AED201 presentation ended!! haha am so happy ^_^ I'm so amazed by the way our tutor summarises up the whole module.. like turning one big round to shoot ppl lol..
learnt about 亲属关系today.. as in how should we address our aunties and uncles.. though nowadays many ppl just call 'aunty' and 'uncle', so they might not even know who that person is lol.. i guess this is part of the chinese culture that i like, cos we can clearly distinguish who is who..
Friday, August 29, 2008
This is a long weekend, cos there were no lessons on thurs and fri... however, it seems that i'm not doing anything constructive for the past 2 days... well at least i went shopping with wanying on wed night, that was something constructive i would say hahah cos i havent went shopping with her for a long time...
went hougang mall with mum in the afternoon for lunch and bought some baking stuff from redman.. goin to try out some stuff next week.. cooked chilli crab for dinner, it was great haha..
time and time again, i thought i'm forgiving... but sometimes, i don't know if i'm too prejudiced against that person or is it that the persons' doings are too ridiculous.. or is it that im not forgiving enough? anyway, i always believe that 人在做，天在看。as long as we're not guilty of what we've done, why bother bout others? but it is easier said than done, especially when i see that person bullying another person... this is really unfair... 一种米养百种人……
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
It has been an interesting monday for the week, with both happy and unhappy stuff happening.. chinese lesson was usual, but paid more attention than last week haha so the concepts doesn't seem that difficult to grasp..
it was project meeting that poses as a headache.. met our tutor for discussion, and after the meeting with her, seems like everyone in the group and the tutor has same sentiments on 1 person.. its ok, different people have different thinkings, there's nothing we can do if the person is unwilling to accomodate.. anyway, i'm sure we all learnt from this project..
on the other hand, went vivo with dear, had a fun day, playing with the water on rooftop pool, looking at the seaview and stuff.. hhaha and got a small doraemon to keep me company and cheer me up ^_^ so i still love the monday!
Sunday, August 24, 2008
子贡方人，子曰：“赐也贤乎哉？夫我则不暇。”
-《论语-宪问篇14.29》
子贡非议他人，孔子说：“子贡，你就那么好吗？我就没有闲功夫议论他人。”
Meaningful phrase... i guess we should think twice before we comment/critisise on others... feel so bad, haha but its just human nature lol...
Miss TAN Wanyier completed her 6k safra fun run today! and she ran all the way(as she said so, i wasn't with her) what a great achievement!!(considering they never really train for it although they always said they want to, end up bringing shoe bag to sch just for 'show' hahahha)
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Watched Meet Dave with Deary yesterday.. It was very funny, haven't watched a comedy for ages... (Money no enough 2 is not considered cos i think its so touching im actually crying half the show lol) its nice to have a good laugh, esp in the middle of the week where alot of assignments are due for the week...
Thanks to NTU students union day, lessons are cancelled today... so i don't have to travel all the way for 2 hours of tutorial of which 1 hour is listening to presentations... can 'rest' at home, or rather chiong my moral edu assignment that is due tomorrow.. just realised that i've got no references for the essay...
heard of yet another heart-breaking story of my cousin last night... they already applied for a hdb flat which will be ready in 1-2 years time, but now they're going their separate ways... 是缘分已尽？
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Went Seng Kang Anchorvale swimming complex just now.. it was nice!! like a smaller version of the Jurong east swimming complex... just that it doesn't have the lazy river and wave pool.. other than that there's slides, jaccuzzi.. there's also a sheltered pool! can go regardless of weather! haha the gym there seems nice also cos its new hahah..
finished critical thinking essay, now left with 道德教育essay and the moral edu presentation.. think this sem really passes by quickly.. its alr week 3, and alr so many assignments due and done...
Sunday, August 17, 2008
saw CK's tag, so i decided to blog abit more today..
相信每当我遇见一个一见如故或是似曾相识的人时，或许就是前世所结下的缘。Sometimes I do wonder why I can say so many things to someone who's just a stranger(eg a teacher who has not taught you before). perhaps it is in our previous life that we owe each other something or we cause some hurt/damage to each other unknowingly, that is why in this life, we got to meet and our task is to 'resolve' the problem.. afterwhich, we proceed on with our own life, with no more dealings with that person(literally), but deep down in our hearts, we may have benefitted greatly from him/her... therefore i think that all those who've crossed our path sometime in our life has got a purpose.. be it to enlighten you(which i interpret as that person oweing you something in the past life hence is here to return the favour) or have conflicts with you(perhaps cos you owe that person something in the past?) no matter what, everyone whom has once entered your life enters for a reason, and we will be able to learn something from it...
this is the same as what i think about things that happened in life... be it good or bad, all things happen for a reason.. and we can all learn from the incident..
i also believe a person's character is very much related to his/her previous life..
Watched 12 Lotus with Mum at TM just now.. it was a nice and touching movie with nice songs... really enjoyed the movie ^_^
Anyway, I just got to know that the Sengkang sports complex has opened!! can go there to swim le...
每个人都有一段悲伤，想隐藏却欲盖弥彰。
--张信哲《白月光》
was clearing my email inbox, and I chanced upon a few emails that i received a few years ago... am somehow affected by those mails.. or rather, by the memories...
"It is normal for a person to feel upset whenever she thinks of difficult periods of her life"
perhaps its really true.. 也不知道为什么，突然间觉得有些沮丧。也许，人在情感脆弱时是会胡思乱想的吧。会不会有那么一天，我会成为他人的包袱？现在正是情感交集之时，既是沮丧，又参杂些许愧疚，又有些害怕、担心甚至是不甘……
是磨练，还是打击？
两件事都留下阴影。
是从中学习？
是吸取经验？
人的记忆是永远无法删除的。无论好或坏，无论对或错。它们一辈子都敢随着你，不由得你选。虽然说我的过去造就了现在的我，让我过着现在所过的日子。但是，倘若一切可以选择，我会希望自己的路是这样的吗？ 因为有你，我才会说现在的日子过得很好，才会说这是命运的安排。倘若没有你的出现，或许我会怨天尤人，更加觉得一切是那么地不公平。可是，我好担心未来。一切，一切都是未知，万一某一天，我成为你的负担怎么办？我真的好累。
如果你知道我所担心与顾虑的理由，请不要到处“宣扬”。。。这是我的隐私，我有权力选择对象诉说，所以希望你不要未经我同意就将事情告知他人，因为这么做是对我的不尊重。
Friday, August 08, 2008
School has started, and alot of assignments came flooding in... it is really overwhelming lol..
on a brighter note, went shopping with deary at Orchard today after lesson... he bought a doraemon laptop bag for me! haha love it lots... and i got ourselves couple hp pouches lol.. happy~~ hehe after that i went hougang swimming with mummy.. now im home, watching the Beijing Olympics Opening Ceremony. Everything was great, esp the performance with all the huge number of performers... right now, each participating countries' atheletes are marching in... its taking a long time, quite boring so here i am...
well, shall be going to sleep soon, as i woke up early... and ya, today is the last day my bro's GU3400R Nissan is with us.. haha so i woke up early to help him drive it to the car dealer then he sent me to school... he must be happy to get a new car, though its 2nd hand lol...
Sunday, August 03, 2008
Watchted Money No enough at PS on thur, it was funny and touching at the same time... a great show, typical of Jack Neo's movie... it brought back memories of the Money No Enough 10 years ago.. it really touches the hearts of Singaporeans..
It was a great day yesterday, 2nd August...
Watched Dark Knight at Suntec.. it was a show with great plot... Went onto the flyer yesterday also ^_^ and it happens to be NDP preview so we got to view fireworks! though not on the flyer, but still get a great view of the fireworks.. and the view on flyer was great, we had a chance to view both day and night scenery cos we went onboard around 7+... haha after that we had chocolate fondue at Marina square Chocz... it was nice, but the portion is more like for 4 persons lol... Really enjoyed myself with Deary yesterday :D
school's reopening tomorrow.. had a five-day week this sem.. though each day only had an average of 3 hours lessons..
time really flies, its lunar seventh month again..
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
是否冥冥中自有安排，所有和我们擦身而过的人都有着个别的象征意义？
有些人，只和他相处五天，就能从他身上学习到许多事物。
有些人，认识了几年，却只是微笑问好，不会有更深入的谈话。
有些人，认识很久，但不常联络，却能无所不谈、畅所欲言。
突然想起一件事、一些人。也许，事情令我成长。
一切已时过境迁，所有人都忙着为自己的前途迈进，会有几人回首过去，感叹时光的流逝？过去已是不能改变的事实，明天才是我们应该展望的！
There's nothing in this world that is more precious than time spent with your loved ones... All the memories shall be treasured...
Went Compass point with my mum for some shopping yesterday... i really love the feeling of having my loved ones with me...
awaiting for time to pass by quickly....
Monday, July 28, 2008
Met up with Tjc lib excos ytd for dinner and some arcade+shopping+chatting and desserts at Cafe Cartel.. it was a nice gathering meeeting up with the gals...
Well, my sis just went to SA tours fair last night, and she booked our tour to Yunnan for end of the year! Looking forward to it already... its goign to be a 10d9n trip! My whole family is going! yeah am so happy...
Friday, July 25, 2008
I'm back from Hong Kong!! It was a great trip! Didn't have all the photos with me now so will upload onto facebook after i got them... 
Well, I just sold my S500i this morning, and got a new phone, T650i!
Its green in colour! haha.. just came back from gym, will be goin off to tuition before heading for weiai's 21st bday celebration...
Went out with dear ytd to look for weiai's present, and we chose a heart shape necklace from lee hwa jewellery for her.. haha going to change now before im late for tuition lol...
Friday, July 11, 2008
Today is my last day of school experience in CCHMS, it has been a great learning experience for me, all the teachers in the CL dept are very friendly and helpful.. they're generous in guidance also, i really learnt alot of stuff here... My CT is good enough to arrange for me to observe different lessons from differnt teachers everyday, it really benefitted me alot..
i have to say that CCHMS students are really lucky to have so many enrichment courses arranged for them, like broadcasting news and news reporting, tea appreciation (they even have a tea house in the school!) they are really lucky but they never cherish.. it seems that students are also more noisy in class, and as the teachers said, they are 天不怕，地不怕...
But i must say that i really like the school environment, its even better than befoer, with the CCA block renovated and renamed into 日新楼...
And so, I'm now rotting in the computer lab.. supposed to supervise the students to type their essays, but only 2 students are around, seems like a waste of my time.. haha since i got nothing to do, just let them 'make use' of me for the last day ba.. at least she's nice enough to log in her account and let me use the net, else i'll be bored to death hah..
was observing a sec 1 CL class just now, 2 students actually cheated in their test! they were unlucky enough to get caught by Penguin who happens to walk past... wondered how the teacher will handle the matter..
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
School observation at Rivervale Pri has been good so far... not alot of lessons, at most only 5 lessons(2.5 hrs) per day, haha which means alot of slacking time in the staff room lol.. Am in the pm session so can wake up late lol... Though so, still feel tired out easily =(
Seems like the teachers have to shout almost every lesson... but the kids are cute at times, though they sometimes behave like monsters... lol... hopefully i'll be able to control the kids in future...
Finally meet up with Dear today! Although only for a dinner and some chat, but am happy haha.. I will get well soon de, then I can resume my normal activities! Wanna go watch Get Smart and quite a few other movies..
Its a happy day today! ^_^
生命与希望，互相共存。
美好的生命，源自希望。
美好的希望，源自生命。
不完美，却令我懂得尽善尽美。
不完善，却令我学习接受瑕疵。
我的生命虽不完美、不完善，
却是多姿多彩，五光十色！
我的生命不缺希望、不缺爱，
一切都是命中注定，我虚心接受！
我会坚强勇敢，永不言弃！
I'm finally discharged! after a 6d5n stay lol.. so many things happened, made me realised the importance of health, family and frens... Life is really precious, and unpredictable... only 2 days, and the blood platelets can have such a drastic drop... well, at least im fine now ^_^
Thanks to all who've visited me and those who've sent regards to me, all are deeply appreciated
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Watched this on Shiting's blog and find it very nice.. haha its really a nice song, with so many singers, though i din know quite a lot of them.. haha.. watching this makes me feel like going to china again.. though i've always wished to.. haha there are still so many places for me to visit and explore... thats why i really hope to graduate soon and start working, so i'll have money to travel around!
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Happy Birthday Gui Hao!
Meet the girls at Clarke Quay before going to Minds' Cafe for games... it was fun! and the place was empty, we were the only ones playing lol hence the service is very good... The mango mousse cake is nice, and am glad that gh likes the bag :D All the games we played were fun, esp the Sleeping queen..
Had a great day at Vivo with Deary yesterday... got gh's present there also.. and you're right dear, its always forgive before forget.. even though its unforgettable, at least it wun be painful anymore... its a great day ^_^
Thursday, June 12, 2008
sometimes what appears to be the end, is actually a new beginning.
I'm fortunate, I have alot of ppl caring about me. I shall treasure what I have. Though things may not go the way I wish, but I guess things should be left the way they should be. Looking on the brighter side, it might be a blessing in disguise....
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Made Kizhang last week, and passed some to Dear's parents on sat... nothing much to blog about these days, although everyday is a happy day.. haha..
but sometimes things just wun turn out the way i wished it would... there are just things that are unpredictable and uncontrollable, perhaps its all predestined, no matter what i do and how positive i am, things will still happen the way they are meant to happen... i just hate this kind of feeling whereby i cant do anything to 'salvage' the situation because no matter what i do, it doesn't help.. there's nothing i can do at all.. why am i stuck in this situation... 我以为我已经看开了，以为一切都不会出问题，但是我还是没有办法阻止‘它们’的入侵。
《内心的城堡》续……
保守森严的城堡，
传来阵阵哀号。
望去是一片颓垣断壁，
堡内更是狼藉不堪。
外与内的双层伤残，
加惧了堡主的伤痛。
巫师有神奇魔药，
让城堡立刻容光焕发，
却没有灵丹妙药，
让堡内恢复正常、平凡。
魔药减少，依旧惨不忍睹。
加加减减，无法平复创伤。
Thursday, June 05, 2008
had Chilli crab for dinner last night! As my dad's bday celebration in advance... n most importantly, the steamed yam cake turns out fine!! hahah but its abit too hard lol but still quite nice..
am so bored at home now.. dun really feel like goin out also cos have another tuition in the evening later... but i shall go out tmr!!
time is like crawling so slowly :(
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
Nothing much to blog about these days... Looking forward to HK trip in July, and also researching on where to go during dec holidays.. want to find some places that are not so cold...
since im so free nowadays, been reading 《论语感悟》by 于丹，which is the part 2 of 《论语心得》... bought a copy of 《论语》at the World Book Fair last sat too.. its really a great book.. hav also been playing with Pinkie and going to expend her house soon since I found alot of tunnels and extension while packing the storeroom the other day.. Am also experimenting on more dishes.. cooking yam cake now, hopefully it tastes nice.. will be making Ki Zhang tomorrow for dumpling festival..
Shall blog again later if the yam cake turns out fine LOL
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Deary got me a Doraemon soft toy! Thanks deary.. Had a great day at vivo today.. ^_^
Friday, May 23, 2008
at Singapore Expo now with my Mum, to go to the food fair. Its very crowded, seems like food is still an attractive temptation lol.
Had a great day with tj lib ppl ytd, went to the new bowling centre at downtown east with them, the place is great! Shall go again soon. After the game we went to tm to watch Drillbit Taylor, quite a funny show. We were doing funny stuff inside the cinema, cos we were afraid of dripping the cheese from our nachos onto each other's bag haha
Ana, Bronson got 3rd in class despite getting only 61 for Chinese! :)
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
小和尚跟老和尚下山化缘，走到河边，见一个姑娘正发愁没法过河。老和尚对姑娘说，我把你背过去吧。于是就把姑娘背过了河。
小和尚十分惊讶，却又不敢问。这样又走了二十里路，小和尚实在忍不住了，就问老和尚说，师父啊，我们是出家人，你怎么能背着那个姑娘过河呢？
老和尚就淡淡地告诉他，你看我把她背过河就放下了，你怎么背了二十里地还没放下？
觉得这个小故事传达了孔夫子的思想，非常有意思。的确，该放下时且放下，因为宽容别人其实是给自己留下来一片海阔天空。
Monday, May 19, 2008
Am so happy today! Cos I got a hamster!! Her name is Pinkie, a black bear species!! Its so hard to find it cos normal pet shops never sell.. Managed to find it at Serangoon North.. Shall post up her pics someday..
Busy as i may seem, but i realise that many things are not as unforgettable as I thought.. is it just that my memory is not as good? perhaps its better that we dun use up our so called brain-memory to store too much of the past memories.. will it be better if we just concentrate on the future, planning ahead, and just forget about the past happiness and unhappiness? No, I just want to remember those beautiful memories and forget about the unhappy ones.. its not that easy, especially if something really makes you so unhappy that it affects you so much so that you can't forget it all..
There may come a day when our brain functions just like our thumbdrive, we can choose what to store and what to delete.. in that case, we can choose to delete away those unhappy memories that we dun wish to remember.. will it make the world a better place to live in??
Everything provides us with a learning opportunity, so I think if we just 'delete'away the unhappy memories and forget all about it, we may lose the lessons learnt from that incident as well.. 俗语说：有得必有失。所有的得与失其实都让人领悟某种道理，问题在于我们如何去看待它，我们利用哪一种心境去面对它。正如所有人都不可能是完美的，也不可能凡事都能达到本身所定下的水准与要求。也不是说应该降低水准与要求，只是觉得我们都该坦然面对，接受对方的不完美。可这一切谈何容易？只能不时地提醒自己：我也不是完美的，凭什么要求别人是完美的；我不能凡事都达到对方的要求，又凭什么要求对方一切都能符合我的要求呢？
相信只要所有人都肯用一种将心比心的心态去处世待人，一切都会是美好的，一切都会成为美丽的回忆！
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Happy Mother's Day to my dearest Mum!!!
Had dinner at Hiang Suar restaurant at bedok..
Been slacking this holidays, dun think will be looking for any jobs.. haha but am aiming to exercise more lol... at least 3 times a week, which i think is rather reasonable.... hmm chatted with zk the other day, seems tat he has grown more mature over the years, and has changed his perspective in relationships.. well, the fact that he's planning ahead for his future, and wanting to go overseas for studies showed that he has really grown up and no longer the childish boy i used to know..haha..
i guess as we grow, we get to know more people, see and experience more things and hence will be more mature.. i think this is the same as 家有一老，如有一宝。 cos the elderly, or rather ppl who are older tends to have 更多的人生经验，因而也能提供我们更宝贵的意见。相信凡是多听取他人的意见，是有利无弊的吧。
常听人说：“健康就是财富”，总以为那只是老一辈的人的口头禅。但是事实证明并非如此，所有人都应该珍惜自己的健康……
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
Seems to be blogging lesser during the holidays.. haha.. not that i'm very busy, nor that i have nothing to blog.. sometimes its just not knowing where to start..
had a great day cycling at ECP with Dear last fri! rented 2 hours of bike, cycled till the U-jetty that my parents used to bring me there when i was young.. many beautiful memories.. sat at the break-waters and listen to the waves before heading back.. drank the coconut drink at the hawker -- something i never failed to do when i go cycling at ecp =P
after cycling went to sgh for blood test n appt.. went to the renovated chinatown hawker for dinner, but not many stalls were open..most importantly, my favourite chee cheong fan stall still not open.. haha..
many things await us to explore in life.. many frens, whom i tot are just 'normal' frens turn out to be those i can actually confide in.. but i think all i can do now is to live my life to the fullest, cos there's really no point worrying about the future... though the chances are high, at least its not something fatal, it should be a blessing in disguise i suppose... that made me cherish my life now and treasure the moments i have... I shall overcome the fear!
I still want to travel to many parts of the world.. hope to be able to bring my parents to Yunnan by next year..
Monday, April 28, 2008
Celebrated XR's belated bday on Sat at Marina Square.. Long time since all of us turned up - Guihao, Yuxuan, Sam, Xinrou, Peiwen and me.. had dinner at Cartel, ate the Chicken Chef's salad and it was great..
Miss Tan Wan Ying found a pink bunny 'loitering' or rather 'sleeping' outside her house and she kept her in and named it Pink 耳朵.
Finally found a playground with swing!!! At sun plaza park, read bout it from KJ's blog and so went there with deary... it was great to play the swing again! its a great feeling!!
had always love to play swings since young, and also like to go by the sea.. just sitting there, quietly, listenign to the waves...
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Watched The Forbidden Kingdom yesterday with Dear.. the show was ok, its quite an interesting story with interesting characters, but its sort of weird that its in English, and it seems that the script is written in chi den translated into eng.. haha cos some of the dialogues are rather chinese-style..
walked around in Plaza sing, cathay, park mall and istana park.. lol really enjoyed the day^_^
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Exams are finally over!!! Had a great day with my classmates after the paper yesterday... was on the way to marina square for bowling, den we passed by Gelaré and realised it is Tuesday!!! so the waffles are half-priced! haha so we sat down and eat our ice-cream waffle.. then we proceed to marina square and played bowling.. had 2 games each, and we were all very tired after the first game... haha too long never exercise already...
after that, went to meet biying and xinrou at vivo! got a cake from Chocz at Marina Square and we celebrated 4 of our birthdays toge at vivo rooftop lol... shopped around before goin home.. had a great post-exam celebration ^_^..
Sunday, April 20, 2008
牡羊座的女人
如果你期待一個林黛玉般的女孩來滿足你的男子氣概，碰到了她，你可真是門兒都沒有了，識相的話，趕快找個窗子開溜吧！在火星守護下的牡羊座女子，通常是積極而且堅強的。像小鳥依人、楚楚可憐這一類的形容詞很難加諸在她身上。
牡羊座的女子應該算得上十二個星座中，獨立性最強的女性。她絕對不是那種整天守在家裡，等著你來接她、送她，完全缺乏獨立行動能力的典型。對於大多數的牡羊座女孩來說，她寧願相信如果沒有你在身邊礙手礙腳，她辦事效率或許要高得多。聽我這麼說，你或許會以為這樣的女人是不需要男人的！那可就錯啦！自信而驕傲的牡羊座女性確有著堅強的獨立生存能力。但她們內心都深深地渴望著她夢中的白馬王子快點出現呢！很難相信吧！看起來那麼銳利的她，其實是充滿著童話般夢想的。而對所有的牡羊座女子來說，她們心裡最大的矛盾就是渴望征服對方，又期待著被對方征服的微妙心裡。
你現在可能有些擔心，不知道該如何扮演好自已的角色了，是嗎？別慌！先把你的「真心」準備好，以後的辦法就好商量了，雖然有一點點辛苦，不過保證值得。
首先，你必須認清，牡羊座的女子基本上是「英雄主義」的。她會傾心於一個令她佩服的男人。她要嫁一個讓她引以為傲的丈夫。她或許會比較欣賞事業有成的男人，但這並不表示她是個拜金主義者。家財萬貫的花花公子是不會讓她心動的，滿腔理想的熱血青年反而會受她的青睞。因此，如果你愛上了一個牡羊座的女子，請先不必展開熱烈的追求。哈巴狗一樣的男人會讓她既討厭又害怕，她深怕給你一個禮貌的微笑之後，你就會死纏著她不放了。你最好先讓她了解你的才幹、你的魅力，引起她對你的好奇（或者應該說引起她征服你的興趣），等你感受到她對你真有好感之後，你再誠懇的對她表示愛意，那麼前途就大有可為了！
你要像個「大男人」的樣子（我說過她很英雄主義），但是你絕不能對她頤指氣使。你一定要真心的關懷她，但絕對不要太縱容她。我想你應該用一種「英雄惜英雄」的態度來待你的牡羊座女人，才是比較適當的。
絕大多數的牡羊座女子都很好強，她們堅持要在對方的心目中保持最重要的地位。當然她也會把你擺在她心中最重要的位置。而且她很忠實、很大方。她願意與你分享她的一切。當然，她也會認為你應該與她分享一切，包括你的秘密。欺騙你的牡羊座女人，有如犯了欺君之罪一樣的嚴重。這一點你可千萬要記住，她情願聽你令她心碎的懺悔，也不要接受美麗的謊言。你最好少在她面前誇獎其她的女孩，尤其是那種由衷的讚美，極可能會引起雷霆大火。
我有好幾位牡羊座的好友，每次有聚會的時候，我一定只和她們的另一半保持禮貌性的交談，儘量避免談笑風生的場面。或許，你也會察覺，她的朋友也在刻意跟你保持一些距離，你可別以為大家都是敬鬼神而遠之。這是因為牡羊座的女人在朋友圈中，多半是大姐頭類型的人物，她很講意氣，很樂意幫助別人，因此，同性的朋友才不願意引起不必要的誤會。牡羊座的女人確實有點霸道，不過這也是她個性中可愛之處。遇到事情，她常常會挺身而出，她對朋友講義氣，對你也絕對如此。牡羊座的女人是會為愛人拚命的。
我有個經商的朋友娶了位能幹的牡羊座妻子。婚後，她的確成功的扮演著賢內助的角色，使他原本就蒸蒸日上的事業，更加飛黃騰達。我這個朋友什麼都好，既有才幹又顧家，只可惜風流本性始終改不了，不過索性都是逢場作戲，沒有驚動到太座大人，沒想到有一回遇上了一個厲害角色。這個女人對他死纏不放。尋死要活，搞到最後，他實在沒辦法了，只好老實向太太招供。或許很多女人會傷痛欲絕的跑回娘家去，要不就是跟老公又吵又鬧。我這個朋友的太太可沒這麼軟弱，她先是把我的朋友好好的數落一頓，然後問清楚了那個女人的住處，立刻趕到那兒去。她跟那個女人說：「妳要死要活，是妳的事，如果妳再敢找我老公，我就告妳，妳最好不要得寸進尺，否則我就讓妳死的很難看！」
只花了三分鐘，這位牡羊座的妻子就把困擾老公兩個多月的問題解決了！誰敢說她不是賢內助呢！牡羊座女人永遠胳臂朝內，槍口朝外的態度是非常令人激賞的，但是你千萬要記住你們是一體的，吃裡扒外的男人可就要吃不了兜著走囉！
由於她們那麼積極堅強的個性，許多牡羊座的女子都會給人一種尖銳、而且愛找麻煩的印象。在表面上，她們是不會讓別人（尤其是男人）佔便宜的。很多人會認為牡羊座的女人總是尖嘴利牙的得理不饒人。正因為如此，她們常常會吃些暗虧，受到挫折，她們總是比其他的女孩活得辛苦一些。其實，你應該明白，她們的內心多半是正直、善良，而且脆弱的。只要你真心的關懷她，在她受了委屈的時侯，給她一個溫暖的懷抱，她會成為你一生忠實可靠的伴侶。
牡羊座的女人幾乎都可以成為出色的職業婦女，也同時能做稱職的家庭主婦。事實上，讓她擁有自已的事業對你們的婚姻是有幫助的。當她儘量在工作上發揮了她的好勝心和征服慾之後，回到家裡做綿羊的機會就比較大了。如果要一個精力旺盛的牡羊座女子，把心思全放在「你」的身上，我擔心你會有點受不了的。至於家庭，你大可放心，她雖然柴米油鹽之類的瑣事，不是那麼有興趣，但好強的她，不會讓自已成為一個失敗的主婦的。
還有件事你該慶幸，那就是我很少看到一個邋遢的牡羊座妻子，她們大多都在婚後依然保持光鮮亮麗，不願意別人譏笑她老公娶了個黃臉婆。就算偶爾懶散一下，只要老公稍加提醒，她們立刻就會警覺。我有個產後稍微發福的牡羊座女友，就因為老公說了一句「以前我最欣賞妳那雙修長的腿了。」她硬是兩個月減肥了二十磅。就憑她這股堅強的毅力，你能不相信她會全力以赴的做個好妻子嗎？
牡羊座的女人與「性」
在性愛方面，牡羊座的女人多數是激情熱烈的，她們很少會是纏綿悱惻、細火慢燉的類型。拖拖拉拉、瑣瑣碎碎的男人，會讓她覺得很不耐煩。在性愛的場面中，她依然保持著自信、明朗的氣質。牡羊座的女人很乾脆，「Yes」「No」分得很清楚，很少有什麼半推半就的情況。
牡羊座的女子與十二個星座的男人
1.牡羊座：或許有一些單調，但基本上的看法多數一致，步調很容易配合。不過妳得要懂得「第二名」哲學才好哦！
2.金牛座：妳會欣賞她的腳踏實地，卻受不了他的不溫不火，而他對妳的大女人主義，恐怕是不敢恭維，妳要學習「沈默是金」。
3.雙子座：他會讓妳覺得十分有趣，但試圖掌握他會讓妳覺得沒有安全感，更會令他窒息。
4.巨蟹座：他的溫體貼會讓妳覺得窩心，他的情緒化會讓妳覺得他有些軟弱，而妳尖銳的言詞卻很容易剌傷他。
5.獅子座：他會讓妳覺得真的遇上了夢中的王子，但妳必學習作個公主的樣子，如果硬要作皇太后，那麼愛情就要消失囉。
6.處女座：你們彼此有著奇特的吸引力，雖然有太多地方你們完全不同。或許是他不厭其煩的叮嚀，讓妳了解了他真實的關心。而妳的明朗直率，照亮了他原本太過平實單調的生命。
7.天秤座：他會引起妳征服他的慾望。爾後妳會覺得他的溫柔纏綿無法配合妳熱情的步調。而他也會害怕妳稍嫌霸道的個性。
8.天蠍座：表面上妳似乎總是佔上風，事實上，妳可討不了便宜。你們彼此都在享受戰爭的剌激，忍受傷痛的煎熬。
9.射手座：這是個歡喜冤家的搭配，吵吵好好，有如扮家家酒一樣。你喜歡充滿理想的他，又生氣酷愛自由的他。而他欣賞妳始終同一戰線的義氣，卻又受不了妳管得太多。
10.摩羯座：如果妳堅持要做家裡的風紀股長，那麼這個男人是不能接受的。他是忠實可靠的，但他也是保守而固執的。
11.水瓶座：妳是熾烈的，他是涼涼的，他對妳很好，但始終沒有熱烈的追求，妳很難掌握他，這就是他一直吸引妳的原因吧！
12.雙魚座：他的羅曼蒂克令人響往，但他的情緒起伏讓妳吃不消。妳的直言無諱可能會把他嚇跑。如果想要他妳得做隻綿羊才行。
有些部分还蛮准的……这几天都没好好读书，整天想些有的没的，也不知道自己在干什么。有几部想看的电影：The Forbidden Kingdom, Escape from Huang Shi, The Other Boleyn Girl, Definitely Maybe..看来考试后不会空闲了……不知为何，近来总觉得很累，有点心神不定的感觉，好想出国散散心……
Friday, April 18, 2008
昨天考了AAC103修辞学，似乎就好像一切考试都结束了。考完式就出去玩了一整天，将近午夜才到家。到了Bugis逛街，再到四马路观音庙拜拜，然后晚餐还吃了麻辣火锅，真是痛快！
晚间和几个志同道合的同学到Drama centre theatre 观看“都是当兵惹的祸”。演员们卖力的演出真叫人不得不为之所感动啊。 “潇潇洒洒风风光光的音乐喜剧!” – 联合早报
在考完式后观看此剧果然再恰当不过了，因为笑声不断，真令人将一切烦恼抛掷九霄云外，可谓解压良药！
Saturday, April 12, 2008
finally finished and submitted my last assignment, AAJ131 report on mon... was just slacking and rotting at home while trying to study for ALS test... found out what are the topics for the different days, and thought writer's identity will come out.. but it din.. what came out was: what are the basic elements of a good argument? never thought that this will come out, never even remembered it as a topic.. lol.. luckily i remembered my tutor saying argument=claim+justification.. so i just wrote on these 2 points..
Went for tuition earlier in the day, then went to CCHMS bazaar by the lake with parents.. the downpour really drenched us, but am really happy to see my teachers again.. Saw Mrs Kee with her son, she still recognise me and remember my name!! so happy.. Also met Ms Wong Peng Kwee, she was in charge of traffic control, what a tough job lol having to stand in the rain (with umbrella but the rain was very heavy) to control the traffic flow... quite surprising, as i thought this kind of job shouldn't be assigned to teachers? somemore she's now a HOD.. well anyway, chatted with her too and she also remember my name! haha at least it shows that i'm not just any normal person in sec sch whom teachers forget after graduation.. lol it might not be a good thing either.. Also saw Mr Wang Feng, he recognise me but dont think he remembers my name... it feels great to see the teachers again, as they really taught me alot back then.. not only content knowledge of the subjects, but also philosophies of life.. too bad i din get to see somebody else í'd like to see =P doubt that person will be there anyway.. haha
Somehow, i miss sec sch days, i guess thats the most important part of my sch life, and the most memorable days i had in my sch life.. of course certain incident that happened back then made me sad and tried to avoid alot of classmates, but as i grew, i learnt that it is this kind of incident that provides me with learnig opportunities.. leant who are the true frens around, learnt to appreciate the help rendered from somebody i used to disliked, and most importantly, learnt to cherish life and be happy and content that i'm able to wake up each morning... will never forget his words, cos if not for him i'd never want to stand up and forge on....
Saturday, April 05, 2008
Had a great surprise this morning not long after i woke up! Received this big bouquet of flowers!! Thanks dear for the great surprise!! ^_^
Took a few photos before leaving house to Vivo... Meet MISS TAN who happens to be at Vivo also, and got my present from her, so creative of her to use the calendar as a 'card'.. 
Had a nice nice day today!!! Shopped around at Vivo and Harbourfront centre, before going for Hanabi buffet dinner... the buffet was great! the sashimi were very fresh! Really enjoyed myself... THANKS ALOT DEARY FOR MAKING MY 20TH BIRTHDAY SUCH A MEMORABLE ONE ^_^
Home sweet home, and kor bought a 933 golden pillow curry chicken bun as my bday 'cake'.. creative of him also, seems like i've got lots of pleasant surprises this year!
Below are the presents i received from my frens last week...
3D doraemon puzzle and keychain from xinrou and samartha...
and this antique hello kitty phone from gh and pw...
Finally submitted ALS this afternoon.. such a stupid thing to do--travel all the way to school just to hand in the paper... anyway, its qing ming jie today, or rather yesterday... mum cooked alot of food to pray to my grandparents.. 
This is my grandmother's tomb..
My grandfather's tomb.. its abit too small, but notice that it was carnations that we offered to my grandfather.. those carnations were actually meant for my grandmother, but we took the wrong ones lol.. it seems funny to be offering carnations to grandfather..
Nice flowers though.. anyway, read up somewhere that a survey showed that most guys would be happy to receive flowers but seldom do they get so.. i guess flowers really do have the ability to cheer people up be it female or male...
The photos were taken during tomb sweeping last sun... wondered if this kind of tradition will carry on for how long...
anyway, thx for the birthday greetings my dear frens, esp TAN WANYING who called at 12midnight sharp hahaha..am so touched by the gesture thx alot... also many thanks to Samartha who's the first to sms me, you never failed to do so gal, really thankz alot.. Am so glad to have these frens with me, friendships are everlasting...
Still left with children's literature essay...
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
A long long time since i last blogged... Fell sick last tues, had a high fever of 39.5degrees, cough n sore throat... Still having a cough now.. had planned to celebrate my lunaar birthday(last wed) with my family de but was feeling sick, so postponed till coming sun.. hah..
Celebrated my birthday in advance with Celia, Sam and Xinrou in advance last sat.. received a doraemon 3d puzzle, hello kitty antique phone and a keychain.. Thanks gals.. Had dinner at a Japanese ramen restaurant at Suntec.. they serve very spicy ramen there!! haha nice food...
Went tomb sweeping on early sun morn, and theres massive jam on jalan bahar.. PIE's jalan bahar exit had a long queue too.. so this year we spent almost half a day thre and only managed to reach home ard noon.. slept all the way to evening and have dinner... slept alot alot as i was feeling very tired...
finally submitted ICT SCLP, and was delighted at prof tan's comments that our SCLP is very good and among the higher level ones for Chinese course students.. haha hopefully our grade turns out to be of higher level too :p Still leeft with als research paper, which is more or less done, just need to find more references.. Children's literature report still on the intro... gotta finish all the work soon and start on my revision for exams!! only then can i enjoy myself during the holidayS!
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Today is Easter day, went CHC easter service as invited by Dear.. was actually abit reluctant to go, or rather am just afraid of feeling awkard upon meeting his cg mates.. Well, of course i still went for it, and I must say that the drama was nice and enjoyable..
Feel abit out of place.. not sure how to describe the feelings also, but just think that the probability of me converting is nearly zero.. Not that i cant believe, its just that i have my own belief now, and im comfortable with it.. dun really see the reason for me to change.. Well, there's no point in me worrying about this issure as i realised... i guess everything is predestined, if its really fated, nothing will be able to stop it.. however, its still a lie to say that the 'problem' is solved, perhaps juz leaving it alone first, or just waiting for fate to bring everything in place...
Out of a sudden, just thought of somebody... somebody who has helped me go through my rough patch of life in 2004... Missed the words... I guess life is always so, people come and go in oour life.. Whats noteworthy 是能够保留那位曾和我的生命旅程交叉的人的回忆，能学习它所带来的话语。也许，某人在我们生命中的某个阶段和我们擦肩而过，都是一个让我们学习经验的机会。因此，人生只是一个让我们学习并累计经验的过程。所有在我们生命中出现的人，都在某种程度上影响过我们...
~I guess the only thing that never changes in life, and that we have to always adapt to changes around us....
Friday, March 21, 2008
ICT is more or less done, only left with the concluding lesson part.. other than that most of the stuff are done =)
Was reading through my past posts, and realised that these over these past 4 years, many things happened and many things changed... No doubt I've learnt alot through all these things..
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Watched Vantage Point today after lessons.. its not the typical action-packed movie, but a film showing the different perspective of things.. over the short 23 minutes before the president got assasinated, different people sees what happens differently.
I think its a rather nice and meaningful movie, as it taught us that there are many angles to a situation, and what our eyes see may not be the truth...
Anyway, received a whole piece of Doraemon stickers, personalised with my name from Wanying! Thanks gal, love it lots.. Had always love personalised gifts ^_^
went Hougang mall lib to borrow some books before going home, then went jogging.. a long weekend ahead, but packed with alot of stuff to finish... ALS research paper, AED104 wiki page, AAJ131 report...
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Had a long day on Monday.. started the day by waking up late,45mins later than my alarm time... luckily still managed to get to school in time, took train to clementi then took a cab down to sch... as usual, had 2 hours of lesson then head home.. Had my lunch at home before goin Tuition for Russell.. Afterwhich, meet sis at Kovan for facial at Ella Earth, quite a nice experience there.. Then had Sakae for dinner then back home, was tired after the long day, but the facial sort of brightens up my day haha..
Had ALS make up lesson ytd, a boring 3 hours lesson early in the morn... On a brighter note, went to IMM with Dear after school, had Ichiban sushi, and then shopped around.. Had a great day! ^_^
Tuition again today, just finish cooking chicken rice, going to have my dinner alr..
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Had a relative gathering at 2nd uncle's house yesterday, played daidee and some games with my cousins.. after that, went loyang dua pek gong with parents.. this is the first time i went there after it shifted out of its previous location.. it was quite crowded even though its after midnight.. and i've mentioned before that i think this is the most 香火鼎盛temple in singapore..
went orchard today, shopped around but din get anything haha except for my birthday present in advance from Dear... renoma wallet, chose by myself lo lol..
this is the wallet i got from him, thanks dear i like it very much :)
Had 2 desserts at Delifrance, chocolate mousse and apple crepe, they were very nice! love the chocolate though it was very sweet..
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Watched The Leap Years yesterday, quite a nice show, different from the normal SG movies... I would say that it's really brave of Li-Ann, to pursue her love bravely.. Alot of the quotes in the show are very meaningful... Had Crystal jade xiao long bao before the show, and it was great! Everything is great! Seems like there are alot of nice shows coming soon.. Vantage Point, Semi-Pro, Get Smart...
Had sushi at Punggol Plaza with sis for lunch, before going tuition for Russell... well, luckily he's quite well-behaved.. lol cos he's so mischevious and rude normally during our CNY gatherings...
Shall really continue on my AAC101 essay else i'll never finish it lol..
Monday, March 10, 2008
Not a very good day :(
On a happier note, dreamt that I am at a farm, like those I've been to in Cameron Highlands.. Saw alot of tulip flowers and took alot of photos with my family :)
Going to be piggy le haha
Sunday, March 09, 2008
Ate alot today, haha, had roasted duck and porridge with my mum for breakfast, cos today is 大伯公诞... Went Tampines to meet Deary, den we had bah kuat teh, pig liver's soup and pig trotters.. haha really eat alot lo... i had sesame+almond paste after that also heheh and he had egg pudding..
Watched 10,000B.C. it was really nice, quite unexpected as I thought that its going to be those animal-beasts kind of movie.. But its not, there're touching parts also... really enjoy it though ^_^
Had curry noodle for dinner, and its even more oily than the volcano ramen i had the other time heheh.. Deary was so funny lo, tell me he wants to get something and ask me go toilet or walk around, when we were just outside the shop which he intended to get the 'something' from... No surprise de lol so ask him next time then buy for me haha.. Have to be unexpected by me de then fun ma =P I still appreciate your thought dear, but next time dun let me find out heheh..
Home sweet home after that, really enjoyed the day =)
--珍惜现有的一切，绝对不能将拥有的当做理所当然
Through ordeals do people grow up and learn to cherish those around them, cherish every moment of life, every second that i'm still able to breathe...
Saturday, March 08, 2008
Its NTU open house today! Helped out at NIE booth, and intro our courses to the juniors.. Surprisingly, there are alot of ppl expressing their interest into becoming a teacher! Many are attracted by the fully-sponsored+salary of our course.. The 3 hours duty pass by very quickly.. Met yangyang there also, and seems like he's more interested in chem-bio courses, he passed me the coupon for cchms bazaar cos he'll be enlisted into NS by then and wun be able to make it..
Went off for retreat with CLEAR exco, at Quality Hotel in Balestier.. Its a vegetarian restaurant, and the food served there is very nice! Next time shall bring my Mum and aunt there..
Had a nice day, with nice company... Though abit tired now, but still going to play wahjong first haha..
Friday, March 07, 2008
No ALS lesson today ^_^ so can rest at home.. supposed to be doing work, but I'm playing Wahjong lol.. Nobody's at home, cooked lunch le den play liao.. haha shall stop slacking le alot of assignments due soon, and tmr and sun wun be at home to do work also..
hehe my sis say the buffet there not bad, shall bring my mum for tim sum buffet there soon haha..
-always leading a happy n carefree life, not taking others' opinions to heart
Thursday, March 06, 2008
Had a bad headache for the past few days... sadz.. missed lessons on tues, went to see doc and rest at home for 2 days... luckily the doc say its not sle-related, but there's a chance that she's not correct, though i feel that it has got nothing to do with sle at all...
booked air tickets to Hongkong in July, with gh, xr and her mum.. got a cheap deal for it, hopefully can find a cheap hotel also haha.. Looking forward to the trip...
Went for 2 tutorials today, before goin for Fish & Co lunch with Deary at Jurong Point.. shopped around before goin home, was tired.. perhaps am stil not feeling very well =(
Hehe i shall update my wishlist for those who want to get bday present for me lol...
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Almost half the recess week has passed without me doing any work.. Met up with sec sch frens on Sun to celebrate Angel's belated bday.. Had dinner with them at Old Airport rd hawker, nice cheap food, followed by mahjong at xr's hse.. quite long since i last met up with them, it was great and we discussed bout the hk trip, hopefully will be able to go in mid-july..
parents went to Genting on sun and came back yesterday, and dad won quite alot hahah.. went raffles hospital for medical review on mon, waited almost 1 hr for a 5min tok with the doc, who asks me the same qns as my last review lol.. afterthat went bugis shop for awhile before goin to airport T3, my first time there haha.. had Popeye's with Dear before heading home.. T3 is nice, might have a chance to go haha cos most probably my trip to Shanghai with family in May will be taking SIA.. happy..
The CTC 8 days Shanghai and Jiangnan package covers 5 places wor ~ Shanghai, Suzhou, Hangzhou, Nanjing and Wuxi... looking forward to it.. but also means that I've to save up more haha Shanghai and HK trip... Luckily I got a 1-month tuition for my cousin, cos his tutor will be away for 1 month.. haha and hopefully will be able to start on my cousin's son's tuition soon also..
Alot of assignments, but no motivation to do... sianz...
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Singapore will be hosting the Youth Olympic Games in 2010!!! What a surprise, I thought such a small country like us won't get the chance to host it.. anw, it's great!
Wanted to catch a movie at JP today with wanying, but realised that there aren't any nice shows... so we have lunch and just shopped around..
Think my parents will be going to Loyang Tua Pek Gong later, cos today is 元宵节,so i shall go with them ^_^
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Be Patient. Act when you are capable. Success will follow.
--No. 2
守得云开见月明，相信只要我耐心地等下去，并持着不懈的精神，一切都会雨过天晴的。
I don't hope for much, just want to be a normal, healthy person... I trust that as long as I'm patient, 'success will follow'...
finished up my ALS assignment last night, making some changes here and there but it is more or less done.. Am trying to start on my other 2 assignments...
Saturday, February 16, 2008
CLEAR CNY event is over! everything went on smoothly.. went to collect the fortune cookies early morning yesterday at Bedok... cos can claim cab haha.. Had a long day in school but was quite fun, can at least feel that the bonds amongst CLEAR excos are abit stronger now.. So sad I still have lessons after the celebration, hence got to drag myself to the 3 hours of ALS101... Nearly dozed off during lesson, luckily we went to the computer lab after 1 hour, else would have really fallen asleep... Met Deary after lesson to go home and he went for dinner with relatives... My relatives are coming over so I came home to cook...
Not many relatives arrived before I do, so I still have some time to prepare the food.. Whip up a dish of abalone with broccoli, and cooked shark's fins.. Received rather good comments from my relatives haha.. The dining table was cleared soon after most ppl had their dinner, and we started playing dice.. or rather gambling lol..
The day ended when the uncles, together with my dad, finished their mahjong.. after they left, i played mahjong with my sis and her bf..
didnt do much today except tuition in the morning... just helped my aunt to book genting hotel tix.. still considering whether i should go with them during my recess week...
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Happy Valentines Day to all!
To those who're attached, may you and your other half have an everlasting love.. To those who're still enjoying your singlehood, may you have fun and find your other half soon!
Only 2 tutorials today, but hav CLEAR CNY event rehearsal, so stayed in sch till evening... there's a Master in NIE canteen helping ppl to suan ming.. so went with CLEAR ppl and listen to what the master says.. haha quite interesting to hear.. Well, I believe that somethings are predestined, and if something is fated to happen, we can't avoid... Perhaps there're somethings that we can fight for ourselves, but definately not all... and that's why I dun wan to ask the master to suan ming for me.. perhaps cos i'm afraid to hear bad news.. sometimes ignorance is bliss... 人世间的某些事，冥冥中早已有了安排，想躲也躲不了。所谓的‘人定胜天’，我想应该不适合应用于所有事件。
Afterwhich, went for Suki dinnner with Dear at Hougang... anw, the rose i received today is actually from my classmates and not from my dear haha.. my parents are shocked about this lol as they tot that the flower is definately from him...
Preparing stuff to 拜天公 le..
Watched Ah Long Pte Ltd on tues, it was funny... am very happy cos received a nice and sweet present from dear... though was home late and have to take cab home and my dad is unhappy bout it....
Sunday, February 10, 2008
CNY is finally here!! had a nice steamboat reunion dinner with my family on cny eve before going to river angbao..
as usual, we went to sengkang's temple before going to 2nd uncle's hse, but this year we went to another aunt's hse befoer goign to 2nd uncle's hse.. so gambled abit in 2nd uncle's hse and then went to watch CJ7 with my cousins during midnite..
the next few days are also spent visiting relatives' hse, too tired to post them..
supposed to go big aunt's hse today, and my family are there now.. I had wanted to go since its so near my hse, but am just too tired.....both physically and mentally i guessed... perhaps i should have gone, as it might brighten up my mood since its more crowded there, its worse to be home alone now... =(
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
Its Chinese New Year Eve today! My favourite festival of the year is here!
Though this is the e-learning week, it seems that i'm very busy, both with school work and personal stuff.. been doing spring cleaning since last week and finally my house is cleared of rubbish now.. as usual, my family tradition is to cook popiah a few days before cny..
now am preparing to pray offerings to my grandparents... later will be busy preparing food for reunion dinner..
Got vday present from dear in advance cos he dunno wat to buy so ask me to choose myself... lol so he got me a necklace from SK jewellery, thanks Dear.. and yupz I also passed him the Renoma wallet that i got the other time while shopping with Biying at orchard.. hehe he have a new wallet for CNY and i got a new necklace ^_^
Wishing everybody:
心想事成
身体健康
鼠年行好运！
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Cooked sharks fins for family on Sunday, and brought some out for dear.. It tastes nice and he likes it =D went to watch Atonement.. a little confused at first cos had no idea at all what the story is about.. but manage to catch the story halfway through, and its a rather nice show..
well, e-learning is next weeek, which is cny week.. sianz there're so many assignments to do.. better finish it soon so that i can enjoy my CNY! Dear will be coming over to my house on Mon, hehe hopefully parents will like him....
Shall research on my AED104 assignment now..
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Went Bedok interchange to buy nian huo with parents and sis yesterday night.. It seems abit early this year haha dunno why also think cos dad will be busy for the next week till cny le ba..
since bro is working for dad today, i got to drive his car haha.. it seems better now perhaps cos i'm getting used to it alr.. went to 佛光山at punggol after my tuition.. saw my aunts there... then my mum and i take a look ard it before leaving...
after that we went to pasir ris and Tampines Giant, but din manage to get anything... am going to try cooking sharks fins tmr.. hopefully it turns out nice and then i can cook for my family again on cny eve as well as when my relatives are coming.. ^_^
Treasuring every little things in life, cherishing every breathe i take=D
Thursday, January 24, 2008
最近
李圣杰
你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福
suddenly like to listen to this song...
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
人生总是充满着变数。事实总是那么地残酷，那么地让人手足无措。原以为只要按时吃药一切就会在掌控之中，谁知……血小板还是‘一落千丈’。也许是因为内固醇的药量太少了吧，但是，难道就需一辈子依赖它吗？真得很沮丧，很失落。为何如此？
唉！早在2006年底就已知道，一切都是未知数，一切都不是旁人想象中的简单……
正在阅读Tuesday with Morries的中文翻译-相约星期二。书中莫里说：“一旦你学会了怎样去死，你也就学会了怎样去活”。莫里是一个身患绝症，即将死去的老人，但他还是很乐观地面对生活，上节目受访，启发他人。这不禁使我思考：我一生中最想做的事是什么？虽然我并不像莫里一样患了什么绝症，但我想这也是不愈之症。
——还在寻找过程中——
Monday, January 21, 2008
Watched Le Grand Chef at Marina Square on 13jan.. it was a nice show.. alot of cookings... sort of arouse my interest to start cooking and experimenting new dishes ahha..
Went for Yoga lesson last thur, it was fun but abit tiring.. but after the lesson, i start to develop alot of rashes and bruises on my arms and legs.. until now still haven't recover, cant wear skirts or shorts out le sadz.. went to see polyclinic doc but after applyin the medicine still got alot rashes dunno if i should go SGH.. cant get early appt leh.. sianz..
Both my father and dear said its cos of the yoga-maybe the blood circulation has some prob-and they ask me not to go anymore.. but its quite fun leh..
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Around 2 weeks since I last blogged. Genting was alright, did not go to theme park as the weather was not very good. Just eat, sleep, sing ktv, watch movie there, basically just relaxing.. haha
Came back on 4th Jan, then went out to celebrate dear's birthday on 5th Jan. Gave him a surprise by asking him to meet me at Esplanade, then I gave him tix to watch 'Beauty World'.. It was a very nice musical... Most importantly is that he's happy ^_^ Also gave him a shirt I got from Padini in Genting... then we had dinner at esplanade before proceeding to suntec then home.. it was a nice and enjoyable day..
Nothing much happen in the first week of school... School life will never be interesting to blog about lol.. Went to River Community Church with Jiawen and Joyce yesterday night, their service starts at 6 and ends at 9.30 i was so hungry during the service lol... hmm then went CHC service this morning.. they preached about forgiveness and values-what we think is the most important to us.. i must say that the pastor is very strong in preaching and even me, a non-believer is affected..
Been thinking, isn't it ironic that it was during a church service that sets me thinking that maybe i should set my priorities right and come to the decision soon?
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!! MAY 2008 BE A GREAT YEAR!!!
Let me now recap on my 2007 new year resolutions:
1. better health for me and family
2. good results that allows me to get into Maritime Studies/Chinese Studies
3. learn driving
4. beijing trip with family
5. forget about the unhappiness in the past year
6. relief teaching job
7. exercise more
8. stop pred
I can confidently say that I manage to achieve most of my new year resoulutions except for the last one, which is to stop predniselone-steroids.. however, am glad that the dosage has reduced significantly since last year ^_^ I shall say that 2007 is a great year, and I have no regrets for the year! Its a wonderful year and I hope that 2008 will be even better!
Now I shall write my 2008 new year resolutions:
1. Stop Predniselone-steroids (I believe this will be achieved since my dosage is very low now)
2. Better health for me and family
3. Organise a chalet with my deary
4. GPA of 3.8 and above
5. Treat my parents on overseas trip: China-Kunming,Dali
6. More exercise and lose some weight
7. Make a decision after careful consideration about religious issue
Guess that's about all for now.. haha will be heading to Genting with parents and sis on Tue! Shall enjoy myself before sch reopens!! ^_^
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Happy Boxing day to all!!!
went for CHC service on X'mas eve.. the drama production was nice.. haha.. spent the X'mas eve with him and countdown near my house de playground lol.. a wonderful evening.. ^_^
went Bishan with bro on X'mas day and get my sis's present.. at night have dinner with family at Bedok then pick sis up from zan's house.. hmm then we exchanged present and I got a nice brown New Balance jacket! so happy..
still wondering if I should take up the offer at TM... sianz...
Monday, December 24, 2007
Watched National Treasure on Fri at Suntec, it was a nice movie.. Had Suki buffet lunch before that, it was great! all the sashimi and food, slurps.. hehe shopped ard at marina square and suntec, got a few presents for gift exchange and bro's gift... Had dinner at Cartel.. the st louis pork rib had a really big portion luckily i din order lol..
Gift exchange with yuxuan, xinrou, guihao, peiwen, sam and angel on sat nite over dinner at Pastamania PS.. got a nice necklace frm Angel. haha nice lo.. nothing much just catch up with them and then head home le..
tuition at TM yesterday, it was eventful.. now I have to make a choice..
亲情，友情和爱情。。。应该如何做出决定而又不伤害到任何人呢?我珍惜我和他之间的友谊，希望能在他需要援助是伸出援手；但她是我姐，我不想和她产生任何利益冲突或伤害她；他是我深爱着的人，我不希望让他觉得我不尊重他。
无论我决定帮他或不帮他，都会有人受伤害。无论我的决定如何，我也会对他们其中一人感到愧疚。或许我当初应该选择置身之外，那就不会卷入ｎｉｃ和姐之间的“纷争”了。
此时此刻金钱已不在我的考量范围内了，如何才能将事情处理的妥当又不伤害到任何一方和那些学生们才是至关重要的。。。。。。唉！这么一个平安夜能安心地过吗？
Went orchard with xr today, it was so crowded.. and so sad she actually lost her phone, now she's into phone-hunting together with wy... the nokia musicxpress is not too bad i'd consider it if i'm the one buying lol... shopped at taka, bought sylvanian family! haha a bathroom set...
Dinner with family at Tampines, my bonus treat for them.. then went Tampines Giant it was also very crowded, got something for Leo can treat as X'mas gift haha...
Ghim Han and his sis came over to bake cheese cake yest, and we made oreo cheese, strawberry cheese and chocolate cheesecake! its fun melting the chocolate, think i shall experiment with it again and then make some nice chocolates..
Watched Alvin the chipmunks at TM on Thurs, it was hilarious, a very nice show, suitable for family... lunch at Jack's place, tried the student meal, not too bad.. had volcano ramen at ajisen for dinner hehe had a wonderful day really enjoyed myself.. ^_^
Went Bugis with Doris on Tues, only managed to get a plain white dress but dunno when shall i wear it lol.. it was nice catching up with her... hmm then went Geylang for dian xin with family as dinner before goin to 5th aunt's house... had a long day but enjoyable..
Now that I got my P-plates, and tried driving my dad's Nissan lorry and my bro's Nissan pick-up, I still prefer shifu's Nissan Sunny!! though they're all manufactured from same company, but they're miles apart! sianz.. blame it on the high-rising petrol prices nowadays, else can share money to get a car with my bro..
Monday, December 10, 2007
Today is a happy day!! ^_^
Its worth my waking up early for. ^_^ Really have to thank my lucky star that bless me with a nice tester.
Friday, December 07, 2007
GESL is finally over! Haha am so happy the 2 days events went on rather smoothly, except for the amazing race yesterday due to the heavy rain that all of us were drenched.. the students from Hougang Sec are cooperative, and luckily the gals in my team are nice ppl to mix with, else will be very bored.. weather nowadays are really extreme, its so freezing cold yest and even now when I'm typing this.. think i'll wake up with a flu tmr haha alr sensed the sickness.. Well, but at least the 2 day events are finally over and done with, so will not have to bother about GESL stuff anymore!other than the reflections and stuff..
Went Hougang lib today and get some books. Haven been reading books, think I really need some spiritual lessons thru books.. looking forward to gatherings with long-time-no-see frens..
Monday, December 03, 2007
Different people tend to have different viewpoints and different perceptions. For myself, I beilieve in the co-existence of things but some people just have to believe that there is only 1 way out. I'm enjoying my life now, living every day every moment happily, cherishing each and every person around me. But there are still things that I still need to learn. Guess human life is such complicated. One will never be contented. Or rather one shall never be contented, and should always aim high and achieve more.
Saturday, December 01, 2007
Went out to vivo on thur, shop around but din get anything.. in the end went back to punggol plaza watsons and got some facial stuff..was too tired to do any shopping lol.. spent the whole fri packing up my room and changed bedsheet.. my room is very clean and nice now, even put a small christmas tree..
went sentosa today, played beach volleyball and captain's ball for awhile before playing with water.. nice and enjoyable..
seems to have alot to blog of, but dunno what to start with.. hmm seems a long time since i last wrote in my diary.. am contemplating whether to go and write.. which doesn't really sounds like a good thing since i usually write in my diary when i've probs...
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Went on Malaysia-JB trip with NIE coursemates on Tues, it was a fun trip! Went Plaza Pelangi for Ktv from 11am to 3pm with lunch included and it only costs RM16 which is like $7 haha.. after that went to play paintball at some ulu place, quite a nice experience at least its something new.. went to Danga Bay afterthat for dinner and do abit of shopping.. got myself a pink shirt and a perfume as a gift.. had dinner at secret recipe--grilled black pepper chicken.. bought 3 cakes back, choco banana, choco strawberry and yogurt cheese.. yogurt cheese is nice... had a walk along danga bay, the scenery was nice, with some resemblence to esplanade.. took a bus to city square afterthat and shop for awhile before heading back to sg.. a nice trip with great company..
Learnt how to cook sweet and sour pork yesterday and experimented it looks nice but alitte too sour haha will try it again.. went to St James powerhouse with sis, qinghe and john at night. rather crowed as it is ladies nite, stayed till closing at 4am den head home.. while driving back, at outram road (opp outram mrt station) we met with an accident. A taxi that turned out from SGH banged onto our side door. We were on the main road so we have the right of way. That taxi uncle didn't even checked before he's filtering out from the side road. luckily qinghe swerved to the right else it would have been more serious and i would not be able to blog now... luckily we are all alright..
Monday, November 26, 2007
exams are finally over le! well, the literature paper today aren't that easy, but not very difficult either.. had Gesl meeting after paper, was very sian.. actually, rather 'eventful' today, somethings are quite a disappointment, perhaps cos my expectations are rising.. haiz.. well, i should be glad that at least its not too bad..
asked for a few opinions here and there, well, thx for those who advised...
its a busy week ahead, with many activities lined up.. will be goin to jb tmr with my course mates, will update again! :)
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Coming to think of it now, perhaps post-exams aren't that fantastic. There will be more matters that requires me to pay attention to and to decide.. Now I can use 'exams' as an excuse that i need to study need to concentrate etc. I have no such reasons after tmr. I wonder if I can handle it. For now I just know that it isn't something that can be solved overnight, it requires time, long long time. Avoidance is not the way out, i will and shall face it bravely, and see how it goes. I cant decide now, it takes time. Hopefully...
Well, after 2 months of MIA from my blog, I shall start blogging again.. Tomorrow is my last paper, weird indeed that i'm blogging when i still have a paper tmr.. but have alr gave up on studying.. the past week was meant to study for this last literature paper, and i did study, with intermittent breaks...
Now, I shall throw my notes aside and rest well. Haha. I shall start planning on my post-exam activities. Quite alot, at least enough to keep me busy for the next 2 weeks or so.
22 hours more, and i'll be free from the exams.
你站在桥上看风景，
看风景的人在楼上看你。
明月装饰了你的窗子，
你装饰了别人的梦。
--卞之琳《断章》
I find it interesting. It just seems that everything is connected to one another, and there exist a link between individuals, whether you realised it or not.
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
so long since i last blogged, have been so busy with presentations, CLEAR stuff and assignment... finally its recess week, but it seems that i'm still as busy... will be leaving for cameron highlands and genting highlands in 1 hours time... heard that its scenic there and the weather is nice, good place to relax, guess its just the right time for me to go today...
perhaps its just fated... the time will come, because i know it sure belongs to me... guess i've learned to let go... its all predestined... looking on the brighter side, i will have more learning chances...
Monday, September 03, 2007
Have been sick for the past week... headache, sore throat, cough, fever... sianz...
Its Teacher's Day last sat, and Bronson(my tutee) gave me present! I'm so happy, though its only a small gift, but it just reminds me of myself when I was in Primary school... Although times have changed, but there are somethings that will not change... By the way, Bronson scored very well for his Chinese CA2! Though its an easy paper, but he still did very well considering his standard... Even Sherwin got me a present, haha...
Watched Evan Almighty yesterday, it was very hilarious... though abit short, but it was a great movie!
Rehearsal for MOE workshop at NYJC today, guess everything is quite in place already.. Quite surprising, cos we didn't really do much planning, and we only know about it like 3 weeks ago... Tomorrow will be the real event, hopefully everything goes on well...
Though this is the e-learning week, it seems that i'm even more busy than a normal week, cos there are more assignments and more project meetings... I guess this is life, we have to keep up with the changes as we go along, and be prepared for the unexpected... i shall hold a positive mindset about everything, and live my life to the fullest!
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Beginning to like my phone more and more.. haha it seems so special and im still exploring it so thhere'll be surprises each day...
went out to celebrate yx's birthday in advance yesterday after tuition. went marina square for jack's place then walked around.. and i bought an esprit shirt(its in grass-green!!) and a skirt... hmmz really enjoyed the girls' company...
had tuition today again cos sis is not free... had a headache since afternn, but still have to go tuition... think i give up on doing Moral Education assignment le, the chapters on it in the txbk is really boring and hard to understand...
going to rest le still have a long day tomorrow... 5hrs of lesson, meeting with grp, then meeting with prof, then driving followed by zhong yuan jie dinner...
Friday, August 24, 2007
Just got a new phone today! S500i, golden yellow... haha its so striking and lively... actually just want to go lib de, but ended up getting a new phone haha..
has been rather busy for the past week, cos of the CLEAR club... its actually a Chinese club... am wondering whats the point of joining only after 1 week lol.. luckily i have Chocolate to keep me company, else i guessed i would have quit..
watched Bourne Ultimatum last Sunday, not too bad I would say... this weekend is so packed :( tuition on both sat and sun sianz...
Friday, August 17, 2007
seems like i've beeen too busy to blog.. 2 weeks since sch starts and i guess life is very different.. haha okies anw i've got a stupid lecture from 1730-1830 later... sianz.. luckily my dad is going to send me there! haha later treat him dinner ba.. luv my dad!
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
today is national day's eve! perhaps because am not in school already, thats why didnt really have the National day atmosphere that i used to have when i was in pri to jc.. btw, lessons at nie officially started, and everything is rather ok except for the 国际音标lesson today which has a really boring teacher and the lesson seems to has got alot to do with bio haha since there are many diagrams of lungs and mouth and throat lol..
its national day tomorrow and i shall stay at home to keep my parents company cos has been out almost everyday since last week after orientation camp... will be cooking chilli crab for them i supposed...
Friday, August 03, 2007
Long long time didn't update already... well, orientation at NIE started and i had great fun at the 3 days 2 nights camp, it was an excellent camp!
watched The Simpsons Movie and Knocked Up this week, both were comedies that are really hilarious.. great company makes the show even nicer! ^_^
i guess im really a happy gal this time =D
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
it has been a busy week so far... cooked the chilli crab for sis and zan last fri, and they said its nice but alittle too spicy haha i already add alot of kechup for them.. anw, fry banana also but too bad i din eat much cos wasn't feeling well..
sat was just tuition then back home for dinner then headed to whitesands.. and i got 2 pairs of shoes there.. there was this racial harmony parade thingy in punggol on sun and my parents and i joined in the crowd for the performance and also the food carnival haha..
went tuition on mon, then meet lib ppl for pizza hut dinner at tampines mall, it was so crowded even on a weekday night.
went on a shopping spree with bro and sis at marina square yesterday night as there's John Little member's only preview sale.. haha got some shirts and also another pair of shoes... spent like $50+ haha but nvm since sis treated us to sakae for dinner..
went tuition then badminton with sihui and raf.. it was fun, long time never play alr, feels good to be exercising cos haven't been to gym for a long time.. after that had driving then went tuition again.. was so tired will be going to sleep soon...
hmmz will be busy all the way till next week.. sianz.. 20 july hopefully everything goes well! ^_^
Friday, July 13, 2007
Changed the blogskin yesterday.. bt am beginning to dislike it alr lol.. will be changing to the green one soon..
Hmm am free so did the friend test thingy.. haha ppl pls do it for fun k?
http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/719328
okies going to cook chilli crab for my sis and bf le..
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Tuition on Sunday again cos sis went Genting... After that had dinner at Compass Point kfc with nic.. shop around awhile before going home.. Monday was a busy day, tuition, driving, sgh and vivocity... actually was tired le, but am happy so went vivo for dinner and view scenery lol..
everything seems alright and in control, but i don't feel quite right, am just so tired these few days.. have been sleeping alot..
Life is unpredictable, i once put this as my msn nick, and one fren commented that it's very cliche.. i know, but i think it is really true.. perhaps, not everybody can fully comprehend what it means... sometimes the future just seems to be so bleak.. whenever i thought of it, it just gets harder to keep going on........
Saturday, July 07, 2007
Went Bedok with parents early in the morning yesterday for breakfast and then we went to buy crabs!!! took passport photos also.. went home soon afterthat cos weather very hot and we scraced the crabs will die lol.. reached home, prepare chilli and then kill the crabs then cook! Chilli crab haha first attempt quite nice, but the sauce abit too thick, shall try adding more water..
Went Hougang Mall with mama at night to develop Taiwan photos.. like finally after 1 mth + haha...
and today when i came home from tuition, saw 3 crabs crawling in the sink again..-.- dad say the chilli crab i cooked ytd taste nice so buy somemore haha.. okies so we have chilli crab for dinner today again... too bad sis in malaysia, cos she also loves chilli crab haha next time then cook for her..
hmm, will be rather busy in the coming week, and then looking forward to the week after next, provided everything goes well on Monday...
Went through a Chinese close passage(综合填空),its about a lady who has got some terminal disease since she's born, which affects her speech and hearing, attrating lots of unwanted attention from others. However, she did not give up and instead, she strived hard and eventually she became a well-known professor. She mentioned in the passage:"我只看到自己所拥有的，不看自己所没有的"。常人总是缺乏这种心态，总是身在福中不知福，为了一点儿微不足道的事情怨天尤人。或许，我曾经也是这样。但经过这么多的磨练，和看过这么多面目可憎，说话完全不经大脑，不顾及他人感受的人之后，我想我不再这样。也许我的一生（在和别人相比之下）会缺少一些东西，但是和较不幸的人比起来，我是幸福的，快乐的！偶尔，我也希望自己和平常人一样……
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
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Monday, July 02, 2007
Tuition on sat and then went parkway parade.. and its so funny, cos Nicholas and Sherwin started walking towards PP before I started my tuition at 2pm, and after I finished my tuition at 4pm and took a bus to PP, we reached at the same time.. LOL.. walked around and because its the last day before the GST hike, there was crowd everywhere.. Got an Esprit shirt, and Nic got 2 t-shirts.. took 43 back to punggol interchange and walked home after having a very filling dinner at Pastamania..
Celebrated Sam's birthday on Sunday. Invited her, guihao and xinrou over to my house for lunch and mahjong + dvd(just follow law).. Dad bought durians! Went compass point sakae sushi for dinner after that and yuxuan joined us. after that my sis also went compass with her fren and they're having dinner at Wasabi.. Jap food again, and i also ate a little.. haha..
Went for driving this morning, everything quite ok, and the ususally short 1-hour circuit seems to take a long time today.. anw learnt more recipes from shifu lol. after that he fetched me to cisco cos i need go for the photoshoot, but then i realised that they doesn't operate during lunch so i can only go at 2.30... sianz so walked under the scorching sun to Singpost for lunch then walked back to cisco.. meet Sam and wanying.. went bugis with them after photoshoot. abit tired so din really buy anything..
Mummy said that this morning they went to NHC and saw Miss Wong, my sis's pri sch teacher, and i knew her also.. hmm though she doesn't teach me, but she's my cca(eca then) teacher .. and she said that its good to be a chi teacher.. hahaha..
Thursday, June 28, 2007
went to tampines yesterday after tuition to get ingredients for cheese cake.. went home and mixed balacan chilli and also chicken rice chilli first before making the cheese cake... the balacan chilli is very spicy!! should've added some normal chilli instead of all chilli padi.. haha anyway it tastes nice... but the oreo cheese cake doesn't taste as nice... hmm guess its too little cheese...
went MOE for the appt briefing today with wanying... alot of people, but very few were there for BA/BSc course, more were mid-career ones... the briefing is longer than i expect so after that just went Eunos for brunch then go Comfort driving centre accompany her to book Basic theory test.. after that i had driving.. circuit was much better today haha hopefully i'll maintain like this or better till my TP... shifu was so funny today lol... i almost laughed my head off.. drove to pasir ris, and buy ingredients for yam paste and lady's finger.. just finished cooking, and everybody says nice! esp the yam paste, cos the lady's finger too spicy le..
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
went to watch Surf's Up with mama yesterday after driving.. circuit still not very good, sianz... drove to bedok then have dinner with parents at the mixed rice stall that we used to patronise when we were staying in bedok.. the food there is still so nice.. haha.. Surf's Up rather good, as in its a cartoon meant for children so as usual there's this moral behind the movie, which is to ask people to never give up... love penguins.. haha the 3 little ones are cute... im going to make cheese cake soon.. and also alot of other things i want to do like learning to cook more nice dishes..
tuition this morning for bryen, was helping him with his chinese then i realise that perhaps im still better at teaching chinese than other subjects... and yupz, i've made up my mind to go into nie to teach chinese.. though engineering is also my passion, but sometimes, we live not only for ourselves and there're also physical constraints... afterall, its still my own body.. moreover, i heard that engineering is one of the toughest course to study and its also not easy to be engineer esp civil engineer.. im not saying that being a teacher is easy, but just that there're different aspects to every job and it depends on which angle i look at it.. and its just like getting a phone.. for example a walkman phone is equally good as a cybershot phone, but it all depends on which one caters to your need more, music or camera? im trying to say that 我们选择某种事物，也许是因为它好，但也有可能是因为在相比之下，另一件事物较不适合自己。what i want is different from what i can do.. 我想要，并不代表是在我的能力范围之内。。。无论如何，都要感谢那些曾给予我宝贵意见的人。
anyway, had a bad dream last nite... hmm perhaps thats what people say 日有所思，夜有所梦。well, i guessed that should anything happen to me, my family are the ones who'r more sad and worried instead of myself...................
Monday, June 25, 2007
Saturday~tuition for Bronson in the morning, and am glad to see his chinese improving, really a great difference from the first lesson =). Went to The Mentor after that, tuition for Sherwin, he's getting better also... Then had lesson with the sec 4s, go through physics with them and i realise that i've forgotten about alot of stuff... went bugis to get the black casio watch for myself, same design as the one i got for gh... haha after that went to meet yy for dinner at marina square.. there's ndp preview going on, and the foodcourt is crowded cos can see from the outdoor seats.. then went to watch beijingren at esplanade which lasted for 3+ hrs! nearly missed the last train home lol.. i would say that the show was too draggy...
but its a happy day cos i finalllly got the letter from moe ^_^
Sunday~woke up at noon... ate lunch before going the mentor for tuition again cos sis went bintan so take over her sec 2 and 3 classes... i prefer the sec 3 class and it seems that im more close to them.. after that went hougang mall with nicholas for dinner and also get my digital camera at harvey norman! got the Olympus one though i planned to buy the fujifilm one..
Monday~along the way out to sgh received sms from ntu, informing me that my appeal has been successful.. hmm engineering and education, now have to make a choice between these 2, and both are someting i like.. i guess i will choose edu ba..
apart from this, seems that there are also other things that are not getting any better, and instead, is getting worse.. he increase pred frm 7mg to 25mg.. sadz.. wat a bad day...
Friday, June 22, 2007
Went tuition this morn, then meet angel and xr at parkway to go ecp cycling!! long time since i last cycled... fun but bit tiring, having some backache now haha.. aftertat wanted to go vivo de, but in the end never cos found a shop selling cheap branded shirts at roxy square and after buying already quite late le so din go vivo.. went back parkway to walk ard for awhile before goin home... Aftertat went for supper with parents, and ate carrot cake, sinful lo, but nice la haha..
Am tired.... still haven prepare for tmr's sec 4 tuition class yet.. sianz i wan to sleep.. but have to finish the phy qns first.. somemore have to wake up at 9am for tuition... hmm.. tmr going to watch 北京人at esplanade.. hopefully it'll be nice, but its 3 hour plus leh, hopefully wun fall asleep haha..
okies tink i better go and prepare my tuition stuff..
Thursday, June 21, 2007
What more can I say?? Papa said the bah kut teh i cooked was nice, and even amazed that i din buy the packet thingy to cook!! Sis and mama also said it taste nice.. haah okies enough of praising myself.. but i really think it taste nice too lol.. so happppy~~
2nd attempt in circuit on tuesday not as bad, at least never mount curb.. so funny, shifu actually told tracy that the chicken rice i cooked was nice, as if he gt eat cos he described till got dragon got tiger(wu leng wu hor).. then bro asked me is it i gt let shifu try.. haha i laugh till pengz lo..
finally someting off my mind.. hmm sis went pull and bear sale today and got a few shirts.. simple and cheap lo.. never really went shopping though its GSS now, probably cos i alr got alot of stuff from china and taiwan haha..
now thinking of it, only 1 more month to my tp, but not much confidence in circuit leh.. nvm, practice makes perfect, i shall practice more, and i'll be able to overcome! ^_^ this entry like so random, dunno what am i typing also, muz be the after-effect of the choya+pearvodka lol..
Sunday, June 17, 2007
after tuition on thurs went tampines gym then go tampines central walk walk and met andy..
was resting at home on friday, and choosing the rice for dumpling.. at night went for fathers day dinner in advance cos bro nd do duty today.. and sis said she's goin to treat us to holiday! maybe going malaysia, i wan go cameron highlands!! yeah cos she taking bonus in july, dunno how many months haha.. hmm if can go guangzhou/macau also not bad lol..
tuitions as usual on sat, then went cote d'azur take ba zhang from 5th aunt before going bedok with parents..
woke up early today to make ki zhang.. hehe hopefully it turns out nice.. today Fathers day, but papa still need to work =( haiz.. anyway, later will cook bah kut teh for family for dinner, will be nice de =)
today is guihao's bday also, Happy Birthday gal! maybe goin minds cafe or settlers cafe on tue/wed to celebrate..
and i cant log into my friendster again! sadz..
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Thx Sam for your comments.. im not stressed up actually.. its just that i need time to accept some facts... haah i dun need meditation cos i tink its escaping from reality? haha we need to be realistic and accept facts.. i believe all i need is time.. Anyway, bon voyage and enjoy your Shanghai trip kz? hmm guess the weather over there now is summer so must drink more water and take care kz? haha..
Monday went Leisure World with mama, 4th aunt and 5th aunt.. hehe so happy won a little in jackpot.. but yesterday's driving first time go circuit very jialat, mount curb a few times =x hopefully next time will be better..
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Had bbq at Cousin Beng's house at Fernvale yesterday after tuitionss.. hmm, everybody turned up except cousin sean.. quite alot of food, and even red wine sponsored by andy.. well they had a hard time trying to open the wine with the not-very-good wine opener..
Feel disturbed by all the mixed feelings running inside me..
Thursday, June 07, 2007
thought i was a happy little gal, but things doesnt turn out that well.. i hope im just thinking too much... i din ask for much, did i?
was still happily celebrating my dad's bday yesterday, cooked chicken rice for parents, had dinner with family.. but suddenly right now, i am very sad and lost........
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Treated Papa and Mama dinner at Bedok 511 hawker on Mon night.. ordered quite alot of food, like bah cho mee, cha kway tiao, wu xiang and satay.. After that went for tjc library camp with Sihui, Rafizah and Christine. Had bbq, which was rather quiet as the turn out is quite low.. Then played the night games with them, the 'treasure hunt' or 'night explorer' as they called it, and the candle game! Both games were tradition games passed down years after years.. It was real fun running around the school with them, searching for the strips of papers.. and the candle game was fun also, but not as fun as last year... Stayed over in the lib and met wanying after breakfast on tues to collect our SGC and A level cert.. Well, my cert didn't have any annotation that i took my papers under special arrangements, which is good as others will not know! But it doesn't really make any difference.. anyway, went to watched Shrek 3 with wanying afterthat at Princess.. it was a nice and funny show, though i fell asleep for a while during the show.. was just too tired as i only slept for 2 hours during the camp.. haha went for driving after that.. luckily after the short nap in cinema i don't feel that tired.. will be going into circuit the next lesson, which cost an additional $18, hopefully i'll have enough money until i collect my next tuition fee..
Woke up at 10 today to go punggol plaza and get ingredients for chicken rice! Reached home at around 11 and start cooking! Papa and mama say its nice! haha am so happy my first attempt for cooking chicken rice turns out rather ok.. Sis also said that its nice.. i would say that the chilli and chicken is rather up to standard, but the rice is not very nice, like not fragrant enough.. shall ask shifu for more pointers next time... next im going to try cooking bah kut teh, shifu also taught me how to cook, it sounds simple enough, hopefully it turns out nice.. It feels nice to be able to cook something for family, perhaps cos i love cooking.. haha but my mum also dun want me to go into her kitchen and always reject my help unless during chinese new year when too many people are coming..
Happy Birthday Papa! May you always be healthy and happy!
Kor treat us to dinner at Bedok today, then we went bedok interchange Sheng Shiong and bought some groceries.. its surprising that my mum will want to buy things there, cos she always say that the things there are not as good as ntuc's, although its cheaper..
Papa just went polyclinic for checkup yesterday.. and it seems that his condition is not getting any better.. hopefully he'll try to control his diet and dun eat so much salty and sweet food.. anyway, i guess alot of things in life is predestined.. how much we have, how long we'll live is all fated.. i used to believe in 人定胜天, but after so many things happened to me and my family during the past 3 years, i think its all fated.. though i know that there are still things that i need to work hard for, but sometimes, i think even if we work hard at something, we may not attain the results we deserve due to other uncontrollable reasons like falling sick at the wrong time.. just as shifu said, he could have won first prize of toto if not for his wife.. i mean, it is this kind of experience that let us know that which is actually more important to you.. family or money? health or results?
Hoping for the best... of cos i am not going to sink myself into depression just becos of what that had happened, but somehow i just will feel depressed, cos of certain remarks by people who doesn't know the actual situation.. i understant that 不知者无罪, but sometimes it hurts.. but i believe im coping well, and am learning to cope with it even better.. undesired things can also make us learn..
Monday, June 04, 2007
As usual had tuition from 0930 to 1600 on sat.. this will continue till the end of the year at least.. after tuition went out with nicholas and sherwin to Bras Basah, and i bought doraemon comics! Haven got any for a long long time.. went penisular for dinner before going raffles city.. took 80 with nic to sk interchange and walked home =) yupz and we promised to go tea chapter together someday! finally found someone who have the same interest with me and likes to go there.. ^_^
was supposed to meet sihui, raf and singwei for badminton at 8am at tampines on sun.. but i actually overslept till 8++.. so sad, wanted to play badminton de.. havent play for a long time.. met them for breakfast at Mac before going to sihui's house, wait for her to bath then we went downtown east for pool.. dunno why but just feel very tired.. perhaps cos i slept late at 3am the previous nite?
will be going back tj for lib camp later.. hope it'll be fun.. its raining heavily now, wonder how are they doing for the city hike.. hope it won't rain in the night as we'll be having bbq! will be staying over then meeting wanying tmr for movie--shrek 3?
papa's bday on weds, going to cook chicken rice for him, tmr shall ask shifu for some pointers.. he said he only need 10 mins to cook it! so pro lo hopefully it turns out nice..
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Happy Vesak Day!!!
Had a wonderful holiday eve with Nicholas, Boz and Shanrong yesterday... went kbox with them and we sang from 10pm till they close at 3am! haha we were supposed to leave at 1am but since nobody came to "disturb" us, we just kept singing! was really fun and enjoyable.. Sometimes, little things in life make us realise something so significant that will change our life =)
went Race Course road temple with parents and kor juz now then go ang mo kio for lunch..
解曰：勃然而兴，求财成就，官司胜利，病人能愈，诸事得贵人相助。
Had driving yesterday also, seems that my steering still not very good haha.. wonder if they are just consoling me, but it feels great to hear from people whom i respect and trust that everything will be alright.. anyway im feeling happy and contented now, cos i know i have great family and great frens around me..
"In life, what sometimes appears to be the end, is actually a new beginning."
When we look at the same thing at different perspective, things will be very different. I shall say I'm a mind over heart person, so I tend to think more logically than emotionally, sometimes too logical that people say I'm looking too much into things. Perhaps its true, sometimes I really think too deeply and look too much into things. I'm also skeptical about things in life. But I'm trying to learn to look at things at different angles, and not complicate simple things, and not doubting people's intention. 防人之心不可无，但我不想当刺猬，我也相信我不是。Its just that sometimes, I will not say out my most inner feelings. Though sometimes I do, but it depends on the other party, I choose people to relate to regarding different issues. However, there are people whom I'll never disclose confidential information to. Its not that I don't trust them, but just that sometimes I find it hard to.
Well, haven't write this kind of entry for a long time, I must be too free today lol.
Sunday, May 27, 2007
Am glad that there's always people there for me when I needed most.. Nick was with me ytd, when i felt sad and lost.. he cheered me up, makes me forget the unhappiness temporarily, and gave me lots of encouragement which reminded me of that person of great influence.. Am thankful and grateful that i have a great family and great frens around me... Hopefully, as Nick said, things aren't as bad as I thought..
No matter what happens, I shall live life to the fullest, even though its natural to feel dejected initially.. Have thought of all other possibilities, and they doesn't seem that bad.. 正所谓条条大路通罗马，人生到处都是机遇，只要我们不气馁，就一定能走向康庄大道！
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Okies ppl im back frm Taiwan!!!
was rather fun, but i still prefer beijing, cos taipei is all bout shopping... got alot of food stuffs back.. went to alot of night markets, climbed yangming mountain with yuxuan, 国父纪念馆, 袖珍博物院, Mirammar ferries wheel, 故宫博物院, 士林官邸, 国立台湾民主纪念馆（前中正纪念堂），孔庙，龙山寺，淡水老街，乌来温泉，台北101。seems like we went alot of places.. haha our hotel was located at a good location which was very near to taipei 101.. thought the food there will be very nice, but perhaps its becos my expectations are too high, or becos we are not used to their way of eating, it seems that the food there ain as nice as expected...
due to the lack of sleep during the trip, i slept from 1130 last nite to 3.30pm today haha.. received a call frm moe, thought it will be good news, bt it seems that they still need to discuss cos of my condition.. but this also means that i passed the interview! haha so if i din get into the course, i know what's the reason.. alot of gatherings in the upcoming weeks.. cousins' gathering this sun, the other side's relatives' bbq 2 weeks later..
Random Network Check Instructions: Name 20 ppl u can think of at the top of your head.Dun read the below questions before you write and tag 5 ppl to do this survey.
1.Guihao
2.Xinrou
3.Samartha
4.Yuxuan
5.Angel
6.Wanying
7.Shixiong
8.Nicholas
9.Biying
10.Yangyang
11.Susan
12.Lihao
13.Zan
14.Doris
15.Yishan
16.Sihui
17.Shurong
18.Shifu
19.Kenneth
20.Ghimhan
How did you meet 14? (Doris)
She asked me for the time while waiting for our parents in concourse in sec 1...and we became classmates and good frens in sec 3 & 4..
What would you do if you never met 1? (Guihao)
Life will be different, she's a fren who's always there for me when i need..
What would you do if 20 and 9 dated? (Ghimhan and biying)
Haha they didn't know each other.. but maybe they're compatible cos one is quiet and the other is more talkative lol.
Did you ever like 19? (Kenneth)
Eh like as a fren ba, esp when he helps us to repair out pc.. haha
Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? (wanying and shurong)
haha they;re both gals..
Describe 3. (Samartha)
frenly and warm gal but tends to worry too much? lol.
Do you think 18 is attractive? (Shifu)
hahah he's old enuff to be my dad.. mayb when he's young? he is good at words.. lol
Tell me something about 7. (Shixiong)
A person full of crap, but is entertaining too! haha
Do you know any of 12's family? (Lihao)
Nope.. only knows that he has sisters.. haha
What's 8's favourite? (Nicholas)
Guns and roses.. interacting with kids...
What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you? (Susan)
Hahaha.. both of us are gals, and she's already married with 2 kids!
What language does 15 speak? (Yishan)
Hmmm.. English, Chinese, Teochew
Who is 9 going out with? (Biying)
Nt very sure but think currently nobody ba..
How old is 16 now? (Sihui)
Same age as me..
When was the last time you talked to 13? (Zan)
At the airport which is 1 week ago..
Who's 2 favourite band/singer? (Xinrou)
eh..not very sure leh think she listens to all types of music?
Would you date 4? (Yuxuan)
Date her for shopping and museum trips!lol
Would you date 7? (Shixiong)
Hahah.. good question i dunno how to answer..
Is 15 single? (Yishan)
Think so ba.. haha
What's 10's last name? (Yang Yang)
Yang..
Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 20? (Ghimhan)
haha.. most prob no ba.. but life is unpredictable...
What school does 3 go to? (Samarha)
Holy Innocents, Chung Cheng Main, Temasek JC...
Where does 6 live? (Wanying)
Tampines...
Whats your favourite thing about 5? (Angel)
She's pretty! haha n she's fun to be with..
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Going off to Taiwan soon!!! Looking forward to hot spring!!
On the other hand, am sad cos I almost strike 4d... As in, the number I wanted to buy came out but I never buy!! Sadz.. Normally I'll buy de lo... Must be too tired liaoz after eating the medicine for giddiness.. Haiz, maybe its not meant to be mine... Anyway, am hoping that everything goes well for the trip and for everyone...
Another note, heard frm shi xiong that shifu said I pro liaoz haha.. Am so happy to hear that, but think I'm still abit slow... Think this kind of thing is 熟能生巧.. Hopefully will be able to improve on my weaknesses..
14 more hours to flying!
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Our friendship will last, i thought..
only till recently, i realise..
Everything is unpredictable..
everyone changes..
Repeating history..
roughly similar..
In my memory, all remains..
in fact, i miss those days..
Many things are unchanged..
maybe not all..
I don't know..
in any case, just wish to see him again..
Sometimes, its not within our control..
so let's just leave it to fate..
Since then, i am lost..
so lost in a sea of uncertainties..
Usually not so..
used to love uncertainty, but not now..
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Happy Mother's Day! Had mother's day celebration yesterday already...
Tuition at The Mentor was fun and interesting yesterday... took 24 to bedok after that... got another hair clip and flower on top of the glass pendant i bought for mum... walked to hiang suar restaurant, and had a sumptuous dinner.. as usual, family wants to go bedok interchange after dinner... so went for awhile, before going to east coast park -- bedok jetty! long time since i last been there, think around 4 months.. nice feeling, esp with family, recalled how we always went there everyweek when i was young... dad will go fishing, mum will be preparing food, me and siblings will be playing at the beach... the good old days...
Friday, May 11, 2007
nothing much happened this week... except that this week is my students' exams, and luckily its all over now.. driving more smoothly, but still abit slow at reacting to sudden circumstances, think just need more experience..
went for moe interview today.. guessed i was clear enough for them to know that im more interested to teach in chinese, cos in the 2nd half of the interview one of the interviewer actually interviewed me in chinese.. quite interesting actually, but some of my answers are rather silly.. anyway, met up with yx they all at bugis as she wanted to buy tankini.. but in the end, she din get any but get some shirts instead...
looking forward to tuitions tmr, 1st lesson for sherwin and also 1st lesson for the sec 4 class at nick's place.. afterthat will be mother's day celebration!!
yeah, taiwan in 6 days time!!! ^_^
Saturday, May 05, 2007
Am beginning to enjoy teaching Bronson.. he's the most obedient one among all my students, though his chinese is really below average.. but that makes it even more challenging.. haha and am glad that he finds chinese easier now ^_^
Well.. was packing some stuff in the room when i saw some cchms stuff like my chinese cultural society stuff, chinese notes, jian bao from lower sec... these trivial things actually made me rekindle my interest/passion for chinese... 2 years in jc, though studying lep, somehow made me lose that passion that i used to have when i was in cchms.. maybe its the environment or the teachers or the syllabus... it just seems that tjc is not a very good place to cultivate one's interest in chinese.. or perhaps its just my own mindset... right now, i found back the old me when i was in cchms, the passion in chinese that was once found in me -- its back! haha it sounds weird, but i want to thank all my chinese teachers in cchms, my ccs teacher, and also the person of great influence... some words they said might seem normal to us then, but thinking of it now, they are of great significance which perhaps, will make a great impact in our lives...
Thursday, May 03, 2007
thx sam n xr for your comments n sms.. actually the first and second part of my last post are on different issues... hmm nth much to update actually... tuition... driving... planning overseas trips... exchanging magnets... doing things that i enjoy...
人生很脆弱。。。这句话不知听过几十遍了， 但在某种情况下，听起来却感触良多。。。
反复斟酌，却总得不到结论。应该说，世界上的事并非我们想怎样就怎样的，实在有太多太多的顾虑。。。
Saturday, April 28, 2007
Willingness to give in does not necessary mean that everything will turn out fine...
Speaking the truth sometimes will hurt others or cause unnecessary problems...
Making a promise gives rise to a chance of not fulfilling it...
having mixed feelings of receiving the interview letter from MOE... does that mean that i wun be getting into my first few choices?
Monday, April 23, 2007
Saddening... Its true that people do change... Its really hard for Mr A who knows Ms B for 6/7 years to know that she had changed so much within the past 10 months.. For me who knows Ms B for a much longer time, its even more unbelievable.. Just within the 30-min wait for my dad at the bustop, so many things actually happened.. No wonder people say that technology can be a killing tool... Although the aftermath of this incident might benefit me somehow, but I really don't wish to see Mr A and Ms B's relationship being strained...
Hopefully its just that I'm thinking too much...
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Friday went alot of places.. Go 5th aunt place to return luggage first, then bro sent me and mum to ICA to update my passport photo, cos the immigration officers always stared at me and my passport photo which was taken in 2001 when my hair is very short, so I better go and change else next time they don't allow me to depart.. lol.. after that went bugis to get xr's present, which I also like it, so asked wy to help me get one also.. then went sgh for blood test before going home.. I tried cooking mushroom soup with minced pork and it tastes quite ok except that its not very sweet.. next time shall try adding fish to taste.. bear came and do some maintainence on our pc.. long time since he came our house, and its abit weird, cos his relationship with my sis now is rather complicated..
tuition for Bronson on sat morn and today morn as his oral is on weds.. hopefully he'll be able to pass.. went suki buffet dinner with guihao, yuxuan, peiwen and of cos the bday gal-xinrou(in advance).. ate quite alot of food esp those sashimi so should be quite worth the price lol.. walked with yx to her house then took bus home.. walking can be quite fun, but only at night and not under the hot sun.. haha..
Will people ever be contented? Perhaps its difficult for one to be contented, be it becos of the temptations in life or human nature of being greedy.. one always has alot of wants and desires and when these are achieved, there'll be more to come.. Perhaps we can see them as motivations to keep us going....
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Am back!! Not used to the hot weather... haha..
wanted to upload photos, but realised that we took more than 1000 photos lol so will only post a few that i like most..
taken on the great wall! really magnificent, and also 感触良多upon thinking that so many lives are lost just to build this great wonder.. 
this last two pics are taken at 避暑山庄at承德 which is the place that i liked most.. it has a very large lake, and also it is very cold as it just very near to 内蒙古...
realli enjoyed the trip, and bought quite alot of stuff.. we had a total of 15 pieces of luggage(both checked-in and hand-carry) on our way back.. haha.. however the first 2 days are rather upsetting as we met some 毫无良心的奸商试图欺诈... Cant blame the tour guide though, its part of their job also.. but ppl, just be careful if you're planning to go on a private guided tour... dun ever buy anything that the guide bring you too, chances are the prices are very high and the tour guide is getting commission from from what you bought..
luckily these incidents did not spoil our mood for the trip and we enjoyed ourselves through the remaining days...
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Am in Beijing now!!! My sis brought her laptop & our hotel actually got free broadband!!
went to alot of places in the past few days, like forbidden city, tian an men, great wall, summer palace, bi shu shan zhuang in Chengde and juz came back from tianjin today... the hotel in beijing not very good as compared to the one in chengde.. but not bad though.. haha the nx few days will be free & easy... will be goin to tian tan and zoo!!
the weather here is very nice ard 13 degrees in the day, though its sunny but its very cooling... ppl in chengde is very very frenly as compared to ppl in beijing.. haha..
took alot of photos... will upload when i got home.. ^_^
Thursday, April 05, 2007
清明时节雨纷纷, but today's weather is rather hot.. maybe it'll rain later in the day...
when i was young, i always feel uneasy about my birthday falling on 清明节, but now im glad that my birthday falls on this day of great significance (and my mum will cook lots of nice food also =p).. but anyway, my family don't usually celebrate my birthday with me on this day, they normally celebrate for me on my lunar birthday... for this year, it so happens that my lunar bday is just tomorrow! especially this yr my mum say that better dun have any celebration today cos my great-grand mother's tomb is slightly damaged due to a falling tree i supposed, and they're supposed to be repairing it today, but in the end they're not goin to repair cos of the shortage of supply of sand -.-
anyway, thx sam, angel, lihao, nicholas, guihao, xinrou, khangjing, christine and more for ur bday greetings.. am glad to have these frens around me.. of cos not forgetting my family!!!
so that means i'll be travelling on my bday! wheeee~~
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
fume like it lots... had dinner at ichiban sushi, hmmz the outlet at ps is better than the outlet at hougang mall... den we walked all the way to heeren juz to take neoprints, but xr dun wan to take...
Sunday, April 01, 2007
TIRED.... *yawnz*
slept at 2am this morning and woke up at 5am.. cos going 扫墓。
Went to watch 纪念已故相声大师马季的相声表演with wanying at Downtown East yesterday.. It was a real nice performance, great laughter, great company :)
After coming back from limchukang today, had a new tuition, he stay juz near my blk.. as they are a english-speaking family, his chinese is really below average.. hopefully i'll be able to help.. haha.. wanted to come home and sleep after that, but kor & mum say they want to go fifth aunt house to get luggage and go parkway to change currencies..
okies, i must go and sleep now, cos tomorrow got tuition again. haha..
Thursday, March 29, 2007
只想过着和常人一样的生活，看似简单，却是那么地困难。。。
常常是有苦难言，但总有人无中生有，把自己说得楚楚可怜，博取他人同情。或许应该说，有些人太过自我，总觉得自己的一点事情是天下人所需怜悯，我实在看不惯。不去听，不去看，就应该不会起冲突吧。好希望能够再和他聊天，只可惜，“豪梦难圆”。
最近迷上了《翡翠恋曲》，感觉言哥和希儿的恋情蛮令人感动的。
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
went settler's cafe with lib excos the other day, and it was really fun! all the board games are those that we never seen or heard of before.. liked the doctor lucky game, cos its kind of like cluedo, and i like this kind of thinking games... went loyang with mum after that..
yesterday finally came, as it was my driving lesson.. haha improve abit ba... nt as kanchiong as the last time... and i got 2 more doraemon magnets! exchanging 3 more and they're on their way now on mail to me now.. haha im crazy bout doraemon stuff... hoping to get more doraemon stuff on my trips to china n taipei.. haha...
喜欢与崇拜
崇拜一个人可以变成喜欢，但喜欢一个人却不可能变为崇拜他。曾几何时，对我深具影响力，令我十分崇拜与敬仰的人，已不在我身旁指点。或许应该说，他似乎不曾在我身旁指点过我，但他却曾教过我许多令我毕生难忘的人生哲理。也许是因为它在我彷徨是伸出援手，令我极为感动吧。
喜欢又是什么呢？小丁当？也许，只要是你见了就开心得人或事物，就叫做喜欢吧。
Friday, March 23, 2007
星期二是二月初二，大伯公诞。和妈妈和四姨妈到洛阳大伯公庙去，可真是人山人海啊。我曾说过我认为那里应该是新加坡香火最鼎盛的庙宇。总觉得那里的环境很好，可能是风水吧，每次到那里都绝的很舒畅。只可惜，庙宇将在六月二十二搬迁到洛阳大路去。
Went to gym with Wanying this morning, before going to watch Mr Bean at Princess... A very hilarious show, typical of Mr Bean's show... went honghua to look at the watches with her, before deciding to go bugis as it'll be much cheaper there.. was feeling sick so upon reaching bugis, got to foodcourt and she helped me buy a cup of hot milo.. thanks gal for taking care of me, else I might have fainted =p and sorry for not being able to accompany you to get the watch..
Looking forward to the outing with lib exco tomorrow, hopefully i'll be fine after a rest later..
Many deadlines are due this week, alot of things to settle here and there, hope i din missed out anything important...
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Sunday:
went Hougang swimming before meeting sis, nick & jiaxin for dinner.. had decided on eating suki sushi beforehand, but they suddenly said that they are not hungry for buffet.. sadz... was actually looking forward to it haha.. so had dinner at ichiban sushi at hougang mall instead.. food was ok and filling, but of cos i'd prefer to eat at suki since the price amounts up to about the same as eating the buffet.. hmmz.. took neoprints afterthat and walk around awhile at hougang mall before going home, and got another 2 magnets from 7-11 =)
Monday:
a full day of events as usual, since monday is always my busiest day.. tuition in the morning, then went to white sands.. thought that the kopitiam is at level 4 and still under renovation, but actually it has already start its operation at level 3 *pengz* and I din realised it until i sms him haha.. so i rotted for 2 hours plus in the library reading books on sle n recipes n magazines lol.. had driving afterthat, and i drove to ubi! the traffic at ubi really heavy and alot of ppl learning driving there too.. now i understand why my papa always scold and complain about taxi drivers, cos they keep honking and uncle lee also said that most but not all taxi drivers are very irritating.. went back to tampines for tuition after that, and then went to gym at night.. sis actually asked me to go Zan's house to join her for dinner, in the end she got a scolding from my mum saying that she never ever cook for her(my mum) in her entire life and now she's cooking for Zan and his mum.. lol.. so my sis had to cook for us this thurs, wonder if it'll be edible.. haha..
Saturday, March 17, 2007
Well.. Am supposed to meet up with lib excos today, but had to go sgh to get some reports, so missed the outing with them =(
Sometimes I really wonder, just what is the meaning of life. As I read in The Five People You Meet In Heaven, our life on earth is only just a beginning... People whom cross our path sometime in our life might be greatly affected by us, or we might be greatly affected by them without realising.. It seems very amazing, that a same incident will have different impacts on different people.. Why did I think of all these? It was because I start to wonder about whats the most important thing in life -- Health? Money? Happiness? Kinship? Love? I guess it's a difficult question that nobody has the answer for.. All these seems to be inter-connected, 全都是缺一不可的。Perhaps the most important thing is that no matter how bad/good a situation we are in, we should always remain positive, and cherish what we have now..
Friday, March 16, 2007
Had Mac breakfast with mum at Compass point yesterday... it's been a long time since i had mac breakfast, its really nice =)
Went to bugis with yx in the evening... it was some festival yesterday so the guan yin miao at si ma lu is really crowded.. had to queue to get in.. hmm.. shopped at bugis street, but din buy anything cos din see anything i like... only got a kiwi mask from missha... but it was great shopping trip for yx cos she got quite alot of stuff..
Had tuna with bread for my lunch today, want to finish eating the loaf of bread soon so that i can buy another one and get my doraemon magnet! went to gym with oer after tat, and am really tired after workout.. but feel very refreshed, so i really enjoy it! Read The Five People You Meet in Heaven on the way to outram, and it was rather inspiring, as in some of the quotes are really thoughts-provoking....
But after I went to sgh and doc lui advise me not to take civil engineering, all my happiness turns into sadness... I must say that I felt really sad after hearing what he said..... although i might not necessary get into it, but upon hearing what he said, i really feel very depressed............ of cos i knew what he meant, prevention is always better than cure..and i also don't want what that had happened last nov to happen again... its not just about physical pain, its more on psychological... on me, my family and friends... i am really at a lost now... really sad...
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Went to gym again yesterday, with doris n oer, too bad wanying cant make it as she needs to pack her stuff. Then had lunch with them at Century Square before going home.
Anyway, am collecting the doraemon magnets from 7-11, so if anybody has it and don't mind giving me, thx in advance.. haha..
Realised alot of things for the past few months, like who are the ones who really care, who are the ones who understands me, who are the ones who are sincere.. I saved all the text msg i received from those who sent their regards to me then, as I want to always remember and bear in mind those who really care.. Anyway, it really taught me something -- kinship is strongest and certain ordeal will tie us closer together...
Monday, March 12, 2007
Why does it seems like not many ppl are supportive of me going into civil engineering? Although I'm not the type of people who will be greatly affected by what others' opinions are, but its always better to hear that people are supporting you. =p It may be a difficult course, but just too bad that my interest lies there.. Actually, coming to think of it, just 2 years ago I'd thought that I would definately be a Chinese teacher next time, but now, I think my interest lies more in Physics. Perhaps it is that person of great influence that made me have this great change? I hope this is really what I like, and what I'm good at. Afterall, I believe that aptitude is much more important than attitude.. Perhaps I don't have both.. Anyway, a few months ago just as I was deciding between engineering and chinese studies, I told myself that it'll depend on my grades, if my Physics is better than my Chinese, then I shall take engineering course, and vice versa, cos I think my 'a's are really really a test of my aptitude, as not much time were spent studying. Since it proves that my Physics is better than Chinese, be it by luck or my real 'talent', I shall go the engineering path..
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Went to ntu & nus open house today, very crowded but not very useful, but anyway i've already decided on the courses to apply for, so just went for fun. after open house, went home first before going Ryan's birthday party. Had dinner there and they played blackjack again lol...
Is gambling really bad? I think that its not necessary so, it depends largely on a person's character, and who you are gambling with. Personally, I think that as long as you're not gambling with large amount of money, occasional gamble(with family/relatives) can improve one intellectually, and also forge bonds. BUT of course, all who are playing should have a 'its just a game' mindset. 正如同为人处事，都不应该把得与失看得太重。凡事有失必有得，钱输了可以再赚，但亲情如果丢失了，就再也寻不回了。懂得适可而止，那就能做到小赌怡情了。
Friday, March 09, 2007
have got nothing much to blog about, except for some questions from somebody which for some reason i also don't have the answers. i really have no idea how to answer that fren when that question is asked, so i just replied something which makes no sense to 敷衍，可是我自己却很想知道答案。
向别人交待可以很简单，也可以很复杂，但对自己交待，绝对是复杂的。
两点之间最短的距离并不一定是直线。
偶尔思考，应该是有益的吧。
tuition for Bryen in the morning, and he was mischievious as usual, bothering me about the number of stickers that he had.. went to white sands after that, food court still under renovation, so had to settle my lunch with mac, sadz.. buried myself in books in library, and 2 hours passed by very quickly.. and then it was my driving lesson! have been looking forward to it since last week, (and im now looking forward to next week's lesson lol ^_^) more clutch today, and went up to gear four.. traveling on the old tampines road is rather scary, cos the cars and big lorries there are all traveling at high speeds, and i bet they must be swearing that they met this learner driver in front of them, lol. he let me drive all the way to my tuition venue, and it was really fun!! had tuition for bryen's sis and cousin, and they were much more obedient than bryen, perhaps becos they are older.. had dinner at tampines after tuition before going home..
bro is going to buy new car! haha toyota altis, so cool, hopefully i'll be able to pass my tpp soon then i can drive his car.. =p
小王子：“泪水渗透的悲哀之乡，是变幻莫测的。”
幸好，我不曾属于这悲哀之乡……因为我懂得什么叫做极限。
我不曾在昨天留下遗憾，因为我充实地过每个‘今天’，并且对明天充满希望。
Collected A level results yesterday.. Physics-B, Higher Chinese-C, Maths-D, GP-C6.. Its not impressive, I know. But this is exactly what I expected, so I'm contented, really. Though it still doesn't feel good to hear those people who got much better results yet am complaining. But its ok after awhile, because I know everyone has their own expectations, and for me, this result is really an achievement and I can't ask for more.
I wanted very much to thank Nicholas for being so understanding, and also my relatives for expressing their concerns. It is heartwarming to know that there are still people around who really put themselves in my shoes and give me truthful comments. But unfortunately, not everyone is as understanding.
Anyway, I'm really really very happy to get B for my Physics, and am glad that it is my best subject, so at least I've not let Mr Chan down because he gave me lots of encouragement last Nov. Now, I just hope that I'll be able to get into Civil Engineering at NUS or Maritime Studies in NTU.
昨天已成为过去，今天是现在所有的，而明天是无法预测的未来。
有人说我们不应该活在过去，应该展望将来。但我认为，人应该不时替换身份，活在昨天，今天和明天，因为昨天能让我们吸取经验，学习更好的生活方式。今天是现实的一面，而明天却是虚幻的，但虚幻之中又含有希望的部分。。。
Sunday was 初八 so was preparing stuff to 拜天公...
Relatives came our house on Monday, and it was so crowded.. It was fun preparing the food with Mum since afternoon after my tuition.. and my relatives said that the 宫保鸡丁that I cooked was nice.. haha.. had some games of dice and blackjack and poker as usual.. and my cousin-in-law is so lucky as a banker for blackjack.. he won more than 1K at my aunty's house on Sat and at our house he also won a few hundred... anyway, my relatives are amazed by my huge collection of doraemon haha am so happy..
Tuesday was my first driving lesson! though abit nervous at first, but after awhile it get alrite and it was rather fun.. haha.. looking forward to the next lesson!
went to watch Just Follow Law with Sam yesterday at tm... very funny show though we din get to finish watching cos there was a blackout at GV -_- so we got a refund which means we got to watch more than 3/4 of the show for free... lol.. then we took neoprints..
初一：
third uncle & family visited us in the afternoon, this year with a baby -- Xavier 胜凯。He's so cute, only 2+ months old but already knows how to recognise people and he seems to be very happy.. haha.. anyway, went to sengkang 崇义宫to pray first then go to 二舅house. As usual, we were the last to reach.. haha.. didn't do anything much except gambling lol.. 五姨妈open chap tee kee for awhile before dinner, then we play poker after dinner.. hmm.. went to the fitness corner near their house, and chatted with sis and Guanquan, discussing about uni life and i asked him more about engineering courses.. and ya, of cos he say that nus is better that ntu.. but perhaps its not up to me to choose which uni to go... took some photos with his new phone also... went off rather early this year, maybe becos no more chap tee kee? haha..
初二：
went to 五姨妈house to 捞鱼生then go to third uncle's place.. travelled from pasir ris all the way to boon lay.. my bro was complaining about wasting his petrol lol cos we went back to pasir ris again from boon lay to go 四姨妈house.. as usual, played poker and chap tee kee until late nite.. sis asked me to join her for mahjong at home, but was too tired as i have to wake up early next morning...
初三：
woke up early in the morning at 8am, to go shurong's house with lib exco... thanks gal for the pizza treat.. played some card games, and bomber man on her playstation.. left at 12+ to go for 13/05 class gathering.. met at simei and only a few girls turn up.. anyway, really have to thank ben ow for organising and being a good host.. played blackjack with them and won a little and they said its due to my red hair? lol... went to 三舅house after that for dinner and poker again.. haha..
初四：
slept alot alot to compensate for my lost of sleep the past few days.. lol.. went to 三姨妈house in the evening for dinner and saw Lifang cousin's baby--Joshua.. he's 6+ months old and also very cute and active... and it was poker time again after dinner.. haha it seems that everywhere i go also gamble.. lol that's our family.. 正所谓小赌怡情.. but its not that small for the banker..
初五：
tuition in the morning.. then played 四色牌with parents and kor in the afternoon.. finally a day at home.. some relatives visited us though.. so it was still a rather fun-filled day..
today:
juz woke up, will be going to 二姨妈house later, guess will be playing poker again..
had alot of dreams these few days.. im always very curious and puzzled about the origins and interpretations of dreams.. wondered if they really do have any meanings.. it seems that no matter how advanced science and technology is, there's no way to decode dreams and no one will be able to give an explaination for having dreams.. 日有所思，夜有所梦。but sometimes, our dreams are really fantasies, so how can they be what we're thinking in the day?
新春快乐!恭祝大家过个大肥年！
昨晚是除夕夜，和家人在家享用团圆饭后便前往滨海的春到河畔迎新春。这是我们每年的惯例，一定会在团圆饭后到那儿去，并在开年前回家迎新年。那里真的是人山人海，新春气息洋溢四周。以下是一些照片：
我和哥
这世界应该有死刑吗？我认为，所谓的杀人偿命，血债血还根本是不可理喻的。既然大家都知道杀人是错的，那为何还要将那杀人犯置之死的呢? 丧失亲人的滋味不好受，那为什么还要让那杀人犯的亲人也承受那种痛苦呢？我们应该做的，是给予他帮助与辅导，让他有个重获新生的机会。
我相信人性本善。人之所以会犯错肯定是受到某事件的影响或刺激，才会萌生恶念。
又是谁给予总统杀人的“权力”？他们不也是个普通人？为何他们就能拥有剥夺他人性命的特权？
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
did not go for NTU talks on Sun cos sis had rashes so had to help her tuition at The Mentor... missed the talk Maritime Studies and Civil Engineering.. sadz.. but nvm, guessed there'll be another chance after release of results..
anyway, received a call from Sandy saying that she wants me to help her 2 elder children tuition also! haha so happy.. okies, though not earning as much as wanying, but my 20+ hours per mth can get me some half k.. haha.. my earnings will increase if sis ask me to help her go tuition, and if i got a few relief teaching jobs..
going out for dinner with guihao and xinrou later at tampines.. then will be back home to prepare ingredients for popiah!
Saturday, February 10, 2007
went Chinatown with sihui and raf on thurs, and it was really crowded even though its a weekday.. had dinner at BK before we shopped the streets.. bought some goodies and muah chee.. had a great time catching up with them, and we might be going back for june camp! yupz that will be very fun..
went JB with mum yesterday.. did abit of shopping and i finally got a shirt to match my skirt! tried the shihlin xxl chicken chop there and its only rm5.50.. rather big portion.. had a nice trip with quite alot of stuff purchased before heading home.. but im so unlucky that i felt dizzy upon reaching home.. sadz.. then vomitted after dinner.. luckily after some self-medication and sleep, im fine now! haha..
and yupz, did i mention that i went meridian pri for relief teaching on monday.. though its only a 1 day job, but it was a nice experience.. even though the kids are abit noisy and i cant really control them lol..
going to buy 年货tonight! am so excited.. have been packing my room in preparation for cny and i shall put up my decorations either later or tomorrow.. oh ya, sis is back from thailand! but haven't seen her yet, so waiting for her to come home tonight.. ya im more looking forward to the presents she got for us =p
off to read my national geographic..
曾经写过一篇作品-“如果”。在那篇作品的结尾，我说不想再说如果了。可是如今，我又幻想了很多很多的如果。。。
如果当初我没有入院，如果我在学校考试，如果我有精力与时间准备，如果我和正常人一样，如果这一切的如果能实现，那该有多好？或许事情没我想象的那么糟。。。旁人对我的期望越高，我就越担心。我担心会辜负了他们对我的殷切期望。确实，我已尽力了，但毕竟当时不是我的最佳状态。
两年前也在会考前经历一件令我心情低落的事件。可是在某人的劝导下，我了解到每件事情的发生都有值得我们学习的地方，而我也渐渐地重拾心情，慢慢地学会忘记。可是为何上天就是如此的不公平？为何要选择在那关键时刻？我从来就不是个怨天尤人的人，可这回我不得不叹说“不公平！”
家人与亲戚都说健康重要，学业次要。我当然晓得，但是我真的不敢想象如果我今年底还需重考。也许我显得很潇洒，说最多就重考，那是因为我曾以为那是不可能发生的事。但现在想想，几率还蛮高的。我不是在意旁人怎么说，我只是觉得很可惜。。。
about me
okies.. being tagged by sam to do this... haha...
Layer ONE: On the Outside
Name: Seah Hui Xin
Birth date: 05/04/1988
Current status: 18, single
Eye colour: Black
Hair colour: Red magenta
Righty or lefty: Righty
Zodiac sign: Dragon
Layer TWO: On the Inside
Your heritage: Chinese
Your fears: Things to happen at wrong timing...
Your weaknesses: Don't like to explain everything to everyone...
Your perfect pizza: All pieces having different flavours to suit the taste of all who r eating lol..
Layer THREE: Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: I still want to sleep...
Your bedtime: 11++
Your most missed memory: talking to the somebody of great influence.. lol.. CCS days in cchms & lib days in tjc..
Layer FOUR: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: no preference..
Macdonalds or Burger King: depends on my mood.. haha
Single or group dates: alternate? haha
Adidas or Nike: adidas, but i prefer new balance..
Lipton tea or Nestea: Lipton tea
Chocolate or vanilla: Choco!
Cappucino or coffee: white coffee without sugar..
Layer FIVE: Do you..
Smoke: nopez
Curse: nopez
Gone to the mall: yupz of cos.. lol
Been on stage: yupz...
Eaten sushi: yupz...
Dyed your hair: yupz..
Layer SIX: Have You Ever
Played a stripping game: nope!
Changed who you were to fit in: nope and i never will cos i don't think there's such a need...
Layer SEVEN:
AgeYou're hoping to be married: leave it to fate...
Layer EIGHT: In a Girl/Guy
Best eye colour: no preference..
Best hair colour: no preference..
Layer NINE: What Were You Doing?
1 minute ago: Answering some other layers
1hour ago: cooking fried rice!
1.5 hours ago: on bus home from tampines...
1 month ago: shopping at ikea tampines with lib exco after badminton..
1 year ago: juz any other normal sch day i think..
Layer TEN: Finish the Sentence
I love: my family! doraemon! gallen lo! haha
I feel: trying to enjoy live live to the fullest..
I hate: ppl who are insensitive with words..
I hide: My feelings
I miss: normal life...
Monday, January 29, 2007
went Chinatown with parents on Sat nite, the 亮灯仪式。Though its very crowded, but like to go and kueh seoh, like that then have CNY atmosphere ma.. lol... went to Popular at The Majestic before my parents reached, and the Chinese books there are having promotions! Up to 70%, and so I bought 2 books.. haha a great deal indeed...
had tuition at The Mentor on Sunday, and had a new Sec 2 student joining the class.. tuition was ok esp with Roland entertaining us... went hougang mall with nick after tuition for dinner, and he had salad as usual. lol.. was talking about the difference between Orang Utan and Gorilla and i was saying they both look the same except for the color, so he say go popular to look at the books.. and we conclude that Orang Utans are the ones with smiling and Gorilla are often with a sad face.. lol... chatted alot with him and had a drink at Kopitiam while watching soccer match between Thailand and Vietnam before heading home.
looking forward to the tuition class on Sun. haha.. anyway this week is a busy week i have events planned almost the whole week till next Mon.. lol.. going to enjoy myself!
I sometimes wonder if it is just another excuse for me to behave this way or is it what I ought to be. I seriously don't want to blame everything on it and create excuses to make myself feel better, but is it actually a fact or not? I really do not have the answer. I wish I can be just like any other person, working and leading a normal life, but sometimes I really have no idea if it will be possible, be it now or in the future. Even they can't assure me of what's going to happen in the future, because they have no idea what are those anti-bodies! All they can do is to try to keep it under control, but they can't promise me, they can't give me gurantees.........
I really don't like this kind of life. I know I should think positively, but sometimes, its hard to especially if I have to deal with all kinds of people......
黑暗也是一种力量。人，就是从挫折中成长与累积经验。为何？为何总是发生在那么关键的时刻？一年四季，就得选在那将断定我的前程的时刻发作吗？上天为何如此的不公平？我有很多很多的问号，但我知道，不是所有问题都有答案的。。。
Monday, January 22, 2007
finally meet up with gh they all on sat.. its been so long, actually we did meet up after the 'a's, but sat's meeting was more fun! went shopping at vivo, chinatown to check out tour packages, then to orchard for dinner.. sadz that angel cant join us, but hopefully our planned trip to jb for food+shopping will be successful!
somehow you will know that there are always some frens out there who'll always be there for you, and although we may not be seeing each other very often, we all know that we will remain as best friends... perhaps some ppl might think otherwise, and what i said does not apply to all frens also... but i shall say that im lucky to have a group of frens whom i can really count on in times of need.. they might not see this, but i juz want to say that i really cherish our frenship...
however, there are also ppl who are insensitive with words, perhaps its becos im too sensitive? but anyway, im tryiing hard not to take it to heart, because its juz a waste of my time.. have heard alot of rumours about that person even before knowing her, but i din know it was her after we came rather good frens... indeed those rumours somehow affected my impression towards her, but overall it did not affect much, cos i believe that what's most important is what i see and what i perceive.. but perhaps as time pass by, i got to know more about her insensitive-ness.... really... i hate to talk about it, but whenever she says something so insensitive that hurts me, i cant help it but to feel sad.. 我们当酒肉朋友就算了吧！
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
met up with wanying and xinrou last thurs, intending to watch one last dance, but in the end we toss a coin to decide between one last dance and pans labyrinth. and we watched pans labyrinth, not a very nice show i would say, it seems that the fairytale is only a small portion of the show and not really link to the whole show, but there are some funny parts though.. went suntec after movie and walk around before going home...
went for badminton at tampines changkat with the usual ppl on sat, quite a nice game, and we walk to simei eastpoint after that. eastpoint had some renovation i think, and there are more shops now, kinda like marina square those small small shops.. bought a pink skirt..
sun was a rainy day, went to yishun for brunch then to woodlands... taufik was at causeway point for some autograph session, that explains the big crowd there.. anyway, nth much to shop as i have nth much to buy..
went tuition on mon before going ps to watch one last dance! finally.. yupz it was a nice show though a bit complicated. got a pair of nike shoes also =)
sometimes in life, many things are better left unexplained, because not everyone understands. sometimes even people closest at heart will hurt you because they failed to understand, so it'll be a better choice not to explain at all. this sounds kind of familiar, did i write this before 2 years ago? anyway, we learn through different situations in different stages of life...
i realised that i haven't written my new year resolutions.. it's 9 days late, but i shall still write:
1. better health for me and family
2. good results that allows me to get into Maritime Studies/Chinese Studies
3. learn driving
4. beijing trip with family
5. forget about the unhappiness in the past year
6. relief teaching job
7. exercise more
8. stop pred
i guess that's about all? haha.. anyway tuition is a good way to earn money.. short hours but good pay.. lol..
went to watch Night At the museum last sat after badminton at tampines.. a really hilarious show.. haven't watched such a funny show for a long time.. going to watch One Last Dance and Que Sheng 3..
Thursday, January 04, 2007
its already the 4th day of the new year 2007! but what have i achieved??? dreamt of alot of things... alot of classmates, frens, teachers.. perhaps i'm too free? juz like 2 years ago when he said the same thing to me? I am wondering if i should apply at cfps, but its kinda far..
anyway, went to Cote 'D Azur yesterday for turkey feast.. wanted to swim but kinda lazy after eating.. =p wanted to go Parkway also, but its rather late and i havent got anything to buy...
nth much to update.. sis is back from genting! she'll be home tonite... wanna see wat goodies she bought for us.. haha..
Happy New Year to all!!!
30th Dec 2006:
went East Coast Park picnic cum cycling with lib excos.. only singwei, shurong, raf, sihui n me but its very fun! haha cycle double-seater with raf, first time trying the double-seater, not as hard though.. yupz and i made potato salad, and we also had sandwiches, cookies, chips n cakes.. played dai dee and some other card games before we finish the potato salad.. then went cycling... after that we played at the beach before heading home.. really nice outing.. havent been to the beach for a long time, and i really enjoyed it.. ^_^
at night went bbq at liqing cousin's house.. feels nice to see the relatives again, feel just like chinese new year.. haha.. but my aunties and cousin-in-law said i gained looked better(meaning i gained fats..) sadz.. but nvm, hopefully i'll be back to normal after stopping the medicine.. an enjoyable day!
New year eve:
slept almost the whole day away, cos am really tired... went punggol plaza with mum at night... and then went home and sleep through the new year...
New Year:
woke up and its a brand new 2007! received lots of sms greetings from frens and even from Mrs Kee! so surprised.. anyway, hopefully year 2007 is a great year ahead, with lots of happiness and peace and love and hope and all the good things! for my family, my frens as well as for myself!
Thursday, December 28, 2006
nothing much happened these few days, and its a good thing i suppose.. went to Tampines with parents on Christmas eve and the crowd is really big.. and my dad got me a dora-photoframe too.. haha now my glass cabinet is 3/4 full of doraemon stuff, and the other 1/4 is reserved for my sylvanian family... my dad suggest that i should get another cabinet just for doraemon...
anyway, did jigsaw with my bro on christmas day... his pooh bear jigsaw given by his fren.. went out with lh yesterday, to simei for dinner and pool, and then to tampines to get a puzzle frame for my sis's bday present... he got me a box of choco and vochers.. so happy... but feel so bad i din prepare anything for him.. =p
going to Leisure World with mama and 4th aunt tonite.. hope they win alot alot.. haha..
Had an early exchanging of x'mas gift with my family last nite, cos sis won't be back till tmr.. am so happy to have receive so many doraemon stuff... sis bought me a dora-bag, dora-softoy, a sylvanian family baby train, 3 dora-notices to be hung on cars... bro got me a dora-photoframe... mum got me a dora-stationary holder... ^_^
they make me feel as if im still a little kid who's so loved by all.. i got my sis a x'mas shirt, and my bro some pooh bear stuff... the 3 of us also shared to buy a scholl shoe for mum.. didn't get anything for dad, cos its hard to get things for him... he say he'll get what he likes, and we don't have to go to the expenses... haha still remember that i got him a goldlion polo-shirt last year, and he's complaining about the lousy material after wearing for a few times... anyway, am really glad that i have a happy family!
went to lib yesterday and borrowed a few books.. finished reading one of them - Xiao Wang Zi.. perhaps i've read it before some years ago, but i can't really remember.. i would say that its a simple yet deep story.. it may seem as a simple fairy tale, but on a deeper understanding, there seems to be philisophical arguements... it lead me to deep thoughts.. of life.. of our goals.. so i thought: what is my goal in life? it's a difficult question to answer i suppose. at least to me. presently, i can't even decide which course in university to pursue, much less to say my goal in life. maritime studies or chinese studies? it seems to be of 2 extremes, but a guy - Zheng He linked the 2 together 600 years ago. after reading part of xiao wang zi in lib yesterday, i pondered over the question of my goal in life, and i proceed to borrow a book on Zheng He and the maritime industry of southeast asia. have only started to read, and hopefully i'll be able to make a better decision after finish reading the book.
shall stay at home this x'mas eve, and immerse myself in... whatever i want to do... read, write, watch dvds, sleep... had a sleepless nite last nite with headache and gastric.. lucky all the pain went off when i woke up... but sometimes i really enjoy not sleeping at nite, cos its the best time for me to sort out my thinkings as everyone is asleep and is quiet...
Merry Christmas to all!
it has been ages since i last blogged here... had nothing to do, so change to a new Doraemon skin... 'A' levels ended a more than a month ago, but i'm still at home...
Why has it always to be when i'm facing a major examination that something so disastrouse struck me? It happened during my 'O' Levels, and its even worse during my 'A' Levels... Indeed, yy is right, hospital isn't a conducive place for examinations... but what can i do? just hope that everything will be fine, and i will be able to get into university... i really have no expectations, or rather, i don't dare to have, because i knew how badly i've done, esp for Maths, which most people said its easy... Perhaps, deep down in me, i've made the worse preparation -- to retake again next year... Saying all these now is useless, i just hope everything turns out fine...
Really wish to thank my family and frens and teacher for encouraging me during my exams, else i might have given up and retake next year... i know it sounds silly, but at that point in time, i am really confused... because i knew i am not in the best condition, but yet i don't wish to waste another one year of mine.. but taking the exams in such conditions might waste my 2 years of efforts... but i must say, that i really tried my best, though it could have been better under normal conditions... i shall say that i have no regrets for taking the exams, as that is my choice, and whatever the results, i really have done my best... ...
Along with what is lost, some are gained.
Friendships, respect, care, concern, truthfulness, all are changing with times.
Just like the Moon, which is changing often, but eventually, it will go back to the same thing, following a pattern, everything seems to be following a pattern. Time may have passed, but eventually, what has happened has become a fact, and will always be there.
What is eternal? Perhaps nothing. No. Maybe scars and wounds are. Yes they are. They will never vanish, so why try to forget? Nothing traumatical will be forgotten. Nothing can become everything, and everything can also means anything... ...
its been 1 year since my last post here.. have no idea why i abandoned this blog last year and why i suddenly have the urge to blog here again... perhaps its the series of things that happen recently and the timing of the year that reminds me of certain things? Anyway, i seriously hope that things are really getting better...
hope my sis is feeling better... it came as a shock to the family... who'll know that after 8+ years, they made that ultimate decision and she said that there's no more chance of reviving the situation... I believe it hurts, to both of them and their family... then my sis told me that 2006 is a bad year... to her of cos it is... but to me, no one year will be worse than 2004... haiz.. juz as susan said, alot of things yi yan nan jing...
On a happier note, had a few happy encounters yesterday.. cos i suddenly received a msg from Susan... and i dreamt of someone whom i really chong bai...
all in all, it seems that whenever that date gets near, there'll just be events and issues that are related to it, and reminds me of it, makes me all upset again..........
Thursday, July 07, 2005
gt back most papers le... as expected... failed my econs.. haha... it's better than wat i expected le.. .hahah... den the other subs din score veri well... bt physics rocks man.. luv it.. haha.. though din do veri well also.. *sadz... hmmz... haven gt back gp yet... dunno can pass or not.. lol...
wishing sam a Happy Belated Birthday!!
Saturday, July 02, 2005
yest went back cchms with yuxuan... the can-chaining ting realli impressive lo.. haha.. they did until so nice... met a few teachers... esp mr wang feng.. lol.. n yx keep saying tat he looks the same.... n tat he's a nice guy... lol... saw yazeed also.. he injured his leg again.. so poor ting.. haiz... hmm... after at went into lt1 listen to principal n minister tok.. sehz.. after a while den leave liaoz... long time nvr go tat lt le... memories linger on...
aftertat went singapore art museum with yx... ppl like so shocked when they heard tat we're gng to museum.. lol.. bt the exhibitions quite nice, though i'm nt good in art... bt still can appreciate some.. hahha.. walk for like 2 hrs in the museum den go eat dinner... aftertat go home to watch the last episode of 'jiu wu zhi zhun'... so nice... the 'daxia' so knowledgeable...
gt so many frens gt r/s probs... dunno hw to help them also.... haha hope they'll be ok... hmm.. ct if u happen to read this, sumone is troubling over u.. i dunno hw to help him also... n i also dunno him veri well... bt know tat he realli is tryin hard... hope u'll give him a chance... bt anyway, juz my comments... haha realli dunno wat to say...
exams over le... haha.. tink wun do well tis time cos i din study.. hahah... realli din study lo... onli studied 2 chaps out of 4 chaps for econs... n my essay qns is... more confidence in lep though i onli start studying at 11 on the day.... hahah... hmm... physics also nt much confidence... shd've studied for it... haiz.. anyway... today went orchard with xr n yx.... shop ard lo cos yx wana buy a wallet.... den i bought toner also... finally managed to find tat bio-essence toner le... go so many watsons bt cant find it.. hahha..
den tomolo cchms gt the world longest can chain ting... feel like gng leh.. bt my mother say tomolo wan go malaysia...... dunno wan go which one... realli is yu yu xiong zhang bu ke jian de.. hahah.. hmm... jiu wu zhi zhun ending soon.. a nice show wor... den after tat is the tan pan zhuan jia.. tink sam will luv it.. lol...
Saturday, June 25, 2005
y am i blogging here when i haven finish studying? i also dunno.. tings always go out of hand... esp during crucial times... havin a runny nose n running a fever since last nite... haiz... yr also had a high fever before he went for his reservist.... was reading his blog... seems tat he appears to be such a joker in front of his frens bt deep inside him... he's so sad.. so helpless.. dunno why, bt hav a feeling like the both of us r like... on the same boat?? duno... bt one ting i'm sure, he luv cats as much as i do.... n he's a nice guy...
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
wat shd i write? hmm... today went for father's day dinner cos last nite my sis attended her fren's wedding dinner... nth much to write... family.... everyting is alrite n nice.... studies... juz starting to get along...
4ep gatherin on 31st july...... time seems to pass by so fast yet so slow... it seems to fade feelings yet is juz an illusion or rather its plain avoiding... july... aug... sep... hhaiz..
bai yue guang, xin li mou ge di fang, xiang yi wang, ren bu zhu hui xiang...
mei ge ren, dou you yi duan bei shang, xiang yin cang, que yu gai mi zhang........ ni shi wo, bu neng yan shuo de shang.......
thx gh so much for the bai yue guang disc... realli luv it...
perhapz im juz nt well-prepared yet............
today is our dear guihao's birthday!!! oopz... its actually yesterday la... lol... went the eat the suki sushi lunch buffet @ Hougang Plaza with her, peiwen, xinrou, yuxuan n samartha... the food there is great... *slurps* the sashimi n the softshell crab tastes so gd haha... tink 16.90 is worth it... haha.. shall go there again.. yupz n we played zhong ji mi ma there..... poor xr had to eat so many... haha.. den aftertat they went hougang mall play arcade mi accompany yx home to change.. den go serangoon central.. lol.. dun wan say bout tat le.. so funny.. haha.. den we went marina square... millenia walk... suntec convention c photography exhibitions.... suntec shop.... n den finally gh n pw reached suntec... lol... went Polar buy cake for gh... n she secretly took a photo of a 'shuai ge' in Polar.. haha.. bt let him find out..
anyway, hope gh enjoyed herself today....
Saturday, May 28, 2005
holiday le... so fast... start sch for bout 2 mths plus le... hmm... mon gng lep camp @ sports sch.. haha.. so gd... at least better than ntu... =p sis went to tioman island le,.. sianz... tomolo hafta help her teach tuition at the mentor...
tink these few days like everyting gng against mi like tat... haiz... at first found out tat i lost contact with sumone of great influence... den feel so sadz.... realli is 'hao meng nan yuan'.... den cannot finish collecting the money for the lib camp t shirt...and the shirts tat i ordered are all so big... den i lost sumting today also... sianz.... gt back my shou ji yest... all tat i've wrote seems to revolve ard 1 topic... juz cant seem to forget... she ask mi to 'chang shi bu qu chu peng ta'... sumtimes its nt wat i wan also... words tat came from others often cant be avoided.... juz feel tat its all juz fated to be so... sianz....
realli so long ago never update le... hmm... dunno wat to write also... everyday juz go sch come home nth much to write bout... lol... joined library and am an exco nominee now... the interviews went on quite ok... the teachers seem quite nice... haha... n ya... after jun holidays is the june common test... haha if i fail my econs most prob i'll drop it ba... hav been slacking in my tutorials... tink lep is the onli sub tat i did all my work, maybe cos there arent so much work, or maybe cos i like it... i like to write shou ji... bt sumtimes also find it quite hard to write cos there'll be restrictions.... nt everyting can be written for her to read de rite? haha...
-------- u often thought u've forgotten, until u realised tat u're actually juz avoiding it---------
though i hope its juz tat im tinking too much... bt i dun tink so... i never go n tink bout tings bt i also dunno y did tings like come into my life? tis kind of things din happen be4... bt nw, i seems to be hearin it so often.. it seems tat its predestined tat sumting will happened at sum point of time in life...
juz ago, i had beautiful dreams... nw, everything is different.... hw true can it be....
hw i hope i can stay at the time when i saw the fireflies... he always say bout firefly when he see mi... he reminded mi of fireflies too....
Sunday, April 17, 2005
hav been slacking for the weekend... haha... juz like the feeling of stayin at home doin nth... lol juz rot ard... today went toa payoh buy the teva slippers... my dad's belated bday present for mi? lol.. anyway, after tat went yishun my dad go collect the fishin rod... he gng fishin tomolo... i also wan go... sobz... long time never go ecp there fish le... bt also gd la... tomolo after fishin he can go fetch mi haha... tink will be skipping tomolo's lep make-up lecture.. haha..
haven been updating recently... tink its rather pointless to blog... though ppl mite say tat tis serves as an online diary.. bt i dun tink so... i tink tis isnt a diary lo... reason is simple.. cos wat we';r writing in diary is onli for ourselves to read... bt nt here... secrets r meant to be kept, tat's the purpose of a secret isnt it?
anyway, juz blog for fun lo... school starts for few wks le.... so nth much to blog bout.... oh ya.. my bro went to bangkok last week n bought doraemon for mi.. haha... so gd tat he can go travel... nvm.. nx time when i work n earn money le also can go... haha..
btw, having 2 tests nx week... so sian... dun feel like studyin... mayb as wat xr said, the tests r meant for us to fail de.. lol...
went to malaysia with my family on sat, 2nd apr with my sis's company... went to my mum's hometown... its juz a small kampong-like area where its famous for its lobster... haha... ya its called 四弯岛，bt its nt an island.. lol... sumwhere near desaru... 虽然那儿不是什么繁华都市，也不是什么购物天堂，但那纯朴的乡村生活所散发的浓厚气息，实在令人感到很舒服。晚饭过后，我们乘坐小船在河畔漂泊着，等待夜幕的降临。那种远离尘嚣的感觉，真的令人忘却一切烦恼。仿佛唯一的目标就是看见那萤火虫。那种等待，并不漫长，因为大家已沉浸在大自然的怀抱中。望着两岸的树林，瞧那平静的河水，谁还会记起一切的伤心往事呢？萤火虫体型虽然很小，但它所散发的光芒，带给人们无比欢乐，又有谁会赞赏它呢？
the fireflies r realli nice... drifting along the river, everything seems so peaceful.... nth seems to be bothering us all...
today... nth much.. started tutorials... still quite ok.... btw, thx sis n bear for the deuter bag... luv it veri much.. =) den tracy coming for tuition soon... so tired... wanna sleep.. lol....
萤火虫真漂亮！！！
went to malaysia with my family on sat, 2nd apr with my sis's company... went to my mum's hometown... its juz a small kampong-like area where its famous for its lobster... haha... ya its called 四弯岛，bt its nt an island.. lol... sumwhere near desaru... 虽然那儿不是什么繁华都市，也不是什么购物天堂，但那纯朴的乡村生活所散发的浓厚气息，实在令人感到很舒服。晚饭过后，我们乘坐小船在河畔漂泊着，等待夜幕的降临。那种远离尘嚣的感觉，真的令人忘却一切烦恼。仿佛唯一的目标就是看见那萤火虫。那种等待，并不漫长，因为大家已沉浸在大自然的怀抱中。望着两岸的树林，瞧那平静的河水，谁还会记起一切的伤心往事呢？萤火虫体型虽然很小，但它所散发的光芒，带给人们无比欢乐，又有谁会赞赏它呢？
the fireflies r realli nice... drifting along the river, everything seems so peaceful.... nth seems to be bothering us all...
today... nth much.. started tutorials... still quite ok.... btw, thx sis n bear for the deuter bag... luv it veri much.. =) den tracy coming for tuition soon... so tired... wanna sleep.. lol....
Thursday, March 31, 2005
so many days no blog le.... lol.. veri lazy... hmm... wanna thx dongjie for the ecard first... haha.. though she may nt read tis la, bt thx...
den back to these few days.. nth much basically... juz went sch for lectures with so many breaks in between for mi to slack... lol... yup den yest meet our civics tutor...she's quite nice.... ya den the overseas cip trip... i wanna go.... bt my parents dun allow...sobz....
hmm.. den tomolo got orientation nite... dunno wan go or not leh... cos sat hav to wake up early cos goin malaysia with family....
Thursday, March 24, 2005
so long neber blog le... sick again.. lol.. sehz... bt feel so much beta after sleeping for i tink 13 hrs? lol...
tj's orientation realli cannot make it wor... so sianz... n tink mani ppl pon today's amazing race... n their mass dance cannot make it also... haha... nj one nicer... lol.. erm... dunno wat to blog bout... so tired.... lucky i never go for the amazing race... else sure die there.. lol... tomolo goin gh's hse to bbq... bt dun tink i can eat... sobz....
Friday, March 18, 2005
lyrics of bai yue guang... realli m wat im feeling... had always luv tis song.. bt never realli notice the lyrics.. until i saw it from the disc gh give mi... seems tat its so close to mi... realli... mei ge ren dou you yi duan bei shang... xiang yin cang yu zai sheng zhang....
白月光 心里某个地方 那么亮 却那么冰凉 每个人 都有一段悲伤 想隐藏 却欲盖弥彰 白月光 照天涯的两端 在心上 却不在身旁 擦不干 你当时的泪光 路太长 追不回原谅 你是我 不能言说的伤 想遗忘 又忍不住回想 像流亡 一路跌跌撞撞 你的捆绑 无法释放 白月光 照天涯的两端 愈圆满 愈觉得孤单 擦不干 回忆里的泪光 路太长 怎么补偿 你是我 不能言说的伤 想遗忘 又忍不住回想 像流亡 一路跌跌撞撞 你的捆绑 无法释放 白月光 心里某个地方 那么亮 却那么冰凉 每个人 都有一段悲伤 想隐藏 愈在生长
yest went sam's hse play xbox n get sum notes from her... ya lo din managed to fetch 10 customers... dun believe canot get 10... will try again nx time.. haha... aftertat went home for dinner first den meet her again to go rivervale plaza to rent vcds den go compass.... ya den saw tat nice 'penguin necklace' sooooo nice... aftertat went home watch 1/2 yuan fen n qian nian zhi lian...
hmm den juz woke up.. cook sumting to eat den nth much le...
i suddenly found out tat sumone close to mi is juz making my life difficult.. haiz.. the person knows tat im upset bout it yet tat person is mentioning it again n again... juz wondering... is it cos tat person juz has such important position in my heart tat im feelin so upset over it or is it cos im being oversensitive... bt i juz wanna say, it realli hurts.. even till nw......
though i know tat tat person mite nt be sayin it out on purpose.. bt i dunno.. i sumhow feels tat tat person knows tat i'll be sad after hearin it bt i still found out....
am feelin rather pressurize these few days cos of a no. of issues.. will try to blog lesser......
a long day today.. went marine parade for flag day with ccs... i organised de wor.. lol bt onli 9 persons turned up n among the 9 i onli knew 2 haha.. bt nvm... yupz den go parkway the bridge there.. quite alot of ppl... n managed to fill up half the tin i tink.. ya n realised tat ppl r rather generous cos most ppl donated $1 coins.. n ya, tat dong bin still as funny as be4... dunno y, bt the way he toks juz reminds mi of renyuan.. lol...
at bout 5+ actually sms mi sis say mi at marine parade hungry tot she'll ask dad to come fetch mi cos they all at bedok... bt she actually din.... so sad.. n when i called, she said they were on the way home le... sobz... den i go out lo... go tampines shop... haha... tm alot of ppl wor.. quite long never go le... hmm... saw a kukumalu bag $14.90 veri nice.. likes the army green one n the pink one bt never buy... bought shorts instead... anyway, was shoppin in metro n was takin sum clothes to try when i suddenly felt so weak... as if i've lost all the resistance to fight... lost the motivation to move on... dun realli know hw to describe tat feeling... den i told myself im a fortunate person compared to many others... hmm... shop for quite long den go eat long john's den go home... reached home at bout 2210 n watch 'qian nian zhi lian'...
n ya forgot to mention tat i went century square de missha wanna find angelina from mxps bt she's nt ard... tink she worked till 7... hmmz... quite a crowd at missha there... cos the tings r quite cheap actually.. haha...
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
today woke up veri early... dad fetched mi n mum to katong de temple den we go eat breakfast... aftertat went bugis... shop ard n eat quite alot of tings... aftertat went home sam asked mi go her hse play xbox de.. bt in the end i fall asleep... lol.. so never go...
n ya.. my sis gt new phone a few days ago... nokia 6260.. haha veri fun.. keep using it to take self-portrait... yupz... everyting seems so normal.. hmm tink will b goin swimmin again tomolo morning if i can wake up lol...
din go anywhere these few days... juz dunno wats happening actually... intend to go suntec today de... bt din go cos of sum reasons n so was staying at home, n suddenly feels as though crying without anybody knowing is so common? lol.. had a late nite last nite.. slept at ard 4 am though im on the bed since 1+.. nt tat i cant get to sleep... bt juz tat sumtimes, its always when im alone tat tings dun go the way i wished...
feels so sian nw.. hav decided to do sumting meaningful... bt sumhow juz feels wat i've said, wat i've done, may nt realli be wat im actuallly feeling...
Saturday, March 12, 2005
hmm yest nite went loyang temple with mum n bro.. alot of ppl wor... tink its the onli temple in singapore with so many xiang ke ba... reali xiang huo ding sheng... reach home already past midnite le... online check mail awhile den go sleep le...
today woke up early cos meeting yy to collect the 'o' level chi notes cos mon helping tracy with her chi... ya meet him at 10 at serangoon there... hmm den come home first den go eat brunch with my mum... nth much to update le...
Thursday, March 10, 2005
finish writing the letter to selina... a four-paged long one.. lol... haven been writing for so long le... sumtimes its realli a pleasure to be writing... bt den, it depends on wat u'r writin also... writing bout unhappy stuff isnt realli a pleasure though its nice to write out wateva feelings u hav, bt i'd rather nt hav anyting to write bout... tink i shd realli learn to 拿得起放得下。bt the prob is, i din take it up in the first place, n y shd i put down tings tat others took up? k im toking crap here... heeding advice....
nth much to update bout these few days cos was resting at home... sleepin most of the time lol cos of the medicine...
dunno y, these few days keep having lots of dreams... they say is cos dun sleep well tats y hav dreams... bt i dunno... sum of the dreams r nice, bt perhapz im tinking too much tat i dreamt of tings tat i hate to hear most.... tis feelin is realli terrible... r sick n cant go out, yet hav nth to do bt to hu si luan xiang n den dream of sumting u hate most... haiz..
btw, still owe selina a letter... haha its been so long since she sent mi...
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
juz changed blog skin yest... juz luv the quotes n the pic.. dunno wats wrong with the tag board... thx sam for ur concern.. am quite fine nw except for sum cough.. yupz den yest nite went compass pt with my mum.. shopped awhile den go library.. din shop much also cos was still nt feeling veri well.. ya so went home n rest...
hmm.. today woke up le read sum books den come online... was reading the archives of sam's blog... haiz... seems as though my probs hav caused her unhappiness too... sianz.. den go read my own blog's archive... all the unhappy memories in 2004 seems to hav caused a great change in everyting... be it our mindsets, our behaviours, our feelings, our actions.. it juz seems to hav created too much probs tat till nw they'r all still linked up.. can still remember the 2 days in sep... both days make mi hate the number 13... haiz...
bt as i've said be4 in angelfire, perhapz tis is sai weng shi ma, yan zhi fei fu... bt frankly speakin, i realli dun mind forsaking the 'fu' for wat i've 'shi'... well at least for nw, there's sumone who understands n agree with wat im doin nw... tat person said she'll do the same if he were in my position...
Monday, March 07, 2005
haven been bloggin for long time... finally made up my mind of goin tj... dunno wat to say nw... hav been sick since yest, mind is blank, slept almost for the whole day yest...
nw, though i've made up my mind of goin tj, im still afraid... afraid of the explanations part.... haiz.. y muz everyting be linked together? tink i shd try nt to tink bout it... though i know tat doin so is onli tao bi xian shi... perhaps im juz too worried bout tings tat doesn't requires mi to worry bout... ya bu yao wei mei you bi yao de fan nao er fan nao.. as in, even if i'm worried, tings wun change to any beta... maybe i shall juz give ppl stupid excuses...
Thursday, March 03, 2005
had a discussion with my mum juz now, n asked for comments while online juz nw... tink most prob i'll be goin jc ba... haha sumone juz hav such great influence on mi ya? lol...
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
today wake up den go rivervale plaza help dad buy carpark season ticket... after tat go np ask bout the chi course lo... actually tot so far no one wans go with mi de... haha bt den gh called mi say she n angel no place go so go with mi.. haha ya den meet them at np there... den go for the course counselling thingy... quite alot ppl there... den we take the brochure from the CHS le den sit down at the sofa there tok crap lo... ya bt i still cant decide on goin there or nt leh... tat np guy say if i like chi shd go for the course la, cos will be beta than jc... bt den go poly veri difficult to go uni leh... aftertat pei angel go make singpass lo.. hafta wait so long... haha... ya wait for an hour plus ba den we walk to mrt lo... wanna go xr's hse de bt den nvr go haha cos gh wan go home eat.. so we go with her lo.. lol... den my bro come fetch mi from gh's hse... reach home le discuss with my parents lo... they say if i like chi den go ahead for the CHS lo...
bt i also dunno leh, cos gt sumone of great influence ask mi try go tj.... haha ya den i also afraid tat go poly le den cannot go uni onli left with a dip...
hmm den tomolo goin ecp cycle with angel gh n xr...
Monday, February 28, 2005
juz got back my results today... well i sort of expected tis l1r5 la, bt den quite disappointed for sum subs lo... anyway, tot i'll do worst de.. haha.. bt still quite sad la cos like alot ppl in our class n sch get single digit lo.. bt overall i still tink its nt bad la cos i realli expect sumting worst... ya den sumone asked for my results den said tat i could've done bettter... bt still alrite le... cos tat person knew wat happened ma... anywya, most ppl advice mi to go jc la... say tj nt bad ask mi give a try... lol... den gt sum funny ppl tell mi i shd tell nj tat i got go sch everyday when they called mi.. realli sehz lo.. lol...
long time never blog here le... maybe cos i dun like to blog here when im unhappy... haha... ya goin to take back results later.. ppl seems to be nervous bout it n my sis keep asking mi im worried or not, or i nd her to accompany mi to get results or nt.. lol.. bt i dun realli seem like feeling a ting bout it.. if there is, is juz tat i still haven decided on goin jc or poly... maybe cos i'v expected the worse, n sum experience gained by mi makes mi feel numb cos i dun tink the impact of bad results is worst than wat i've experienced... anyway, i knew tat i cant do well de cos... so no pt worrying... if results realli no gd den go poly lo.. haha
hmm den yest went xr's hse play mahjong with yx, angel, ng xin n shuyun... was watching 'Life Is Beautiful' while playign.. its such a nice show though i've watched many times le.. haha... if onlli life is realli so beautiful...... haiz bt it isnt...
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
today go watch 'i do i do' with gh n sam at ps... quite a funny show though i din realli like sharon au.. bt anyway, quite nice show la... ya den took neo prints with gh n sam also... ya den aftertat went bedok for dinner with family... my bro treating wor.. haha... yupz.. den eat le went bedok interchange shop lo... bt nth much also la, cos tat day juz went onli...
haiz.. dunno y like having a bad feeling bout tings these few days.. ya am trying nt to tink too much bout tings..... =(
Monday, February 21, 2005
tis afternoon went compass wanna buy the deuter bag, bt dun hav it there... so never buy... hmmz den shop ard lo.... bought sum food... cos nt in veri gd mood wanna splurge.. tats y wanna go buy the bag, bt so sad.... haiz... after tat went home hav dinner.... online awhile... den gh called n ask mi to meet at compass...
ya so asked my bro drive mi there lo... den saw gh she's so different.... she cried when she see mi... haiz.. dunno hw to console her also... ya den meet with yx n angel go yoshinoya talk lo.. realli hav no idea hw to console her... haiz... bt gh, cheer up kz?
yest:
woke up at 10+ den go my 3rd uncle's hse at sengkang... didn do much except gamblign.. lol... den we left at evening after dinner at bout 7... den my sis suggested goin bishan j8 so my bro n i meet her there... den shop ard there... the new extension like nth much de... lol... haha den yest got some 'pool challenge' over there n the winner will drive away with a car.. haha.. yupz... den went sports connection saw a deuter cross bike bag veri nice... haha maybe will buy... den went basement for some snacks...
today:
nth much cos juz woke up lol... read gh's blog yest... its ok gh, juz call mi whenever u wan, u dun hav to tell mi wat happen if u dun wish to... juz know tat i'll be there for u no matter wat happens... though hope tat there wun be a nx time for u to call mi while crying... haha...
欢庆佳节，何人不乐？
纵有万千感慨，
也唯有埋藏心底，独自怆然。
贵人相助，能否解围？
历经狂风骤雨，
持恍如隔世之感，他人无奈。
旁人误解，可曾澄清？
凡事皆有苦衷，
无奈却没法解释，何人晓得。
物质充斥，果真享受？
表面一如往常，
内心之悲痛欲绝，无奈自忍。
Friday, February 18, 2005
ya lo sam, maybe i tink too much of gambling le lo.. lol bt as i said, i feel tat gambling helps mi forget all the unhappy tings ma...
anyway, the nj clerk called mi today asking mi y i drop sch n hw many days did i attend sch... lol.. super inefficient lo them... its been almost 2 mths le nw den they call mi... haha so funny, cos when tat person first called, i was in toilet, so my dad pick up the phone... den tat person ask my dad if he knows tat i haven been attending sch... sehz.. den my mum was like telling my dad y he never tell the clerk he dunno n y they onli called now, like near to 2 mths since i drop sch? haha... ya den she ask mi y i dun wan go, i told her maybe i wanna go poly.... lol...
den today early afternoon went out with my bro to turf city, n was feeling so sick tat i almost fainted.. lucky i sat down in time wor... else my bro wun know wat to do le.. so sorry to make him n my parents worry... ya den sorry wor sam cant go watch i do i do with ya... i came home onli i sleep le... haha... tink nx week u c which day u free den we go watch lo...
hmm... yest my relatives came... den i help my mum prepare food since morning lo... yupz... den 4th aunt is the banker for ban luck... lol lucky i never play wor, cos she so lucky... tink she won bout $300+ lo.. all the players lost...
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
had a nightmare last nite.. dreamt tat im the banker for 'ban luck'--blackjack, n i lost $100 in one round.. n i woke up after it.. den woke up at 9+ cant sleep le... den went queenstown with parents to repair the vcd player.... aftertat went toa payoh shop n hav lunch....
went home aftertat..... blog.... den receive a call from gh... bt she never say anyting.... duno wat happened, hope she'll be alrite... aftertat went swim.... always like to swim when am feeling down... actually i dun wan go swim de cos wana wait for gh reply... bt den tis morning already decided to go swim at evening.. so go ahead... swimmed 8 laps, tired, my bro fetch mi....
came home, eat dinner... den lau yu sheng... ya den fold kim zua.... nw veri sian.......
Sunday, February 13, 2005
reached home after midnite juz now... den tok with my sis n parents till bout 3.. nw they went to sleep... suddenly feels tat tis yr de cny rather diff from previous years... haiz.... maybe its cos im avoiding? i'm avoiding cos i dunno hw to explain.. n i also dun wish to explain... bt haiz... tink its onli when everione is buzi gambling den will feel beta... duno y also... bt i tink its a fact tat it'll remain in my mind... perhapz time will fade it.. bt hw long will it take???? it's been so long.......
sianz.......
Saturday, February 12, 2005
long time never blog le.. cos cny ma.. haha... bt tis year de cny abit boring.. haha maybe cos less gambling? lol.. yupz... maybe ‘小赌怡情’refers to tis ba.. lol.. ya so yest went esplanade watch Total Women--这一夜WOMEN说相声.. actually its nt xiang sheng la... juz tat i also dunno hw to say.. lol.. veri funny lo.. first time listen to 3 ppl toking for 2+ hours also nt boring cos realli veri entertaining... though sum parts quite sian.. haha bt overall still nice show... yupz...
later goin 5th aunt's hse.. yeah.. she goin to open chap tee kee.. haha..
veri tired nw... tis mornign my dad fetch mi to bedok for breakfast, den go marine parade there pass sumting to my aunt.. aftertat go PA take 'Chingay' tix for my sis.. dunno tat the gate thru PA from nicoll highway is close... kaoz.. den hav to walk all the way out den take another bus to kallang there... ya den take the tix, ask the person gt any other exit, she say gt one side gate to mountbatten rd... kaoz... if i know den dun nd to take another bus n walk the long way le... haiz...
ya aftertat went cchms... meet sam n ali at concourse.. yx n hz nt goin back, gh cant go back.. haiz... den go find teachers.. tink mani teachers left le... cant find Mrs Kee.. den tink Mr Wu never go today... ya so pass the chocolates to Mustika lo.. den the pineapple tarts, haha at first i also dunno who to give de... bt den since mrs kee nt here, den huang lao shi already gt one box of it on her table, i never give to her... den mdm tan.. eh.. dun realli like her, n dun tink she likes mi too.. so dun wan give her... lol.. so give mr pek lo.. lol.. den he give mi 2 oranges as hui2 jin4... like beri sian, cos like nt much teachers de.. actually ok la, cos i dun wanna c too much teachers also... hate to do explainations... 'u feel bad bout nt tellin them the truth, bt yet u dun feel like telling them the truth.' tats hw i feel exactly... haiz... aftertat go canteen chat with ali n sam while waiting for my dad to fetch.. ya, den go fetch my bro n sis lo...
since come home den making preparations for tonite's reunion dinner le... yupz... gng to eat at evening den go river angbao..
last nite went chinatown with parents... nt as crowded as expected... mum bought sum flowers n dad bought 2 'bi qiu', the person said tat it;ll help to shou cai... yupz... den walk ard, wanna buy a bracelet bt cant find any nice ones.. bought rings instead.. lol...
at the pasar malam there, when dad was looking at the bidding items, i sat down wiht my mum n i was in a daze... thinking, den my mum asked mi wat am i tinking... dunno wat to say, cos i also dunno wat was i thinking actually.. my thoughts juz wandered about.. haha.. asking of hw shd i explain, sumone told mi to try change topic... haha... stupid rite? lol anyway, goin out soon, den tonite hav reunion dinner! slurps... haha aftertat tink will go river angbao ba, as usual.. haha.. den tomolo morning will go temple first before go my 2nd uncle's hse..
it'll be fun... hope tat it'll be.. i dun wish to do explainations always...
woke up bout an hour's ago... last nite help mum cut n cook the popiah fillings... every year onli help cut the ingredients, bt tis yr i help her cook also... den shun bian tou shi.. lol.. yupz.. den cook till 3am... cos we start cutting last nite 11+pm... ya den juz now woke up le eat.. so nice... tink my aunties gonna come n eat.. lol..
had sum dreams last nite.. veri sweet dreamz... bt regret nt reading tat letter in the dream... onli read the last half of it... bt its a realli nice feeling though cant realli recall wat the dream is about... felt much beta these 2 days, maybe cos i keep myself occupied with tings... n dun let my thoughts wandered about... bt sumhow, im still afraid... realli afraid tat tis year's cny will be diff from previous years... hope tat it wun... bt perhapz it'll be different in the way tat i've grown up through so much traumatic experience tat i had in the year of monkey? nw hoping tat the rooster yr will blessed mi with gd luck..
sumhow, tis seems like a chained reaction? everyting is sort of linked together... n tis will in turn affect my choices n my results...
Friday, February 04, 2005
yest veri busy never blog... went out early yest to orchard n bugis shop ard...
或许这就是所谓的解铃还需系铃人吧。但问题是，这铃，真的解了吗？在某些事件上，我们的观点是一致的。或者我该说，我们的许多想法都很相似。
这世界真的很奇妙，真是世事无绝对！让我悲痛欲绝的人是他，没想到现在想尽办法帮助我的却也是同一个人。
过几天就是春节了。除旧迎新，往年听到这句话，总只晓得表面意思－把旧的东西丢了再买新的。然而今年，我终于领悟这句话的真正含义。。。人生道路是坎坷的，也就是这些不如意的事让我们长大。
yest nite went marine parade n bedok buy nian huo.. every year i'll do so with my family n the feeling contains warmth, happiness n much more happiness... bt tis year de feeling seems so different.. i feel so lost.... ya,actually i shd be thankful n gladful tat i'm a able-bodied human who's still fortunate to hav a happy family... there's many tings tat i can do to help others... shd look forward, n nt keep looking back at the unhappy things... at least to mi, all these do help n they do make sense.. thx lots..
juz do watever u feel is good for u...
today went back cchms with sam... hmm.. woke up at 10 den go polyclinic c doctor cos i hurt my toe... haiz den hav to wait so long... ya aftertat meet sam at 2.20 at pasir ris mrt.... hmm... den quite fast wor, reach sch at bout 3 i tink... yupz den go find teachers......
wanna go find mrs kee first de, den meet yazeed along the stairs.. ya den he say lots of 'da dao li' lo.. or shall i say he's crapping? lol... yupz den go find mrs pereirra... ya she treated us to chocolates n sweets.. which she claim are leftovers.. haha... yupz den after tat we go find mrs kee lo.. bt so sad she went home le.. she say she gt sumting on... ya so too bad lo... another day den go visit her...
den wanna go find huang lao shi de, bt den use the intercom nobody ans... so tot she nt in... call her phone nt on... ya den sam meet her junior lo... den i go canteen see ccs de cny celebration.. they making 'jiao zi' so re nao in the canteen... realli proud of my juniors.. they made a great achievement n managed to get 17 sec 1 members!!! ya den can c tat all of them realli enjoy themselves alot tis afternoon... yupz den go his off... tink tok for quite long ba.... sorri to let sam wait so long... =p
aftertat went concourse find sam, along the way saw mdm tan walking towards canteen... told sam den we go find her..... ya den my juniors give mi eat some jiao zi.. n the xian liao of those i've eaten happens to be mixed by mr wu... so haha.. it tastes rather salty... bt still quite nice la... haha... yupz den they give mi the tic for the esplanade performance...
went off with sam to ecp then... wanna watch sunset de, bt when we reach there cant see the sun... so found a place to sit down n listen to the waves den go mac eat dinner... yupz force sam to eat de.. lol... after tat went home lo...
rather fun-filled day, bt if mrs kee was in sch, it wld hav been much beta... haha... den goin back on cny eve lo... btw, he agree with wat i've done n said tat he might hav done the same if he was in my shoes... haha n he says tat for most tings we cant hav the best of both, n tis kind of ting no choice, so juz do wat i tink i shd do.. lol
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
gng back to cchms tomolo... haiz.. these 2 days feeling so moody... maybe cos i tink too much le... bt... whenever i recall of tat day... it realli realli hurts...
bt im happy to say tat i've a family tat i luv veri veri much, n becos of tis, i nvr tell them my feelings cos i dun wanna worry them.... haiz... suan le, suan le....
wat shd i write? hav blogged alot today, bt nt here...
hope tat cny will bring away all the unhappiness of the past year.... bt can it realli?
Monday, January 31, 2005
hav a strange feeling since i woke up... haiz.. dunno why, den hav a mixture of feelings inside mi... suddenly feel sad, haiz..
sent out several emails, one of them replied asking mi to meet n tok... dun realli know y am i feelin like tis n doin tis... bt was happy tat at least one of them replied...
Thursday, January 27, 2005
yest's post is my longest post of all.. haha... today wake up rather early also, went bedok for haircut... haha... nt much diff though, n the person who cut my hair for mi happens to be the 'hong pai' of the salon.. lol... sum funny things happen during the haircut lol...
yupz after tat went hougang de Sasa buy sum things... den walk ard abit lo... hmmz.. went home clean up den sleep at 4 plus till 8+ haha... nw wake up check mail, do sum stuff... n looking for more info on CHS... tink most prob i'll end up in np ba... hahaa.. bt den goin there veri difficult to get into uni leh... if never go uni den will be chi teacher onli... nt much future.. lol... bt heard tat when teaching can also go take degree de... haiz.. bt dunno also... bt my zhi jue tell mi tat go CHS will hav a beta future than goin JC... dunno y gt tis strange feelign... lol....
den nw tinking of where to go on sun... yx wanna go queensway to buy trackshoes... bt there nth much to walk de.. aftertat dunno wanna go where....
ya quite long never blog le... coming here to blog 4 sam:
most ppl say go jc is beta route la, bt its nt true for all lo, cos nt everyone is acadamically-inclined... perhaps u'll excel beta if u go for sumting u realli like... bt den its realli diff to make a choice of courses now cos maybe we're nt matured yet... bt for nw, if u realli wanna go poly, choose the one u luv most... at least u like it nw n hope u wun regret it cos its ur own choice... if its ur dream to get into a jc, den juz go for it, as long as u hav the determination u can make it,... bt juz dun make life difficult for urself... u shd know wats best for urself.. i mean, if u wanna go jc, muz hav the confidence to get into uni, else the 'a' level cert is nth compared to a diploma... im nt saying tis to scare u, bt juz to let u know... u'r in the first 3 mths nw, u shd know the standard of jc, so hope u'r able to make a beta judgement...
as for ur co, maybe its gd tat u wanna quit den u concentrate more on ur tkd? hmm... juz take it easy though i know its hard... n nw first 3 mths onli, juz take as a chance for u to learn more tings n make more frens... dun give ur self too much pressure k? dun worry, u still hav time... though maybe nt alot, bt tis kind of tings muz consider carefully de...
切记，欲速则不达。千万不要操之过急，一定要冷静地想清楚。选择在于你，无论你的抉择是什么，只要你认为是你想要的，就相信你自己。向他人请教，固然能使你有多方面的收获，也能让你从不同的角度看待事物，但是最终，要走这条路的人，是你。所谓“条条大路通罗马”初院生并不一定就比理工学院生来得好。
或许我的观点太过偏激，但希望你能想清楚。
try to take everyting easy n u wun feel so stressed up... no matter wat's ur choice, u muz hav confidence with ur own decision....
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for myself, though nt realli confirmed yt. n as expected most ppl advise mi to go jc.. bt hope i know wats best for myself.. waiting for NIE to reply my enquiry now... den tink will make a choice after release of results...
well.. these few days rather buzi with cleaning stuff... helping my mum to clean the hse, quite lots of tings to do.. tat day dad juz re-paint the hse so hafta help shift things... ya den put up all the cny decos.. so nice.. haha... yupz... for nw, tink i dun wan to tink too much bout goin jc or poly, cos it onli makes mi feel more troubled... toking bout tis, sumhw juz feel tat sumting isnt rite... dunno why... dun wish to tok bout it le... going to throw all the unhappiness away with the old yr to welcome the new year... nw juz wanna endulge myself into the atmosphere of cny.. haha....
anyway sam, tink we'll be goin out on sun instead of tomolo... u free to come along? time n place nt realli confirm yt will tell u asap... dun worri so much le, sumtimes, shun qi zi ran is the way of life...
Thursday, January 20, 2005
realised tat i didn like the new layout... lol.. yupz today went to np open hse... was rather disappointing... haiz... tot the CHS tok will be providing info on the course of study n info of the course bt it was nt... it's merely there to persuade us to take teaching as a career... kaoz... den go the booth also cant get a brochure on the course... sehz... cannot make it de.... haiz... dun realli know if i wan to be a teacher lo, cos dun tink hav the passion to teach... i luv chi n tats a fact, bt teaching is a diff thing.. .n it seems tat the CHS is onli catering for those interested in pursuing a teaching career...
ya den aftertat went chinatown with parents... den sis n bear join us later... ya walk ard n dad bought lots of new year ornaments.. quite a crowd there.. haha... den kor buying a kangoo soon... haha so nice.. yupz... haiz nw still deciding whether to go jc or poly...
Monday, January 17, 2005
yest:
woke up den watch xiao xin with my sis while eating nasi lemak from bedok.. slurps.. haha.. den go compass point buy the shirt... haha.. walk walk ard saw the casio watch again.. lol... anyway, asked sam to help mi buy the bank notes album if she gt go popular cos she gt 10% discount lol...
go home clean windows n cd cabinet... den in the nite went amk with parents... hav dinner n shop ard... sam called n tok bout goin to poly's open hse.. bt she gt lessons till so late... dun wan to pon haha... so she can onli go on sat lo... nvm la will help u record the CHS de tok de kz? haha..
ya den bout today... hmmm nth much cos juz woke up 1 hr ago.. lol.. woke up eat sum biscuits den blooging here le... yupz...
Sunday, January 16, 2005
today woke up at 1+... actually wanna go compass with my sis de, bt later she say wan stay at home sing ktv... haha so stay home lo... yupz... den sing till 4+ bear come fetch us... sent my mum n mi to chinatown den my sis n him go suntec... super crowded at chinatown sia... lol... ya... reach there at ard 6... den shop awhile till bout 6.45 den go outside there... though lots of ppl, still manage to find a place where can see the firecrackers... haha... tis yr one quite long wor, tink more than 2 mins? haha... den took sum photos.. aftertat walk over to the other side... the nian huo shi chang there... alot of ppl sia... wanted to find sumting to eat bt so many ppl so went over to maxwell market... haha... yupz.. eat le walk ard den come home le... haha
A longer personality test tat i juz took...
introverted, secretive, reclusive, tough, non social, observer, fearless, solitary, libertarian, detached, outsider, abides the rules, mind over heart, good at saving money, does not like to stand out, does not make friends easily, self sufficient, not aggressive, likes the unknown, unconcerned with external opinion, strong, abstract, independent, very intellectual, analytical, high self control
Saturday, January 15, 2005
Personality test:
clean, secretive, does not make friends easily, observer, hates large parties, risk averse, perfectionist, reclusive, solitude loving, more practical than abstract, does not like to stand out, high self control, intellectual, mind over heart, very cautious, takes precautions, respects authority, irritable, emotionally sensitive
Friday, January 14, 2005
juz woke up hahah... yest nite mi sis came home complaining tat she regret goin cineleisure eat buffet with frens.. cos she went gym 2 times tis week le... den eat once buffet all the efforts went down to drain haha.. hmm.. later goin out to sgh help dad collect medicine, den bring my mum to clarke quay there de coffee hse... haha.. dunno if i still know the way there so long never go le.... lol...
yeah, chinese new year coming le... so happy... haha... my favourite festival of the year.. haha... luv the re nao qi fen...
packing day
as usual today woke up at bout 2... den mama not in... so i cooked hotdog & cheese omelet for myself.. *yummy.. haha wanted to go rivervale mall eat long john's one bt if i go le den reach home at evening liaoz no nd pack my ro0m... haha... so eat the omelet den start packing my room... so happy cos as i juz started packing, i found something precious tat i tot i've lost in my wardrobe... haha such a surprise... ya den pack until my parents n my bro back they bought mi chicken rice from fj square... so take a rest n eat lo.. den watch 'wo ai zhong wu yan' for a while... a veri boliaoz show... i watched onli becos i like gallen lo... haha...
after tat went to ang mo kio with my mum n bro.... bought quite lots of tings... haha gt a new bolster n pillow... lol... ya den helen helped mi bank in the polar de pay le... though nt alot bt still goin to treat my mum to a dinner tomolo.. haha... yupz...
read gh's blog, dun realli know wat happened to her, bt juz hope tat she'll be alrite soon, n gh, wannna tell u tat no matter wat happens, u can count on mi to be there for u kz? frenz always...
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
few days never blog le... hmm... went jb yest... ya again.. lol.. bought RM60+ de keychains... some is my bro ask mi buy some my sis ask mi buy... haha.. i onli buy 3 lo.. sehz... den buy lots of foood there.. yummy yummy... bought a oreo chees n marble cheese back for my sis...
den yy ask mi go sch today for photo takin for tai yang yu... dun wan to go at first cos i din realli help much... haha bt after much persuading by him, decided to go... asked sam along tooo... bt too bad, received a call at the last min to ask mi go for job interview so cant go sch... sadz... turn out tat they prefer actual 'o' level holders... sehz...
dun realli hav much to blog... dun wan to blog much too.. anyway, hope tat tai yang yu 2005 can be successfully published... also hope tat tai yang yu can be published every year though its onli a 'wish'....
yupz, am so happy to know tat gt 2 sec 1 members r joining ccs while 4 others r considering... hope tat will be able to hav all 6 as sec one members... ;)
Sunday, January 09, 2005
today.. juz went st joseph convent in the afternoon... den go home, use com n slack ard awhile, den go kovan meet my sis n her frens go serangoon sec... nt serangoon sec anymore, i mean its a vacant sch nw used to keep the foods n clothing tat will be sent to tsunami affected areas... ya went to sort n pack some clothes... rather fun, alot of ppl there... can see tat most of the ppl r like having fun? haha i mean its a meaningful act ma... lol..
anyway, thx sam n celia for commenting... yupz n also for their support... tink i'll be alrite soon.. bt juz tat even if u get over sumting, whenever u tink bout it u'll still feel sad de rite? dunno wor... hope its juz normal.. haha.. anyway, looking forward to np open hse on 19th...
sumting with a great impact will sure stay in our memory till the day we passed on....
well.. chose nt to go back to nj... its my own choice, bt whenever ppl ask, i dunno hw to ans... i dunno wat reason to give... realli... haiz... so i shall juz say bout the heavy traffic congestion there every morning... haha... its a valid reason though, n its also part of my reason for nt going, bt nt the main one... well... its so saddening tat i dun wish to tok bout it...
it juz seemz tat everybody is asking mi hw's jc life... well... i shd've try to experience... bt haiz... maybe i shdn't go on the first day at all... lol...
ya i muz be firm on my stand... its my own choice.. n as long as i believe its rite, i do wat i believe in... yupz... everyone has their own reasons for doin sth... n i dun owe an explanation to everyone rite? anyway, juz hope tat everyting will be alrite though i believe it'll be hard... it's realli hard... haiz..................
today woke up at 11... wanted to go cca orientation de, bt sleep till so late... haha... den went hougang shop awhile den take bus to bedok lo... wanted to buy the pair of shoes one, bt so sad, no more stock le... shd buy it the other day... =(
haiz... so useless of mi, didn manage to collect any essays from the prcs.... they juz dun reply my sms n dun pick up my phone... sehz... becos of this, my five juniors had to write essays on the spot to make up for the essays tat i din manage to collect... am so apologetic, bt wat can i do when the teacher juz wan to do so? from the smses he sent, can see tat they're bu shuang tat they have to write on the spot lo.. i mean, its realli quite unreasonable lo... haiz... bt too bad la, i cant help them.... blame it on my poor relationship with the prcs lo... tat they dun care bout mi at all... sadz... haiz... bt cant blame them also la... i caused them trouble also.. haiz...
realli regret tat i never go back to help out at the orientation, maybe cos i dunno hw to explain to the teachers tat im nt goin back to nj? hahah... i mean sumtimes, nt everything can be said to everyone rite?
anyway, had a long chat with a fren juz nw.. actually nt realli long la, juz tat started smsing in afternoon lo, den gt chat on msn also... wanted to tell the truth one.... bt still hold back, still dun hav the courage...
anyway, juz realised tat sumtimes u'll feell veri comfortable when toking to sumone bt nt others... ya... thinking of it, feel realli comfortable when toking tot tat person (nt tat fren mentioned in last para)... haha... the status is so much apart, bt juz no barrier... haha...
well, tink bout alot of tings today... lots of things has happened in the past yr... realised tat my bonds with my frens had strenghten, n we r more close... bt tings tat happened also made us apart in sum ways... haiz... to sum up, tis is wat i feel of myself these few mths : 这些日子来，我并没有看透，也不曾想通。我不过是在逃避，并且尽量不让自己回忆罢了。。。
内心的城堡
外表的堂皇艳丽
引来了贪目虚荣者
招不徕忠坚职守的堡主
矗立不倒的城堡
看似坚强
其实不堪一击
大大的铁门深深上锁着
无人得以入侵
钥匙就埋在土里
待主人挖掘
平凡的土壤
引不起任何猜疑
幽深的城堡
夜里静得可怕
传说是孤魂野鬼的栖身处
令人惶恐不安
城堡内的世界
那凄凉景象
那悲惨凄清的画面
无人得以见识
无人得以了解
唯一堡主的痛苦
wrote tis during last few days of sch last yr... showed yx be4.. bt made sum amendments... haiz...
happy new yr! its been one wk since i last blog... dun tink its a happy yr for most of yr due to the tsunami disaster... haiz..
anyway, attended 1 day of orientation at Nj... its realli fun n i realli enjoyed it... bt i still didn go back... haiz... its sort of i've gt no other choices.... suan le... anyway, glad to know tat most of my frens are happy with their sch's orientation n they enjoyed it veri much.. i mean, which teenager wun be happy to be able to hav great deal of fun?
ya, so stayed at home n enjoy my freedom these few days... can do anyting i wan... tats the advantage... haha.. bt muz admit tat mass dance n cheering of orientation is realli fun... hmmz... den the admisssion criteria for DICS is out... tink shd be able to get in... bt tinking whether is theree realli a future for mi to go? so waiting for the open hse on 19th...
19th jan is a great day... been waiting for it for the past 6 mths... bt it doesnt realli make much diff to mi nw... all the tings tat has happened had happened n they'll be in my memory... nth can change it le rite? well, shall enjoy my freedom nw... haha... bt ppl r preparing for the campfire nw... *envies* lol...
today's new year eve, happy 23th bday to my sis!
tis morning or rather noon went compass pt with mum n sis for brunch, wanted to buy the charles n keith sandals for my sis, bt her size no more le... like tat time i went with gh like tat.. lol.. den go eat captain' s cook... den go shop awhile, my sis go giordano buy clothes cos gt 20% discount on her bday.. den she bought a jeans, n i bought a shirt...
tot bout it last nite, tink shd give it a try for first 3 mths jc... tink will be a gd experience...
was readin the bk, onli to realise tat i seems to hav forget lots of words since the 'o's lol.. n tat time i forgot hw to write one of my gd fren's name haha.. sehz rite.. hmm tats y muz go first three mths haha... goin out for dinner nw le... haha....